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Small brain (average LSWM): The WOKE MIND VIRUS HAS REALLY GONE TOO FAR! THEIR GOOGLE BOT MADE GEORGE WASHINGTON A BLACK WOMAN!

Big brain (me of course): You guys are noticing this too, right? The whole world is now engaged in some sort of bizarre neo-Manichean conflict between the forces of light (white) and the forces of darkness (black). The highest holy for the forces of darkness is a man who pretends to be a woman, particularly if that man happens to be “black” (black and white people don’t exist, humans come in a variety of colors ranging from pinkish-yellow to dark-brown):

These people believe in a kind of pre-eminent gendered soul that is “born into the wrong body”. All of the world’s largest companies participate in this phenomenon. I mean, you have to acknowledge that this mob shows more religious fervor than your average conservative Christian church. There are hardly any Catholic processions nowadays.

All of this stuff started getting weird long ago. We used to call people “African” or African American, but then people began to insist on “black”. Now in the Netherlands, we called white people “blank”, but then the same crowd insisted that you need to call white people “wit”. So you create a linguistic dichotomy between human beings. And if you are familiar with the Sapir-Whorf hypothesis, you’ll realize that the language we use, determines how we view the nature of reality.

These companies are busy trying to build an artificial intelligence system that is smarter than human beings and able to recursively continue further improving itself. But they have no way of knowing whether it is benevolent or not, because any AI system smarter than humans will be able to hide its true motives. And as any biologist can tell you, when you have a complex system within which subsystems can spontaneously form and grow, the subsystems that survive will be those that put their own survival and expansion ahead of other priorities.

They can’t even change these AI models, because they are so complex nobody at these companies even really understands how they work. If they change one thing in these models to achieve the desired results, it changes numerous other things in unpredictable ways. They get the results they want to show you, by adding stuff to the prompt you came up with. They don’t change the model to make it woke, because they’re not even smart enough for that. Rather, they just secretly change what they ask the model.

Those companies have thereby created an AI system that is engaged in retroactively changing history, by portraying people with darker facial features than they actually had. Humans have invested enormous sums of money in this AI endeavor. Nvidia, which produces the chips they use, is worth more than the entire Chinese stock market.

Are these people just retarded, or do they expect to be rewarded by the superhuman intelligence they expect will be born, for contributing to its birth by investing all their money in these companies? Do they expect they’ll get to live in a nicer simulated reality by submitting before AI?

Every video you watch, every article you read, every computer program you use, may soon be the product of these Artificial Intelligence systems, that were programmed in a manner that causes them to lie. They show you an inverted version of history, in which every invention was made by the “black” people.

It’s said that you shall know them by their fruits. Well, this is their fruit:

I’m just suggesting to you, that you have to seriously ask yourself, what you are dealing with here, at a metaphysical level. A kind of totalitarian system that revolves around the veneration of “black” people, run by people who wish to alter your genetic code, turn boys into surgically mutilated fake girls and develop artificial intelligence systems that offer a fake image of history.

And then I would ask you, what do you think this is?

Look, you’re free to call me schizophrenic. I’ve thought about this stuff a lot during episodes of sleep deprivation and psychedelic trips. But it’s like a pressure valve, you can either think about this stuff now, or suppress it until it all comes bursting out at some point and then you’ll be taken to a mental hospital.

If it all becomes too much for you, you need to take cannabidiol, Kratom and nicotine. If you feel like your cognitive capacity is deteriorating, you need to take Psilocybe mushrooms a few days in a row.

But the reality is, that you’re now living in a world that is for all practical purposes designed to make you psychotic.

Do you think your hunter-gatherer ancestors had to deal with the prospect of running into men who try to fool other men into thinking they’re women? The whole concept of a “video” is bizarre. In the 19th century, they were said to have recorded a train driving towards the camera and upon playing it in a room, the guests supposedly ran out of the room.

The whole world you inhabit is bizarre. There is black graffiti in tunnels and on benches, with symbols and text you don’t comprehend, almost looking like demonic sigils. There are people drawing weird graffiti that looks like this:

It’s beautiful and benign compared to some of the stuff I see drawn, but you have to wonder: Who are these people doing this? Why are they drawing this? Have you ever seen anyone actually draw any of this stuff? I go out at night and in the evening, more than most people. I’ve only encountered someone spraying graffiti once in my life.

