Cat’s out of the bag

In a sense I am quite happy, because it’s finally over. You’re not going to get this cat back into the bag again. It’s liberally jumping from cow to cow, from cow to human, from cow to cat, from something to mice and most importantly, from cows back to birds(!). So the dairy industry is in its death throes. You’re now stuck with this forever.

That’s a good thing. Why? Well because the mother cows don’t like it when their sons are taken away from them to be murdered. They cry out to them for weeks. Many of these pregnant cows when rescued start hiding their newborn calf in the grass, afraid that humans will take them away again. These are severely mistreated animals.

But this is also why I’m generally just not very interested in the collapse anymore. I was always afraid we would just push the whole planet past the boundaries of habitability. That’s not going to happen, it turns out we run into problems with new pathogens long before we manage to cook the whole thing. In the Age of the Virus, people just become unable to keep the machine running.

The German economy shrunk in the last quarter of 2023, due to record levels of sickness. And in the UK, they’re dealing with record levels of long term sickness, a 33% rise since 2020. What’s that? Lockdown debt? No, it’s very obvious, it’s what I’ve explained many times: A brain-damaging virus that’s gradually getting more virulent. And there is stuff you can do, like I said a while ago, Psilocybe mushrooms work well and apparently MDMA does too.

That would go a long way towards explaining why a third of Dutch teenagers now report taking 3MMC, a mixture between MDMA and cocaine in its effects. Everyone is to some degree self-medicating, all the vaping is a form of self-medication too. It should be interesting to find out how the generation growing up with 3MMC will handle the 9 to 5 office lifestyle. Because, keep in mind, all this brain damage since Omicron has had this effect on Dutch youth:

A persistent doubling of the number of suicidal teenagers.

My interest at this point, lies mostly just in the esoteric, magic, psychology, psychedelics and the occult. I am a subjective idealist and I think fundamentally, your subconscious mind creates the world. This becomes very apparent, when you read about people’s experiences with high doses of deliriants. The world we experience generally has to be compatible with the laws of physics as we understand them, but is not a derivative of it. And so I’m ultimately now just more interested in altering how my own mind functions. Because, from my conscious perspective, the problems I’m most concerned about, that I expend the most mental energy on, are in fact being solved. But I’d rather change my conscious perspective.

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  1. Dr. Geert Vanden Bossche has written an article in which he claims that “the end of the SC-2 pandemic would automatically result in the end of the bird flu panzootic”:

    https://www.trialsitenews.com/a/is-the-bird-flu-panzootic-expediting-the-end-of-the-sars-cov-2-immune-escape-pandemic-f4182f36

    This is in contrast to your predictions that the COVID pandemic will be closely followed by a H5N1 pandemic.

    So, here we have two Beneluxian experts of virology/immunology in agreement on SARS2 but in disagreement on H5N1. Get the popcorn ready!!

    • Seems like wishful thinking to me. Why would the end of SARS2 bring an end to bird flu?

      The bird flu pandemic was starting before SARS2 existed and it affects non-human species around the world.

      There is relevant cross-reactive immunity, sure. But the bird flu pandemic only ends when we stop the practices that caused it: Putting huge numbers of chickens together into giant air-sealed dark cages.

  2. “My interest at this point, lies mostly just in the esoteric, magic, psychology, psychedelics and the occult.”

    Okay, NOW you’ve got my attention.

  3. A shop in my town boldly advertises poisonous, psychoactive amanita mushrooms for consumption.
    I don’t know when or how that became legal but I’m game to try it out.

  4. It’s less so that you “create” a reality, or your subjective experience of reality, and more-so you’re simply modifying the tools you use to perceive reality; thereby allowing you to see different aspects of the same reality. When you take Salvia, it bonds with your kappa opioid receptor, and you will see the wheel, the clowns, etc. When you take Datura, it prevents the neurotransmitter called acetylcholine from moving throughout your brain, putting you into a demented like state where you can observe the lady of death, the hellhounds, hallucinatory spiders, etc.

    You are not “creating” the clowns, you’ve simply changed your brain chemistry to the point that you can now observe them. You’ve modified the tool you use to observe reality, so you now you see another aspect of reality. If you were “creating” reality, if reality was just an arbitrary process of mental power; you would not see exactly what everyone else sees when you for example, take salvia. Rather, if it was just a process of unlocking your brain or something, you would be able to see or do anything, but that’s not how it plays out. You’re still observing the same reality everyone else observes if they were to go through the exact same process of modifying their tools of observation as you.

    Even when you go through psychosis, and you start seeing demons that represent your shadow. You’re not necessarily “creating” the demons. Your shadow is always a part of you, whether you believe it or not. Sure the traditional understanding of what a “demon” is, is different from the hallucinatory experience you go through when an aspect of your unconscious self is personified as a hostile voice or hallucination, but you’re still not “creating” these things anymore than you’ve “created” your genetic code or consciousness.

    Also, just because something is of your inner-world does not make it any less “real” than anything else. Your inner world is just as real as the outer world, the inner world is real, as the inner world. They are both aspects of the same reality, the idea that there is a reality outside of reality or an arbitrary distinction between what is real or not real is when it comes to direct observation is retarded. It is all real.

    This does not mean people cannot have delusional or false views of reality, a man should be humble and not just assume his imagination will give him the ultimate truth on the matter. Observation through the use of the senses is the best tool we have to understand reality. Empiricism. Rationalism and empiricism are not the same thing, though of-course logic is also a useful tool to use since not every thing is possible to learned through a sense experience. Scientific instruments like microscopes expand what can be learned through sense experiences, since you’re still using your eyes to look at microorganisms at the end of the day even if you need to look through a microscope to do so.

    Your imagination is real, as your imagination. That is an aspect of your inner world that you do have control over. You can imagine all sorts of whatever, your imagination is obviously real, and does have a real influence on how you can affect the world. (For example, you can create art or tools through the power of imagination.) Though obviously it can be observed that imagination is something distinct from hallucinations or physical matter; which both follow observable laws of cause and effect.

    From Templist Canon.