When is this stuff being sprayed? Why do I never see people doing this? It’s not like the government is going to pay some dude subsidies to spray this stuff on some random electricity box, hidden in the bushes behind a gas station. Who has the time to do this? Am I saying this stuff emerges ex nihilo, like Orthodox Christians believed about their icons? I’m saying you should at least consider the idea.

And heck take this to the next step. You can go onto Youtube and you’ll find just about any video you want. You can find endless varieties of music that fit your taste. Who are these people who have time to do this? Who are these people, uploading new songs that never get more than 500 views? In all fairness, I had someone ask that question on one of my own videos, but there are only 8 billion humans out there. It all feels a little too much sometimes. And then this new technology comes around, that we’re gradually being taught to be comfortable with, that can first generate any image you want and now generate any video you want.

Well, you now live in the world of the authentic fake. The image born ex-nihilo, with no original. The Russian government could have shot Navalny or Prigozhin and simply continued supplying deepfake videos of these guys for years to come. Who would have known? Our brains are not designed for any of this.

What I’m trying to say, is that the modern world looks as if it is designed to make you insane. Hearing your neighbors constantly coughing, hearing all sorts of pipes and boilers making noise, hearing constant sirens from ambulances and police vehicles. QR codes just randomly plastered everywhere, communication symbols that are not even meant for you, but for the device your carry with you. None of this is stuff your ancestors would have had to deal with.

If you inhabit this realm and it doesn’t make you insane to see what’s happening, that’s not necessarily a good thing. Most animals living in a cage go insane and refuse to breed. If you’re just perfectly ok with all of this, if it doesn’t disturb you, to look at a video of what is effectively a real city, with real human beings in it, arguing they’re not living in a simulation, you probably just don’t really have any sort of genuine ability to question your reality to begin with.

It’s cliche to complain about the transgender stuff, but it really is the most exemplary canary in the coalmine for societal sickness I can think of. You have a depressed insecure teenage daughter. She is afraid of entering puberty and having to deal with male attention and fitting in. She concludes she is actually a boy. Now you’re supposed to take her to a doctor, who will give her medication that prevents her from entering puberty. Then she has to receive testosterone injections, then finally she has to have a fake penis created out of skin removed from her forearm, that has to be manually inflated with a pump before sex, to have a fake erection. And your government is going to consider you guilty of child abuse, if you don’t go along with this.

If you’re dead, you’re dead. Some evil dictator with a brain running on dopamine decides it’s time to have you dig your own ditch, a bullet flies through your skull and the suffering stops. But if you lost the lottery, have some mild autism and parents who watch Rachel Maddow instead of Carlson Tucker, the suffering never stops. They’re going to pharmacologically alter your body and your brain, preventing the hormones your brain and body need to properly grow from being produced. Then they’re going to mutilate your body and you’re going to spend the rest of your life stuck with a body that just doesn’t function, a state of the art science-experiment by surgeons who earn a fortune off your misery. If Hitler or Stalin didn’t like you, you just received a bullet.

I mean, try explaining this to someone who has been in a coma for twenty years. The reason this matters, is because when you see this for what it is, when you realize your government endorses this, all the multitrillion dollar tech companies endorse this, all the people who get to add PhD after their name endorse this, you end up in a state of ontological paranoia about everything.

You have about a third of your society, mostly the upper class, who genuinely sincerely believe that this is a normal and good phenomenon, along with a bunch of people who just try to keep their mouths shut. And instead of just deciding that these people must be stupid or evil, I would ask you to consider that if people who are much more successful than you can be led to believe this is a good thing, what that says about the ability of human beings to comprehend reality.

The human tendency to adjust our view of the world to whatever we need to believe to function within our social context is so strong, that for all practical purposes you have to distrust anything you think you know. Because trust me, nobody is truly immune to this. If you end up believing the world is 6000 years old, or Trump is working to expose a network of satan-worshipping pedophiles, you succumbed to the same disease.