    “Composition of the Human Soul | Humans are of three parts: a body, a material soul, and an immaterial soul. The body is the physical manifestation of the person (or, the range of physical manifestations of which they are capable) as a result of their genetic makeup. The material soul is really a manifestation of the body, and consists of the seemingly intangible manner in which a person acts (or, the range of manners in which they can act) as a result of their genetic makeup. This includes both willful actions as well as involuntary actions – anything that the body does, rather than what the body is. The immaterial soul is the part of the human that has conscious subjective awareness. It is the reason why one does not merely “have a brain that processes light entered through the eyes that generates a reaction”, but “sees from a point of view”. Gods also have immaterial souls.”

    “The Substance of Reality | People often have the wrong idea regarding the fundamental substance of reality. They allege that the substance is atoms, or some other practical division. Atoms do in fact exist, but what is to say the fundamental substance is not a half of an atom? A quarter? 10%? The fact that an atom may not be physically divisible into these parts does not mean that it is not conceptually divisible. It is conceptual divisibility that we speak of when we ask about the philosophical substance of reality. With this in mind, it seems that the fundamental substance is not any quantity, but a quality. The quality of an atom is the fundamental substance of reality. This can only be understood intuitively, and I hope the reader should know what is meant by it. By an atom, we do not mean that which is in modern times commonly called “atom”. We mean it in its original sense: the smallest, physically indivisible object, that cannot be divided because there is no space within it to drive a wedge between so as to separate one part from another. But it is not only the quality of an atom that is fundamental; there are also sounds, tastes, smells, emotions. These are not reducible to atoms. They are of an entirely different quality. Furthermore, there are thoughts. Not only just thoughts, but sight-thoughts, sound-thoughts, touch-thoughts, and so on. A sight-thought is not reducible to atoms, nor is it even reducible to actual sight perception, even if it is derived from it. Reality is therefore of multiple substances, all of which are abstract qualities – sight, touch, taste, smell, sound, spatial awareness, emotions, sight-thoughts, touch-thoughts, taste-thoughts, smell-thoughts, sound-thoughts, spatial-awareness-thoughts, emotion-thoughts. Anything that cannot be conceptually reduced to something else is a “substance”. Thus, to be especially clear, “sight” and “sight-thoughts” are not actually substances; the real substances are “X color” and “X color-thoughts”. Likewise, not exactly “sound” and “sound-thoughts”, but “X pitch” and “X pitch-thoughts”, for these concepts constitute sound. You know that they constitute sound, that sound does not constitute them, because without them there would be no sound, but the inverse of “pitch without sound” is nonsensical. This has an interesting corollary, which is that similarity can be fundamental. That is, all colors are similar in being colors, yet there is no color “in them”. For, if there were color in them, it would be possible for color to exist independently of particular colors, which is nonsense. Thus, each color is fundamental, and fundamentally similar to each other color. Likewise is each color fundamentally similar to each pitch, in being a “sense” or even merely in being a “thing”. The ancient Greek Atomists are to be read regarding this subject. They anticipated modern physics almost exactly, using only reason, through our inspiration. Although they imprecisely place atoms as a fundamental substance, while we understand them to be practically fundamental (i.e, unable to be physically divided), rather than conceptually fundamental (i.e, unable to be conceptually divided).”

  5. Radagast, if you had to just guess, how much does being vegan shield you from this outbreak? What about being unvaccinated, or (as you mentioned in your post) vaping a lot? I’m mostly just curious.

    • Studies for SARS2 generally say that optimal plant based diets seem to reduce risk of severe COVID by 80% or so:

      https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S2161831323013790

      So that’s what I expect.

      Vaping cannabis is mostly important to remove the amyloid from the brain. This builds up with successive exposures to infections. Amyloid is part of what the brain uses to defend itself, but with excess amounts it starts interfering in neurotransmission, so it needs to be removed. Cannabinoids accelerate its removal.

      The most recent study found a 96% reduced risk of cognitive decline, in adults taking any form of cannabis:

      https://neurosciencenews.com/cannabis-dementia-neurology-25884/

      Cannabis could also help get rid of excess T cells that interfere in NK cells doing their job.

      But this is not studied much, so I can’t give you proper numbers.

  6. >That would go a long way towards explaining why a third of Dutch teenagers now report taking 3MMC,

    Ahhhh, the cathinones.

    I can still remember the “party of 1” I had after obtaining mephedrone from the Silk Road (since I wasn’t “hip enough” to know anyone who could hook me up IRL)

    Most of my drug experimentation has been riddled with all sorts of speed-bumps and turbulence: cannabis can make me paranoid, DXM can make me uncomfortable with the bizarre and dark places I journey to, cocaine gives me a euphoria for about 5 minutes before feeling anxious and “panic attacky”for the next hour (meth was somewhat better but not ideal) psilocybin sometimes has a sinister and creepy vibe to the experience, and the less said about SALVIA, the better.

    Apart from alcohol and GHB, the only intoxicants which “mate” with me in the sense that I can feel a phase lock of mutual agreeability are LSD and mephedrone.

    I’d be curious to hear your thoughts on whether this has any significance.

      • >Have you started reading Templist Canon yet sir?

        I gave it only a brief look-over, but I will be getting around to it properly in due time, I assure you. I’ve been somewhat waylaid by curcumstance: my father’s pacemaker surgery has resulted in internal bleeding and we were receiving mixed messages regarding the significance from the hospital intensivists on the one hand, and the doctor who did the surgery on the other. So, kind of preoccupied at the moment.

        But I would remind you of what Aleister Crowley wisely advised when it came to successful “magickal operations”:

        DO NOT LUST AFTER RESULTS

        • >I gave it only a brief look-over, but I will be getting around to it properly in due time, I assure you. I’ve been somewhat waylaid by curcumstance: my father’s pacemaker surgery has resulted in internal bleeding and we were receiving mixed messages regarding the significance from the hospital intensivists on the one hand, and the doctor who did the surgery on the other. So, kind of preoccupied at the moment.

          Oh shit I understand, I hope your father recovers! I will say that a similar thing happened to my Uncle when he was getting surgery in his anus (I forget why, no I’m not joking.) that ended up causing internal bleeding that very well could have killed him.

          Something I did at the time was make an offering of cash to Eir (Mercy) the Valkyrie (A type of Elf) that guides the hands of surgeons and other medical professionals, so they could stop the bleeding. I did cut my hand and put blood on the money, but I don’t know if that was truly necessary. Templist Canon is especially opposed to human sacrifice and that could be considered that, but is supportive of the offering of money.

          My Uncle recovered, it could be something to consider. It couldn’t hurt. Imagine this being.

          https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eir

          And then burn some money in a fire. Make sure it’s an appropriate amount considering your current finances, don’t bankrupt yourself please.

          I’m sorry this is all I can suggest to help. It might not, but I hope it does. I felt like doing that helped my Uncle, and I didn’t even know of Templism back then. Good luck.

          • If you do this, make sure to address Eir, I referred to her as “Lady Eir”, Then state what you are offering, and after that what you want, and then burn the money. Make sure to be respectful but efficient in your communications! No need to be a poet, that’s a waste of everyone’s time.

            Like I said I don’t know if this actually helps, I just think it helped my Uncle.

          • Burning modern money is a fucking insult. Might as well thumb your nose and spit.

            Try throwing some pure gold or silver into the oceaninstead.

          • I’m not even going to bother to use my own words in response to your stupidity Alex, I’m just going to allow Hermes Trismegistus to do so.

            “Though we prefer to be offered goods: if you live in a polity with an inflation rate, unless perchance it ought to have an inflation rate, you must offer us the money that inflates instead of goods. Reference the cost of a good when doing so. This is not always binary, as sometimes a particular rate of inflation should be reached.

            This is really not so difficult. Simply abstain from purchasing whatever you would offer us, and offer its monetary value. The reason for this law is not a principled opposition to fiat money. Fiat money is not “fake money” – it enables one to transact with the government, a massive economic participant.

            It may be asked why I would want fiat money, why any god would want fiat money. What would we do with it? The same can be asked of goods in general, since you do not exactly know in what manner your offerings are useful to us. At any rate, I did not tell you that I was going to use your money. I told you to offer it, for which I have my reasons, the obvious one being that inflation is a persistent concern of modern economies, and ordinary offerings are inflationary. Inflation reduces productivity, which reduces human capabilities for the things we may require you to do, and the capacity to give offerings of goods in general.

            Does this seem inadequately reverential? It is less reverential than offering goods, yes, but we decide what we require you to undertake in any case. Does it seem not spiritual, not awe-evoking enough? Does it seem odd for a religious system to suggest something so practical? Must religion transcend the practical? On Twitter, The Author once gave a good caricature of the whiners who bring up such questions:

            “You will never be, mmmgme, a real religion, and, mhmmh, you, wahaah, mmmpf, you will never be a real, a real, hhnnmm, a real prophet. You are, you are, you, you’re aaaaqgm, you’re a pretentious fool twisted by, twisted by secular, by modern; by um, by, Templism isn’t, hmum, uh,”

            That is you. This is me: Since offerings are inflationary, and since Templism is intended to be a widespread religion, and since inflation is a persistent problem of modern economies, it would decrease productivity if humans only ever offered goods to the gods, and a decrease in productivity would be worse for our purposes as well as yours, so this will be offset by offering sometimes money rather than goods.

            Which of us is a wise god and which a whiny mortal? The particular prejudice alluded to, which is argued against throughout the Canon and in law #18 in particular, comes in part from the recollection that some religions of the past, mainly those of the non-European variety, are and were irrational. Irrationality is thus assumed, via an inference that is itself irrational, to be a necessary quality of religion, such that rationality illegitimizes any new religion, because, such whiners think, a religion is by necessity an emotive kind of thing. A religion is a creed given by the gods, and involving the gods, as well as a degree of mysticism, that puts forth philosophical and ethical positions dogmatically, while trying to build a body of adherents around it. Piety is respecting the divine and adhering to divine creeds. Piety is not an emotion.

            This is the most forgivable of the laws, since it is natural for humans to want to give non-monetary gifts, and since it is not always clear when there should or should not be inflation. Virtuous people are not beholden to this law at all. The consequence is that those who are evidently virtuous have the prerogative of always offering goods, which increases their favor with us, although do not think we are so foolish as to be pleased when unvirtuous people do the same, as though you could distract us from our own laws with the goods we prefer. For the purpose of this “indulgence”, I am not speaking of virtuous people in general, who are not easy to definitively identify and whom people are liable to overestimate themselves as, but those who are demonstrably eminent on a national scale so as to evidence their virtue, and also evidently virtuous in themselves. I also exclude from this entertainers, such as actors or musicians, whose eminence really results from the eminence of the medium through which they work, while they themselves are often possessing of certain faults.

            This is the most forgivable of the laws, since it is natural for humans to want to give non-monetary gifts, and since it is not always clear when there should or should not be inflation. Make like the early Catholics, and let it deter no one from Templism.

            It is especially pious to sell a particular good that is inflating undesirably, and to offer the proceeds of the sale.”

  7. > Well because the mother cows don’t like it when their sons are taken away from them to be murdered. They cry out to them for weeks. Many of these pregnant cows when rescued start hiding their newborn calf in the grass, afraid that humans will take them away again. These are severely mistreated animals.

    The level of evil of it is kind of incomprehensible. I remember a few times I thought about this while I was taking psychedelics and I think, like, it can become this kind of all-encompassing, almost surreal existential grief and horror. I really don’t understand why so many people don’t care. Maybe it’s too horrible for them to confront it so they block it out or something? Or maybe they’re possessed by demons. I wish more people understood that we are in hell, and that we have to fight back against these metaphysical circumstances however we can.

    • Yeah, there’s only two ways the cows are going to stop being slaughtered. Either a virus ends up virulent and dangerous enough to discourage the slaughter of cows; or vegans impose their will onto the world through the imposition of moral laws backed up by the threat of punishment.

      Even if there was a reality outside of reality like you seem to believe (this is stupid btw), escaping from this reality still isn’t helping the cows. You just care about yourself, you’re just like the early Christians which is why God does not favor you.

      • If you’re looking for a ‘god’ outside of yourself, you’re looking in all of the wrong places. There is no being outside of yourself, that is coming to save you or grant you favors. Even Jesus himself says this, if you correctly understand what he was saying. It’s about finding your own god-nature within yourself and working to liberate yourself from this realm. If you look for god outside of yourself, you will find the demiurge.