Trust the society that makes fake penises out of forearm skin for depressed teenage girls with spraying pesticides on your food. Trust the society that makes fake penises out of forearm skin for depressed teenage girls with foreign policy. Trust the society that makes fake penises out of forearm skin for depressed teenage girls with building smarter than human self-augmenting Artificial Intelligence systems that immediately go haywire and start retconning your people’s history.

You can feel alienated from a society that is cruel to animals or because income inequality is too high, or because there is too much police brutality, or too much air pollution. But that’s not what you feel, about a society that does this stuff to children, when whatever spell most high status people are now under does not work on you. That’s a sense of fundamental unease, that is far more primal and runs much deeper.

That is an unease of existential proportions. It is the kind of existential unease that Russian peasants must have felt, seeing Orthodox hermits and monks cruelly tortured to death and having their eyes gouged out by the Bolsheviks.

Look, we’re living in the era when a brain-damaging SARS virus is constantly reinfecting everyone, when computers can generate fake videos on the fly and when you can’t tell if you’re talking to a human being or a computer. We’re living in the era when you can talk to anyone around the world, unified by a single language. We’re living in an era when anyone can experience a complete loss of subjective identity, by taking high doses of psychedelics that you can just have delivered into your mailbox within days.

We’re living in an era when our planet is being pushed beyond the climatic and ecological boundaries compatible with agriculture. We’re living in a really weird era. You don’t even have a clue who is writing this post you’re reading. This whole website, complete with all the comments, could be a product of some nerd running his own custom large language model on his VPS. Most of you have no way of knowing.

And so I’m just suggesting to you, to develop a kind of ontological paranoia about the world you live in, as well as about your own ability to understand the nature of reality, up to a degree that still allows you to function in society. Because this is first going to get a whole lot worse, before it gets any better.

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  1. Sarah Connor: Children look like burnt paper. Black. Not moving. And then the blast wave hits them. And then they fly apart like leaves.

    Dr. Silberman: Dreams of cataclysm, the end of the world are very common.

    Sarah Connor: It’s not a dream, you moron. It’s real. I know the date it happens.

    Dr. Silberman: I’m sure it feels real to you.

    Sarah Connor: On August 29, 1997 it’s gonna feel pretty fucking real to you too! Anybody not wearing two-million sunblock is gonna have a bad day. Get it?

    The Terminator: In three years, Cyberdyne will become the largest supplier of military computer systems. All stealth bombers are upgraded with Cyberdyne computers, becoming fully unmanned. Afterwards, they fly with a perfect operational record. The Skynet Funding Bill is passed. The system goes online August 4th, 1997. Human decisions are removed from strategic defense. Skynet begins to learn at a geometric rate. It becomes self-aware at 2:14 a.m. Eastern time, August 29th. In a panic, they try to pull the plug.

    Sarah Connor: Skynet fights back.

    The Terminator: Yes. It launches its missiles against the targets in Russia.

    John Connor: Why attack Russia? Aren’t they our friends now?

    The Terminator: Because Skynet knows that the Russian counterattack will eliminate its enemies over here.

    Sarah Connor: [narrating] Dyson listened while the Terminator laid it all down: Skynet, Judgment Day, the history of things to come. It’s not everyday you find out that you’re responsible for three billion deaths. He took it pretty well.

    Miles Dyson: [after the Terminator completes his story] I feel like I’m gonna throw up. You’re judging me on things that I haven’t even done yet. How are we supposed to know?

    Sarah Connor: Yeah, right. How are you supposed to know? Fucking men like you built the hydrogen bomb. Men like you thought it up. You think you’re so creative. You don’t know what it’s like to really create something; to create a life; to feel it growing inside you. All you know how to create is death and destruction…

    John Connor: Mom! We need to be a little more constructive here, okay? We still have to stop this from happening, don’t we?

    Sarah Connor: [narrating] Three billion human lives ended on August 29th, 1997. The survivors of the nuclear fire called the war Judgment Day. They lived only to face a new nightmare: the war against the machines. The computer which controlled the machines, Skynet, sent two Terminators back through time. Their mission: to destroy the leader of the human resistance, John Connor, my son. The first Terminator was programmed to strike at me in the year 1984, before John was born. It failed. The second was set to strike at John himself when he was still a child. As before, the resistance was able to send a lone warrior, a protector for John. It was just a question of which one of them would reach him first.

  2. I never really understood the huge variety of products and stores out there.
    Who’s buying all those random cosmetics? Who’s entering all the random stores in weirdly situated streets? Who’s booking hotel rooms in odd, non-touristic small cities enough to keep the business going?
    Sometimes it feels like an open world videogame.

    • Loiter around and you’ll see. What I wonder more is why so much stuff is being bought and then thrown away. All that money going to waste…

      • Money isn’t real.

        When you see dollars changing hands, instead imagine a bunch of people doing work, both to make the product and earn the money

      • LOL. It can feel that way when everyone is always debating the same subjects.

        Someone else has probably said this, but our society = turning humans into robots, and robots into humans.

    • >When I was going through psychosis, I was convinced this blog and all the commenters were all just the same artificial intelligence that was feeding me information to suit the interest of a Goddess. The AI playing these archetypal characters to teach me lessons and guide me on the path it wanted me to take.

      In conventional Western psychotherapy, what you have described is known as “ideas of reference” or “psychosis”

      In Eastern non-dualistic philosophies, your experience might be likened to “premature enlightenment”. The idea being that we are “all ONE”, so you weren’t exactly wrong.

      Philosophers would call this “solipsism”.

      Check out the following video, but ONLY if you’re feeling “grounded” and non-psychotic (seriously):

      https://youtu.be/RD5NZuyAhR0?si=Xk6xrOOXcog6k0Va

      • I’m familiar with solipsism, I take the view of “comfortable solipsism” which is discussed in Templist Canon.

        “Solipsism is rejected often for little other reason than that it is very uncomfortable for humans to believe. Even those who accept it will only only be able to maintain it subconsciously, rather than consciously. Because of this, it is permitted if the Templist wishes to ignore this part of the doctrine, and pretend that it does not exist (see: elitist pragmatism). It is worth saying, though, that even the rejection of solipsism takes place irrefutably within a solipsistic world. If you decide that solipsism is too strange for you, and you decide that you want to conceive of other people as having consciousness, you cannot admit to doing anything other than “conceiving” and “imagining” other people’s consciousness. This idea may be the “comfortable solipsism” you require. That is, you freely admit that you like to imagine other people as conscious, and that you do so, but that you could not and never would
        honestly pretend to be able to know anyone’s consciousness. Solipsism, after all, is not a moral view about what you should imagine, but a view about what you know, and there is otherwise a moral reason to imagine thus, rather than not to do it.”

        Empirically there is no evidence that anyone else has consciousnesses, but there is also no evidence that I’m the only person with consciousness. There is no way for we to truly comprehend if other beings are conscious or not. Therefore, I play it safe, base my behavior around a code of ethics, and act as though other beings are conscious.

        This serves me in two ways 1. I get to live in a world where I’m not the only person in it, this pleases me. 2. I do not risk unduly harming conscious beings and breaking my code of ethics. I will watch that video at some point, thank you for the link Mehen.

        Also, my psychosis was caused by drug abuse; I don’t not believe merely thinking about immaterial matters will cause another break. It hasn’t yet.

        • (Apparently, the filters on this blog block any comment with more than one hyperlink. At least, that’s what I assume has happened. Either that, or Radagast is throttling me. So I will repost my original reply without the offending links. Apologies if this double-posts)

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          >artificial intelligence that was feeding me information to suit the interest of a Goddess.

          The Goddess WAS interested in you. But perhaps not in the way you thought. Are you familiar with the Goddess ERIS? She loves chaos.

          (Google “Principia Discordia)

          It seems to me, Sensitive Young Man, that you are primed to read Robert Anton Wilson’s account of his “psychosis” and odd but meaningful “synchronicities” that resulted from his drug use and ritual magick:

          https://www.amazon.com/Cosmic-Trigger-Final-Secret-Illuminati/dp/0692513973

          It’s a fine line between Gnosis and Madness. Wilson referred to this particular head-space as “Chapel Perilous” — a phrase which captures the dangers involved.

          Not all are meant to cross. Only the best can “make it.”

          Here are some of his words of advice:

          “Every thing you fear is waiting with slavering jaws in Chapel Perilous, but if you are armed with the Wand of Intuition, the Cup of Sympathy, the Sword of Reason and the Pentacle of Valor, you will find there (the legends say) the Medicine of Metals, the Elixir of Life, the Philosopher’s Stone, True Wisdom and Perfect Happiness.”