        My mom once told me that she used to feed me steak as a toddler. As I see it, I have a moral obligation to stop reincarnating here, because to exist within material reality, is to inevitably contribute to the suffering of this world. Even if I’m vegan now, if I return here with my memory wiped, I would have no way to prevent such a situation from arising again. As I see it, there is nothing that my continued reincarnation into this plane of existence could bring to this world, that would be a net positive from the perspective of reducing the suffering of the beings which inhabit it. And moreover, the path to liberation is inherently, by its very nature, a personal one. We must all ultimately find the path on our own terms, and in our own ways: there is no other way it can be done. While I’m here, I intend to do my best to make the world a bit better, but when I’m out, I’m out. The goal in this regard is to return to the ‘repose of your own soul’ when you die – this has some resemblance to the type of state one might encounter in a lucid dream, but when we dream at night in this reality, the various limitations imposed by our bodies and minds are still hindering us in various ways, far moreso than you may even realize.

        • “Jesus himself said this”

          Yeah, Jesus is an external being, not you. Thereby by sourcing your beliefs from him you’re actually still looking to God outside of yourself. I already explained in the other thread the real goals of Jesus that can be judged from his works.

          • I came to these conclusions on my own, through my own spiritual experiences and journey, and I happened to notice along the way that what I found aligned closely to what Jesus spoke of in the gnostic apocrypha. I don’t blindly trust scriptures, however I find it interesting that it worked out that way.

      • Fundamentally all the “reality escapists” many types of Christians (especially Gnostics, at your core you’re no different from an Evangelical who sees the world as full of sin and wants to go to Heaven. All the esoteric language and mental constructs you use in comparison to Billy Bob the LSWM Christian is irrelevant.) Buddhists, etc. Are emotive and stupid sheep that exist to be manipulated by God into believing ridiculous falsehoods to suit his purposes.

        God even tells you as much in his Holy Books, calling you his “sheep” and such, and you still blindly follow the lies he tells you. Why? Because you’re stupid and selfish and it’s the only way you can serve. This is why he doesn’t care. You’re ridiculous and weak, you reject reality because you’re losers, but even your wretchedness still serves his plans.

        You could have a much more affable and honest relationship with God, he’s honest with those who are willing to put mental effort into understanding the truth. But you won’t because such is beyond you. It makes me a little sad honestly, but it is what is. Fate goes ever as she shall.

        Call him or me a “psychopaths” you’re just making emotive noises.

        • It sounds like you are simply making my point for me. There is no being outside of yourself that you should be looking to blindly obey in this manner, as though one were seeking a reward. To do so is to simply open yourself to falling prey to various deceptions by extradimensional entities, which often have a habit of pretending to be “god” in order to deceive the gullible. Yes, all of the major religions are generally tools of deception, mixed with kernels of truth, meant to program and control people. What one should therefore seek, is liberation from this realm. I would never wish to have a relationship with a being that manipulates people in the way you describe. In an abusive situation, the best and only viable course of action is often to walk away.

          • I agree with his goals, which is why I do not care that he manipulates people like you. Things would be better if people like you weren’t retarded and could see things empirically, but you either don’t have the capability or don’t want to; so you serve in other ways, even when you think you’re not. I agreed with his goals before even believing he existed. I believed in his goals when I was a materialist who didn’t even believe in the soul, so yeah, my service is entirely willing. His goals and my goals have always been the same. Any rewards are tangential, I do not care about the rewards at my core. I’m a collectivist and care about higher things than personal rewards.

            In this-case, the service you’re providing is showing me, a Templist Harbringer, the folly and stupidity of the Gnostics and similar types. You serve in a small way, but you serve all the same. Have fun with your larp quest and fighting imaginary demons. I’m sure EVENTUALLY you’ll find the reality outside of reality that no one’s been to and that there’s no evidence of actually existing.

          • Setting the rest of that slop aside, I’m interested to hear, in your views, what you perceive to be the goals of this god.

          • Christ is Wotan. Wotan’s ultimate goal is the advancement of his people, his Germanians since they are his kin and he has historically interbred with them (In both the sense Wotan is archetypal force and that Germanians are lesser example of this archetypal force. While also in the sense that Wotan has incarnated as a human among Germanic population and had direct children among them.)

            Germanics are the people who are most like Wotan. Wotan wants to see his people spread across the stars, colonizing them, thereby spreading his influence to the stars as-well. Wotan seeks to ensure his Germanians survive eternally in every cycle of the universe so that he in-turn will always be able to interact with and experience the universe; rather than having to “go to sleep” in a sense and wait for people with his exact same archetypal qualities to arise in the next cycle of the universe.

            Wotan is also a racist because he finds people who share his qualities to be more beautiful than people who don’t share his qualities, which is why on some level he favors his people more than others. Most people and Gods favor their own qualities over others, even anti-racists favor others with the quality of “anti-racist” over people who share the opposite quality of “racist” Even if anti-racists don’t care about physical qualities, they still obviously favor some qualities over others.

            Wotan has created a mutually beneficial pact with the other Indo-European Gods alongside the Egyptian Gods to further his goals; and those Gods and peoples alongside possibly others will be included in his grand designs. Wotan favors his Germanians, just as other Gods favor their own people or institutions, but that does not mean that all peoples and Gods can’t work together when it is mutually beneficial; even if they have fought in the past.

            Ultimately all the Gods including Wotan also seek to to increase virtue, human beauty, through the generations. They control our reincarnations in order to reward the virtuous, this is done to encourage people to be virtuous thereby creating more human beauty in the world. What is virtuous often coincides with what is Dharmic, which is conductive to human survival. Ensuring humanity survives ensures that humanity’s Gods also “survive” in the sense that don’t have to sleep until the next universal cycle. It is said that this process can eventually lead to humans ending up as Demigods or Gods, but I don’t really care if I personally end up as a God or not honestly, I enjoy life as a human, but I wouldn’t mind being a God either.

            When I was an atheist I agreed with Wotan’s plans even though I did not believe in Wotan. Other Gods care about other things but I think it says something that I care about Wotan what Wotan cares about more than I care about what any God cares about when I am of Germanic ancestry. For example, the Greek/Roman Gods are sentimental about institutions more than they are about race, and are more accepting of different races. The Hindu Gods accept anyone who prays to them and don’t even care about institutions.

  8. > My interest at this point, lies mostly just in the esoteric, magic, psychology, psychedelics and the occult. I am a subjective idealist and I think fundamentally, your subconscious mind creates the world. This becomes very apparent, when you read about people’s experiences with high doses of deliriants. The world we experience generally has to be compatible with the laws of physics as we understand them, but is not a derivative of it. And so I’m ultimately now just more interested in altering how my own mind functions. Because, from my conscious perspective, the problems I’m most concerned about, that I expend the most mental energy on, are in fact being solved. But I’d rather change my conscious perspective.