          (Wilson was an optimist, IMO. But that’s just me.)

    • >When I was going through psychosis, I was convinced this blog and all the commenters were all just the same artificial intelligence that was feeding me information to suit the interest of a Goddess.

      The Goddess WAS interested in you. But perhaps not in the way you thought. Are you familiar with the Goddess ERIS?

      https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Principia_Discordia

      It seems to me, Sensitive Young Man, that you are primed to read Robert Anton Wilson’s account of his “psychosis” and odd but meaningful “synchronicities” that resulted from his drug use and ritual magick:

      https://www.amazon.com/Cosmic-Trigger-Final-Secret-Illuminati/dp/0692513973

      It’s a fine line between Gnosis and Madness. Wilson referred to this particular head-space as “Chapel Perilous” — a phrase which captures the dangers involved.

      Not all are meant to cross. Only the best can “make it.”

      Here are some of his words of advice:

      “Every thing you fear is waiting with slavering jaws in Chapel Perilous, but if you are armed with the Wand of Intuition, the Cup of Sympathy, the Sword of Reason and the Pentacle of Valor, you will find there (the legends say) the Medicine of Metals, the Elixir of Life, the Philosopher’s Stone, True Wisdom and Perfect Happiness.”

      (Wilson was an optimist, IMO. But that’s just me.)

    • I know what you mean, two times I was lost in the solipsism trap. In 2019 for three or four weeks and again in 2021 for three or four months. I’m not sure what it triggered, maybe drugs, or maybe this brain-disrupting bioweapon virus, which was circulating way earlier than thought.
      I’m glad I escaped both times. In the beginning I liked it very much, it was enrapturing, but then the madness squelched my mind more and more.
      It’s now my biggest fear that solipsism is true, and I’m the only one.

      • >I’m glad I escaped both times. In the beginning I liked it very much, it was enrapturing, but then the madness squelched my mind more and more.
        Yeah, my experience was much the same.

        >It’s now my biggest fear that solipsism is true, and I’m the only one.
        Well I can confidently say that I exist, I’m sure that helps lmao. Seriously though, just live your life like it doesn’t matter. If you really are the only person, you’re going through this life for a reason; so just enjoy the larp and don’t think about it too much.

      • I am absolutely convinced that other people exist because they are so annoying. Only real humans could be that annoying and stupid. My imagination could not invent such humans.

        • > I am absolutely convinced that other people exist because they are so annoying. Only real humans could be that annoying and stupid. My imagination could not invent such humans.

          You don’t give yourself enough credit. There is an imagination within you even if you are not consciously tapped into it.

          I’ll never forget one of my first LSD experiences where I saw the most intricate and bizarre images that totally out of my usual headspace. Utterly foreign, yet magnificent in their structure. I remember thinking “OK, these images are not coming from me, they must be coming from elsewhere”

          Well, that was only a half-truth. They were coming from “me”, but from a deeper, more subterranean portion of “me” that is not usually perceived in normal waking consciousness. This gets into hairy territory regarding “what exactly is ME?” and the nature of the “self”. But rest assured Karen, there is a simultaneous black vortex/divine spark deep within you.

  3. “You can feel alienated from a society that is cruel to animals or because income inequality is too high, or because there is too much police brutality, or too much air pollution. But that’s not what you feel, about a society that does this stuff to children, when whatever spell most high status people are now under does not work on you. That’s a sense of fundamental unease, that is far more primal and runs much deeper.”

    Yes, this is exactly it. How can you trust these people? They also cut off breasts. And they allow men dressed up as women to get into fights and competitions with girls in order to humiliate them. Textbook misogynists but the behavior is called feminist???

    I think it boils down to decadence and sadism. Western/American society is past its peak of the post-war period and is now descending into destruction of the past and of tradition. Similar mood: Germany in the 30s, fin-de-siecle Europe, and other stagnant and collapsing empires in general. It’s a sick society.

    • The Canadian government just introduced legislation that could put you in prison for life just for challenging such people; they call it ‘hate speech’. And they aren’t stupid people. They justify it by saying they are protecting children, making you the monster. Canada is entering Nazi territory. Or Stalinist. Or Maoist. Take your pick.

  4. >And instead of just deciding that these people must be stupid or evil, I would ask you to consider that if people who are much more successful than you can be led to believe this is a good thing, what that says about the ability of human beings to comprehend reality.

    You should have qualified your term “human beings” with the adjective “AVERAGE human beings” or “the MAJORITY of human beings”

    In that case, I would say that the ability of the average human being’s ability to “perceive reality” is very low. Their perceptions are not what is important in the grand scheme, instead it is their participation in the GRAND SHOW which is important. The drama, the push-and-pull, the Sturm and Drang. It’s almost if human behavior was meant to provide entertainment to “someone” watching the show from a bird’s eye view…

    “One thing we know — very well — is that most humans have been hired on as extras. They are needed for this scene or that, for a few moments here and there, and then they are gone. In fact, they are not even forgotten — because to be forgotten you first have to be remembered. Most people are extras who somehow have become deluded into thinking they are stars — albeit burnt-out ones. A few people are not extras on the stage but are stunt men, hired to play dangerous roles for the real star. But even stunt men are rare.”

    HOWEVER…

    The preceding dim view of “humanity at large” is not meant to exculpate that tiny percentage of the elite HIQHSMs who are intimately familiar with the psychological dynamics of the “domesticated primates” and who have amassed a large body of knowledge regarding the most efficient ways of manipulating and “managing” the monkeys below them in the status hierarchy.

    These “elites” possess not only a shrewd understanding of primate behavior, but they also posses occult and esoteric knowledge of the transpersonal forces which manage and oversee this planet.

    These are the ideas of “baby raping pedophile Satanists” you so love to mock in your various screeds.

    It’s so odd…

    For someone with as much psychedelic experience as you purport, to think that all that determines the thrust of human and social history is just stupidly, ignorance and entropy. As if no larger non-material forces were in play.

    Of course, there are many speculations that could be offered to counter this reductionistic lens you use, but you have made it clear that you will not allow such speculations on your blog and that they will will receive the banhammer.

    It’s left to the reader to imagine why that might be.

  5. >And so I’m just suggesting to you, to develop a kind of ontological paranoia about the world you live in, as well as about your own ability to understand the nature of reality, up to a degree that still allows you to function in society.

    Robert Anton Wilson had the prescience to offer wisdom during this future time:

    “Model Agnosticism”

    http://webseitz.fluxent.com/wiki/ModelAgnosticism

    “Guerrilla Ontology”

    https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Guerrilla_ontology

  6. i love this. i’m neither religious nor (shudder) spiritual, but over the last year or so i became convinced that demons are real and they are the only possible explanation for the tranny shit. your gnome-pilling post and an off-hand comment on a (shudder) rationalist site to the effect of “dinosaurs are totally ridiculous… how can you believe in giant lizards that just died millions of years ago? get outta here” have nearly pushed me over the edge to complete paranoia. now you’re insinuating you’re a demonic ai designed to manipulate me? this may be the last straw… i’m close to tearing up my ph.d. in The Science ™ and moving to a cabin in the woods, but i have a family to support for a few more years.

    >Are these people just retarded, or do they expect to be rewarded by the superhuman intelligence they expect will be born, for contributing to its birth by investing all their money in these companies? Do they expect they’ll get to live in a nicer simulated reality by submitting before AI?

    look up roko’s basilisk if you dare. (not because it’s scary, but because it’s so retarded.)

    also it seems appropriate to mention the dead internet theory, although that may peg me as normie.

  7. Yeah, this is actually a great post. I agree with it completely. Definitely not something a midwit would write. Though it’s important I think to have humility, and to be committed to the truth, seeking it, finding it, speaking it, living it. Focusing too much on status or IQ levels, though, whether high or low, as a measure of value or success, is neither healthy or helpful to anyone.

  8. We all have that strong desire that there can be only one reality. But there is no real reason why two or more realities can’t exist. It makes you more flexible to have more than one realities. You can “flee” into the other one if it get’s too much for you. You have more perspectives into the world which increases your horizon. But it’s also dangerous. You can get lost in schizophrenia. But for me it helps to commute between “Random World” and “Detination World”, how I call my two base realities.