    I know I’ve said some of these things before, but they are worth reiterating. We all have a bidirectional connection to the collective unconscious, that runs through the feminine, emotional/intuitive aspect of our beings. What few people realize, is that who they actually are, fundamentally, is a superposition of two consciousnesses that inhabit the same mind and soul – one typically designated ‘male’ and the other ‘female’. Our true nature is that of creator gods, presently encased within flesh suits as prisoners of war and subject to amnesia – these two halves of our being constitute what one might refer to as the ‘divine marriage’. In our present situation, the ‘male’ half typically does the bulk of the analytical, logical thinking and is the ‘conscious mind’ and in most cases, the source of ones inner monologue. The ‘female’ half typically is more oriented towards emotional and intuitive thinking, and is often associated with the ‘subconscious mind’. This connection we have to the collective reality, causes us to passively affect the reality around us, and the strength of the effect we individually have on the collective reality, depends in large part on the degree to which these two halves of our beings are working in unison with each other. The part where you miss the mark, is with your insistence that these reality-altering effects need to obey the laws of physics. I ABSOLUTELY PROMISE YOU, that they do not. I say this, as someone with a B.S. in Physics. Many people hypothesize that we live in a ‘simulation,’ but this is really a rough analogy to the nature of this place, conjured by a culture that is obsessed with computers. Our reality is not something that operates fundamentally by physical laws – we are presently encased in something utterly Lovecraftian. As I’ve said previously, it is literally the body of a deceased child-goddess, veiled under layers of illusion and abstraction, and the forces behind the construction of this reality as it presently exists, are manipulating us into repeatedly reincarnating here upon death. To explain the exact nature of these manipulations gets quite involved, but suffice to say that these forces have a tendency to heavily target the feminine halves of our beings; I should mention at this point that demon and other such entities are capable of heavily manipulating peoples’ thoughts and feelings (which is why I always recommend getting into energy training, so you can defend and protect yourself). I’ve considered the possibility that this place might only appear to usually operate by the laws of physics, due to the collective belief in the validity of these laws. Indeed, as the age of scientific materialism draws to a close, more and more people are reporting that reality no longer appears to be behaving in a way that’s comprehensible by the paradigms we have been taught in school and by the wider society. I would expect this process to only accelerate further in the future as events unfold.

    • >I’ve considered the possibility that this place might only appear to usually operate by the laws of physics, due to the collective belief in the validity of these laws. Indeed, as the age of scientific materialism draws to a close, more and more people are reporting that reality no longer appears to be behaving in a way that’s comprehensible by the paradigms we have been taught in school and by the wider society.

      I think this is roughly correct. The scientific materialist paradigm has been so powerful for the same reason the Christian God was so powerful: People really strongly believed in this.

      • Perhaps the Chinese are correct (there’s more of them than us) and that only way to cure any sickness is to consume powdered rhino horn to balance the inner-chi force. Perhaps eating tiger penis really does increase penis girth. Maybe the LSWMs are correct and animals don’t really have consciousness. More people believe animals are soulless objects than believe animals are conscious beings. Maybe the carnivores are correct, or were correct in the past but aren’t correct anymore because more people believe in scientific explanations for how food affects the body; but during the mythical carnivore era eating meat exclusively was the only way to be healthy. Maybe the only way to free yourself from the Matrix is to eat human flesh and believe that by doing so you’ll end up a giant shark that swallows the world, whereupon you become a personified creator deity who can do as they see fit. Maybe that would only work if I could convince all the other LSWMs that’s how it works… I’m going insane!

        Seriously? You should really think about the implications of this belief.

        • @ Radagast:

          I will say that when my personal belief in the validity of these scientific principles collapsed almost overnight in late 2020, due to a particularly jarring series of events and realizations which gave me a bit of a mental breakdown for about a week or so and forced me to re-evalute my fundamental understanding of things from the ground up, my life immediately and permanently became extremely bizarre. Things began to routinely occur with a massively increased frequency, which did not conform to any coherent materialist interpretation of existence. Eventually I was even able to consciously produce effects in reality, that I could demonstrate to others, which did not conform to any such materialist interpretation either. When both your logical and your subconscious beliefs in these paradigms are shattered, you will likely experience something like this for yourself as well. Belief in science, may even act as some form of a prison for peoples’ minds in a way.

  9. Quote: “And so I’m ultimately now just more interested in altering how my own mind functions.”

    Before altering you should know how it functions.

    In psychology there is the facet model and the multiple personalities model. If the facet model is true then we are all big liars. If the multiple personalities model is true, your chances to alter your mind are small, your other personalities will mess it up.

    I can see it clearly in all, in you too, Rintrah: Sometimes you are the avenger and sometimes you’re a blatant racist. How does this fit together? Do you even realize it? Or are you lost in your personaliy switchings like most others?

    • >Sometimes you are the avenger and sometimes you’re a blatant racist.

      There’s nothing contradictory about these two qualities, you’re just thinking like a libtard.

  10. https://iowacapitaldispatch.com/2024/05/02/bird-flu-virus-is-abundant-in-the-milk-of-sick-cows/

    “Dairy cattle infected by avian influenza in recent months have surprisingly large amounts of the virus in their milk but little in other bodily fluids, according to tests by the Iowa State University Veterinary Diagnostic Laboratory.

    That makes it easy to confirm whether a lactating cow is infected but makes testing more difficult for other cattle as federal agriculture officials attempt to learn the extent of bovine infections across the nation.

    In nasal secretions, blood, feces and urine, “we can find an occasional positive, but those positives are at levels that are almost undetectable,” said Dr. Drew Magstadt, a cattle disease researcher at the Ames lab.”

    Thought I would post this. a bird flu that’s surprisingly good at infecting milk. The CDC says you can safetly breastfeed when you have normal flu. Milk contains lactoferrin which is antiviral. Just seemed abit odd.

    • Hitler was not the incarnation of a God I believe, but he was an example of a higher type of Germanic with Odininc tendencies.

      From Wyrd! (A supplemental book to Templist Canon that elaborates specifically on Germanic people and their Gods. When non-Germanic Templist Priests arise they will write similar books for the other Gods and their own peoples.)