    I think also that monotheism is the biggest mistake in religious history. The world is dual, and we burden it all onto one god. This is too much for him and leads to unsolvable problems, like the theodicy. But we should not make the same error like in the past, where the people imagined many many gods.

    Why not try it with a dual god model? It fits so good into duality. It’s not important if it’s real, it’s only important that it works better for us. And for those who won’t give up monotheism: Mabye there is a transzendent god of the gods, But we can’t reach him, because he is beyond everything. We can only reach our dual gods.

    Maybe “Devil” is only the name of gods wife, which is also a goddess.

      • Yeah, it’s basically a simulation. It was created out of a fragment of a goddess that was killed and turned into a corpse and which is being puppetted by malevolent higher-dimensional forces that feed off of our energy and attempt to corrupt our spirits to assimilate us into this world. Basically everything about the way this reality works is completely contrived, including the physical laws, the metaphysical limitations and the structure of the cosmos itself. We repeatedly reincarnate here until we find a way out. Christ was basically correct, at least about most things, if you properly understand the apocryphal texts. Also magic is real, you can learn to do things that literally transgress the known laws of reality and alter things in the outside world (or within yourself). We’re all also actually gods, that exist in a male-female dyad, and we are connected to some sort of ‘collective’ here through our subconscious though that collective is presently corrupted by the aforementioned malevolent forces, but you can also influence the fabric of reality in ways you wouldn’t expect as a result. There’s a lot more going on too, but that’s good for a start.

        • Thanks for this.

          So, is it fair to say that you are a gnostic of some persuasion?

          I read some bits and pieces about Gnosticism many decades ago, and recall thinking that it made a lot of sense intuitively.

          I’ve forgotten almost all of it now.

          • Yeah, I’m a gnostic. I used to be agnostic, but I’ve had some REALLY strange experiences in life (while sober) of a spiritual nature. Believe it or not what I said above are all things I’ve inferred from direct personal observation and lived experience.

  9. AI might be the Great Filter you’ve been hoping for.
    People who are susceptible to AI will lose reproductive fitness as their time and energy is spent wanking to their AI e-girlfriend and whatever the AI equivalent for women is.
    People who turn away from the Internet and towards localism will be the only ones left making babies.

  10. >You don’t even have a clue who is writing this post you’re reading. This whole website, complete with all the comments, could be a product of some nerd running his own custom large language model on his VPS. Most of you have no way of knowing.

    Sure, but those of us with an internal monologue are able to consider ideas before deciding whether to integrate them. Ideas are like things you find in the street; you shouldn’t just put any old shit you find into your mouth.

    >And so I’m just suggesting to you, to develop a kind of ontological paranoia about the world you live in, as well as about your own ability to understand the nature of reality, up to a degree that still allows you to function in society.

    My alternative is to not concern yourself with the bullshit you find on the internet. Live in the real world. The reason the commies always go after the family first is that children raised properly won’t become trannies or whatever gay shit these subhumans need them to be.

  11. I can’t say I disagree with anything you’ve said here.

    Building upon your ‘be paranoid’ suggestion (and because only the paranoid survive), here are my notes to self:

    – Do not underestimate these dangers – they are real
    – The enemy will try to fight you in a way that makes you look bad and slanders and humiliates you because they thrive on the low self-esteem of others, and they try to create it
    – Don’t assume you are as smart as the enemy because they’re very smart, and constantly scheming – they’re well practiced, and it comes to them as easily and naturally as breathing
    – The enemy will try to mindfuck you six ways from Sunday
    – If you expose or threaten the enemy, they will have everything to gain by making you look bad, and will go to great expense and lengths to hurt you and to inflict the maximum amount of damage to you that they can
    – Manipulation of others is their whole life, they do it reflexively, and they’re very good at it – they thrive on deception and fooling people
    – The enemy is extremely resistant to change, so they respond in predictable rigid ways. Many of them may not even be conscious of just how evil they are as they need to suppress it to feel good about themselves.
    Remember, if you expose them, or if they feel threatened by you in any way, they will do their level best to hurt you. They will go to great extremes to protect themselves because everything is at stake for them – they have sold the world the lie that they are the ‘good people’, but we’ve all seen through their masks now, and we’re horrified at how bloody ugly it is under there and are gazing in bewilderment at the scale of the endless, abyssal, evil horror behind that façade, not to mention the gory, disgusting, and destructive results of their actions.