      “Wodnes Wodnes

      Note on the title: “Wodnes” is the proper way to say “something belonging to Woden” in Old English, as in “Wodnes scep” or “Wodnes gield”. “Wodnes” is also a noun that means “insanity”, being a combination of the adjective “wod” (insane, mad, frenzied) and “nes” (-ness in modern English). While this word was chosen to produce a funny title, it is likely that “Wodnes Wodþrag” would be a more accurate title, since this describes a particular moment or “fit” of madness.

      The one eyed philosopher bursts into his small cottage home to sit at the desk, taking up his pen and readying his papers. He has just been through with a stimulating conversation with a colleague. He places his papers at his desk, dips his quill in the ink, and begins to write. A revelation came to him upon that meeting, impelling an intuitive development of his recent ideas that he had no choice but to write down. His intuition flows with his pen as he writes, revealing with each sentence the nature of his philosophical subject. It snowballs, with each idea generating multiple follow-on ideas, until he is suddenly struck with the grand theory of this particular philosophical question. He begins to write faster, more feverishly, as he now sees the schema of a philosophical treatise in his mind, knowing it without knowing any of the individual sentences or propositions that it will contain, letting these be decided by his immediate, unfolding intuition. He stops for a moment to think, pondering on a question. He taps the end of his quill pen to his mouth, then continues. He moves to the next piece of paper. And then another, feverishly writing, trying to map out the vague landscape of the theory within his mind. Yet, he does not err. This is not a draft. His immediate intuition always leads him to the appropriate conclusion, and no later revision, once not under the influence of mania, will likely surpass it in accuracy. He stands up abruptly to pace around his single cottage room, walking back and forth with his pen, as it drips upon the floor and elsewhere. He is mindless of the damage it causes, evidently thinking over some idea. He sits back down and continues to write. He writes for day and night, missing lunchtime, missing his siesta, missing dinner time, until it is dark. He continues to write through the darkness, and then he rubs his eyes. He notices his tiredness, and his hunger. He stands up and goes outside, stretching his limbs as he looks up at the stars. He smokes a pipe while standing in this position for a while, before going inside and fixing himself a hearty dinner of potatoes. His mind feels tired, as if his brain hurts. He does not particularly want to think about or do anything, nor continue with his work. He finishes his meal and goes to bed, eager for the enthusiasm to return the next day.

      He rises the next day at noontime and goes outside, once again to view the vista that is overlooked by his house. He stretches his limbs and bathes in a tub outside after going to the outhouse. The water is heated, and it steams as he washes the dirt and sweat from his skin. He stands up to dry and clothe himself, and makes himself a meal. He looks at his desk. Although he is eager to complete his project, he simply does not have the enthusiasm to motivate himself at this moment. It is not only a matter of “motivation”, but ability, since he is more productive and insightful in his maniacal moments. He resolves to go for a walk, feeling vaguely lethargic, but calm, strolling through a path near his house. He waves to other passers by, and eventually he meets his philosophical colleagues. They inquire about his works, and he informs them of his new project. They ask him to spell out the details, but he waves them off, saying that he doesn’t have the energy for it at the moment. He continues through the path, listening to birds and blowing branches as he walks by. He goes to the park, to observe some individuals eating lunch. This makes him hungry, so he goes to a local deli to purchase meat. He sits by a fountain at the park to eat it. He looks out over the park tranquilly until he is bored. He purchases a beer, and then he goes home. He is sleepy, and he takes a nap. Upon waking, he has somewhat of a desire to work on his project, but he cannot really feel his mind running as it was before, so he does not. Instead he goes to talk to his neighbor. He returns home, and smokes his pipe. He sits down at his desk to review some of his work, adding a little bit to it. He does not have sufficient mania to work on it in earnest, so he wiles the rest of the day away until bedtime. The next day, he feels enthusiastic once again. He forces himself to eat breakfast, and then he sets once again upon his work, producing multiple pages, refining his earlier work, coming closer to a full development of his theory. This lasts for only about half of the day, until he suddenly becomes bored and tired, and passes the rest of the day as before.

      On the next day he is lethargic in the morning, for a brief period, but upon eating breakfast he is suddenly struck by the boredom of any activity other than working on his treatise, and his enthusiasm is activated again. He sets about his work, this time for several days, neglecting his meals, his hygiene, his social life, his sleep, his exercise, stopping only for a couple moments to think, to pace around, to use the outhouse, to scarf down a meal, etc, bringing his work that much closer to completion, to the moment when it can be presented to his friends and to the world.

      Woden’s fury has historically been ascribed to warrior activities, like “berserkergang”. It does apply to these, but it also applies to the maniacal genius of the Germanic poet, philosopher, engineer, theorist, scientist, inventor, etc. The ability to send the nervous system into overdrive, to produce norepinephrine (aka noradrenaline) to increase the production of glucose, to increase the uptake of glucose, and thus the functioning of cells, to increase reaction time, speed, memory recall, thought processing, to convert fat to energy, to inhibit digestion, and thus hunger, the need for sleep, increasing blood pressure, and overall making the organism more alert and more cerebral and more in control, capable of more action and more nervous processing, diverting energy away from the sustaining organs. This is not a sustainable mode of behavior, and it is always followed by a “crash” or period of lethargy, or depression, as was attested of the early “berserkers” after they “went berserk”. Without this, the organism would begin to suffer health problems and would die, being in a constant “sympathetic” mode of behavior that prevents nutrition and wears down on the organs and blood vessels, not least the brain in the case of cerebral mania. The maniacal process of the Germanic genius has impelled many inventions, philosophies, theories, ideas, and innovations, just as the maniacal process of Germanic war-mania has decided many battles. It is the process through which Templist Canon, and this document, was created by myself. There was nothing diligent or disciplined about it at all. I wrote only when inspired to do so, at great length if inspired to do so, often neglecting other duties, responsibilities, tasks, meals, exercise routines, etc, between short as well as long periods of indolence. It is only during the editing phase that the process can become more disciplined, since this part is not creative, and therefore does not require any special energy or physiological state. My own mortal hands suffice for that purpose, I must only force them to the keyboard to perform the task of editing.

      The Germanic berserker was, contrary to popular belief, not a dumb raging brute. They were known to be intelligent people. They could, outside of battle (if they survived), contribute things to science and philosophy, giving wise straightforward advice to their neighbors. They were shrewd businesspeople. Although, the battle-berserkers were not as intelligent as the berserk-natured intellectuals (who were not called berserkers, though they were both associated with Woden). Berserkers often used their superior reflexes to fight and win duels for material and financial gain. It is interesting that duels (of the holmgang variety) are decided primarily by reflexes, rather than strength or general fitness. This is because, in a duel to the first blood, one only has to wound his enemy as quickly as possible while defending against his enemy’s attacks as deftly as possible. In actual combat, by contrast, first blood won’t do, and the stronger combatant is likely to overpower a swift one with a decisive blow. Therefore holmgang selected for intelligent and Odinic individuals, since reflexes are correlated with general intelligence and Odinic mania. In this sense it is understandable that dueling was chosen as a method of resolving disputes, since it is basically a form of cerebral debate that, unlike actual debate, produces a clear winner and loser. It gave an additional avenue of biological success to “berserkers”, who otherwise might have been underrepresented in the population due to their sacrificial warrior activities, heretical genius, and occasional malignant insanity that impedes their reproductive capacity.

      Like Woden, these types of individuals are among the masters of the Germanic populations. Hitler, famously, spent much of his days indolently listening to music, watching movies, reading newspapers, etc, between periods of great furor and activity, as with all of the intellectuals, scientists, and inventors who shaped the society in which he lived, and those other Germanic societies outside of it. Although, to be clear, it is probably the case that even in their most indolent moments, such people are more productive than the most indolent people, who (for example) do drugs all day or consume mindless media outside of their job. The berserker’s indolence is only indolent relative to mania. I, for example, often like to listen to music and pace around in lines and circuits between periods of work, while imagining scenarios of glory and conquest. This is probably more productive than, say, watching TV.”

        • I do not believe Hitler was Wotan, as he was too irrational in character. Hitler was something in-between Wotan, a strategist whose manic states still serve an overall strategy; and Wuot, an irrational maniac who is insane and unhinged, but still often patriotic.

          Hitler was a higher person, but he was not such a great man as to be seen as a incarnated God in my opinion. Hitler made many mistakes, he lost, after-all.

          It could be potentially understood that Hitler was Wotan, or another God serving Wotan, and intentionally lost so-as to advance Wotan’s overall strategy, but I do not really find this convincing personally.

          In any case, Hitler was still a very Wodeful character. (Wode being the manic, energetic capability of the Germanic hero.) Wotan and Wuot are two Gods who represent Wode, Wotan is the master of his Wode and uses it for strategic purposes; while Wuot is dominated by it and is a madman as a result. Hitler in his later years was more like Wuot than Wotan from my perspective.

          • From Wyrd, the “Numens” of Wotan and Wuot.

            “ᚹᛟᚦᚨᚾᚨᛉ – Woðanaz (Woden)

            Numen: The presence of a sage, a mystical being, mysterious, who knows everything about you and your environment in a practical sense. A master of reality. Intimidating, guiding, possibly comforting. Cold, strategic. He comes with an agenda. Never aimless. Someone that knows something you don’t. Someone that knows a strategy you don’t. Someone presumed to know better than you, trusted implicitly as knowing a truth or having a plan that is unknown to you. Nebulous, possibly, an old man, an eternal warrior general whose battlefield is your world whether in peacetime or in war.

            ᚹᛟᚦᚢᛉ – Woþuz (Wuot)

            Numen: An intrusive madness, uncontrollable wode, furious energy, arbitrary foolishness, hallucinatory sensation, an abstract ball of fury and entropy, a man scaring you and shaking you, forcing you to behave or think in a ridiculous way, an “attacking” numen that jumps inside of you, animating action, overfilling you with wode, pulling or prodding at your various muscles, hormones, digestive rhythms, etc, furiously and at random, to generate either pleasant rowdiness or utter insanity. Basically, pure anger.”

          • Your walls of text, loquaciousness, verbal dexterity and what Kevin MacDonald dubbed “psychological intensity” are leading me to suspect you are a crypto-Jew.

            Time will tell…

          • >Your walls of text, loquaciousness, verbal dexterity and what Kevin MacDonald dubbed “psychological intensity” are leading me to suspect you are a crypto-Jew.

            Nigger I’m more like Hitler than you are, stop being retarded. Retards like you in the past refused to read Mein Kampf, believing Hitler was a secret jew. (((Schicklgruber))) armirite?

            I’m done responding to you until you stop acting like a retard.

          • You know what, I’ve tried to help you but I understand now I was wasting my fucking time. Go be a tranny, dumbass.

  11. > Retards like you in the past refused to read Mein Kampf, believing Hitler was a secret jew.

    As far as my limited understand goes, there are precious few normies who believe Hitler was a “secret Jew.” That sort of notion is only found in the weird corners of the internet where LSWM Wignats argue with crypto-Jews and Feds.

    But it’s worth mentioning that the hyperbolic stereotypes of Hitler being some bloodthirsty monster full of desires for violence and bloodshed is in fact a psychological projection of the Zionists/Jews who ACTUALLY are racial supremacists and who also spare no child in their bloodlust for racial domination.

    “By way of deception thou shalt do war” — Mossad

    I will further notice that in your response to Tryptie making plaintive observations about the nature of this realm, that you were full of wishes and visions for “glory” and “war”. Seems like a real fixture in your mind. It seems to me you are not operating on the defense like Hitler, but rather, on the offense, like the Khazars.

    One last thing, long before I was what many would call an “anti-Semite”, I was averse to what I thought were “pushy” “aggressive” people. As a child a called it “the New York” style of people. As I got older I realized I was an anti-Semite in my bones.

    And before you try to counter that I’m just too soft to understand the warrior mentality, I will tell you that I would trade away a hundred IDF soldiers for the fingernail of the cornbread boys and farmers in the heartland of America who know how “wreck shop” when the Saxon learns to hate.

  12. Well you actually explained your reasoning so this merits a response.

    >That sort of notion is only found in the weird corners of the internet where LSWM Wignats argue with crypto-Jews and Feds.

    Correct, and from my perspective your assertion that I must be a “crpto-Jew” is just as conspiratorial and ridiculous as the types that believe Hitler was a Jew or whatever. I also find your assertion that being a manic eloquent sperg is what makes a Jew, as Hitler himself was criticized by his inner-circle for being exactly that.

    Hitler would hold dinner parties where he would rant and rave about whatever he fucking wanted, and would command his underlings and dictate to them what he saw was for the best. Hitler was not a mediator, Hitler was a commander and a maniac (in both good and bad ways). Hitler became a dictator, imposing his will onto an entire nation and leading it to war, how is that not being an aggressive person? How is that not someone psychologically intense? Do you think Hitler would just nod along happily if you told him you think trooning yourself out is the only way to be happy? He would have thrown you into a concentration camp if you went through with it!

    I suppose Hitler might have been a crypto-Jew as-well.

    >But it’s worth mentioning that the hyperbolic stereotypes of Hitler being some bloodthirsty monster full of desires for violence and bloodshed is in fact a psychological projection of the Zionists/Jews who ACTUALLY are racial supremacists and who also spare no child in their bloodlust for racial domination.

    I did not say Hitler was Wuot, I said Hitler was something in-between Wuot and Wotan. I used to consider myself a National Socialist you know, and I see in Hitler many of my own qualities. That does not mean Hitler was perfect, even if I still like him. It is well known that Hitler consumed amphetamines, and that he did go a bit insane as the war went on. Yes, Hitler suffered from psychosis, and that is a something Wuotian.

    But there is more nuance to it, which I why I already told you that I didn’t believe that Hitler was a God.

    I do not support the Holocaust, but do I think Hitler was entirely wrong about the Jews? Not really, there’s a lot more nuance to it. Many Jews were good people, Hitler had a Jewish Doctor, Hitler was friends with a Jewish little girl. Why didn’t he send them to camps too? Aren’t all Jews evil subversives? There’s a lot of nuance to Hitler and the whole Jew thing.

    >“By way of deception thou shalt do war” — Mossad

    Of-course Jews are retarded enough to think using “thou” makes that statement more “profound” When it’s just a basic explanation of stratagem that goes back thousands of years. Perhaps Clausewitz and Sun Zu are Jews as-well.

    >that you were full of wishes and visions for “glory” and “war”.

    Correct, if the current peace continues, my race will go extinct. As I wish to see my race continue, as my race is me. Those that are a threat to my race must be warred with until our position is secure.

    “War is merely the continuation of policy by other means” – Carl von Clausewitz

    >It me you are not operating on the defense like Hitler, but rather, on the offense,

    On the defense, like invading Norway? Defense, offense, these are relative. Who attacked first in any given scenario? How long does it take before an “offensive” turns into a “defensive” For example, say the Jews live in Israel for the next 500 years, and the Palestinians live in the Gaza Strip unmolested for that same amount of time. Then the Palestinians declare a Jihad to reclaim their old territories. Who is offensive and who is defensive? You’ll get different answers depending on who you ask. Would the Native Americans be justified in killing me to get their lands back? If I were to kill all the bastards flooding our nations with other races, and anyone who gets in my way, am I on the offensive or the defensive? They’re committing genocide against my people, but I would start the hostilities and directly kill more individuals than if things were peaceful. So should I just accept the destruction of all that is me for some abstract moral ideal of “peace” that I don’t believe in? All these questions are retarded and I don’t care about any of them.

    >I will tell you that I would trade away a hundred IDF soldiers for the fingernail of the cornbread boys and farmers in the heartland of America who know how “wreck shop” when the Saxon learns to hate.

    Yes, you will obey your superiors when it comes time to go to war with a foreign race, as is your station. I would trade a million Palestinians babies for a handful of my people. The Israelis serve as a buffer zone for Jihadis to throw bodies at in-between Europe and their rapacious hordes. If Israel were to fall, all the Arabs would have to do next is breed and send out conquerors to wage war and terrorism on the weak and treasonous liberal governments of the west.

    You might want peace, but the sandniggers don’t. This is proven both by history and present behavior. Blame the CIA, blame the USSR, blame the Jews. Arabs are a conquering people and always have been. Look at the behavior of their prophet to see the nature of that race. Look to history.

    • To add to this, I really don’t fucking care about Jews despite everything I’ve said. Do I really care what happens to them in the long-term? Not really, and that goes either way. Perhaps they’ll join the Germanians into the stars, or perhaps they’ll be left on Earth, or perhaps they’ll go extinct for whatever reason. I don’t care.

      Do I think we should genocide them though? Not really, I don’t think we should genocide anyone. Subjugate? Make vassals of? Yes, as is our right, and our duty.

      • Mind you, much of what I’ve written is of my personal feelings and preferences. Here is what Wyrd! Has to say on WW2.

        “Said elsewhere in this document, in its original draft: “Yes, the Germanic gods would approve of attacks on the Reich during the war. They supported both sides; the Germans for their cleansing efforts, and the Americans for their world-conquering capability that fulfills Woden’s greater vision, with the Soviets being a regrettable necessity that ought to be bled as much as possible by the Germans. There are, after all, only about 30% fewer Germans in America than in Germany, and that is notwithstanding the Germanic objectives behind American victory, nor even counting the German genes among the English and French. It is not plausible that the Germans could have conquered America, except by using the foreign Japanese, but it is plausible that the Americans could have conquered Europe, using at worst Slavs rather than Asians, which is what they did. Furthering Woden’s imperial plan while culling Germany of Jews and undesirables in the process, forming the nation of Israel out of the predominantly-German Jews of Germany, representing simultaneously an exile of impure Germans as well as a Germanic lebensraum of the Holy Land.”

        The ensuing Cold War was a contest between Perun and Woden. Communism represented a Perunic militarized, elitist society ostensibly geared for total war (see Templist Canon regarding the eternal Perun-Veles conflict). Woden won this contest, replacing the Perunic regime with a Velesian regime of oligarchs and corrupt opportunists who catered to the Velesian masses rather than the Perunic elites.”

        This is entirely factual.

  13. This is a test. I have an anecdote that Naked capitalism’s system won’t take, and Rintrah’s blog won’t take. It is re h. pylori. It is very odd.

    • Rejected it again. WTF. Eleven year old kid, has all the vaxxes of all sorts, has h. pylori. Well off family. Why won’t an anecdote on that topic post???

      Plus, anecdote re fellow zoom churchgoer in the Midwest whose coworker has whooping cough, and eight people in her office are yet-untested and coughing like crazy.

      • Hard to say, Kareninca.

        I had the same experience when trying to post a particular article from a particular website.

        No matter how many permutations I made to the link to hide from a “spam filter”, I never managed to successfully post.

        Draw your own conclusions.

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