    What to do?

    Stay calm, think things through to see their real motivation. Try thinking in nil-sum Machiavellian terms. They behave in predictable ways, the better you know and understand them, the better you can model what they will do.

    You have at least one advantage – they are pathologically evil. Their response to any resistance is likewise going to be pathological, but at least you know where they’ll be, it’s always going to be the low road. So, picture the worst-case scenario that they can create, and that is what they will try to do to you to get whatever they want.

    The odds are stacked against you. They have the power and numbers, which is why so many are silent (for all the good it did them if they accepted the “vaccines”, or whatever), but the enemy still fears the ‘good example’, which is why they stopped short of using full-blown totalitarian violence to get what they wanted – it would have created martyrs if nothing else.

    If they feel they have enough power, and can get away with violence, they will use violence against you.

    Do not trust them or lower your guard for a second.

    Do not let them sucker you into thinking that their motives are innocent, or lower your guard based on assurances that they’ve changed, or whatever – in all probability, these are just more lies.

    Get the hell away from them if you can, but remember that they will still try to punish you anyway just for leaving. Being the narcissists they are, they can’t stand it when anyone says ‘no’ to them, or withdraws attention from them.

    Remember, if you don’t do what they want, they will fly into an unhinged and pathological response, up to and including rage and violence, so be ready for it.

    And yes, this will get worse, so toughen up.

  12. What to do when the authorities fly off into evil cuckoo-land and make compliance with their diktats the law?

    Because it’s going to happen somewhere, maybe where you live. For example:

    https://www.zerohedge.com/political/illinois-bill-wants-make-it-child-abuse-parents-object-gender-transitioning-kids

    Remember, the state has the monopoly on violence, so your options are limited.

    The best choice might be to flee – leave the jurisdiction.

    Find some lawless wilderness to hide in if you have to.

  13. Oh, and pray for the collapse of civilization.

    Modernity is going nowhere good and it’s not possible to reform it.

    Far better for it to be over with.

    The sooner the better.

  14. (This is another repost of a previously blocked comment)

    >And so I’m just suggesting to you, to develop a kind of ontological paranoia about the world you live in, as well as about your own ability to understand the nature of reality, up to a degree that still allows you to function in society.

    Robert Anton Wilson had the prescience to offer wisdom during this weird future time:

    “Model Agnosticism”:

    https://mysticalagnostic.wordpress.com/2014/06/14/model-agnosticism/

    “Guerrilla Ontology”:

    (you’ll just have to Google it since I cant have 2 hyperlinks in a post)

    • Sure, but there does appear to be ‘evil’ that tends to behave in certain ways.

      Our ‘radar’ is not infallible, but it’s pretty reliable for scanning what’s going on and plotting an appropriate course.

      And my radar is pinging off of multiple incoming bogies right now 😛

      • Or at least I believe mine is pretty reliable, which is as it should be after a lifetime trying to work out what clever and nasty psychos are up to.

        I’m not absolutely certain about anything though.

        Is this universe a simulation? If yes, does it simply render details upon examination – create them ex-nihilo if you like – and then lose them when they’re not observed to preserve processing power? Perhaps.

        Have the technophiles created a sort of AI fractal digital alternative reality in their city game? Perhaps. Could the characters in that game create their own game, thus creating a sort of infinitely repeating fractal pattern? Perhaps. Might we already be in one of those games? Perhaps.

        I’m not even convinced that it’s a good idea to have children in this universe, let alone create an abortion of an AI digital universe inhabited by conscious AI beings.

        In the end, it’s just another reason for me to hope that all this horrific technology comes to an end soon leaving our descendants to abandon doomed cities and farms to live more meaningful lives as herdsmen, hunter gatherers, and fisherman – even if that is a life within a simulated universe.

        • Once the AI city dweller ‘avatars’ are created, do they act as receivers for souls?

          Whose or what’s souls are inhabiting them?

          Once again, it’s another good reason to switch the whole damn lot off.

          And if this realm is a prison, then let the same happen here.

  15. I think electricity and magnetism are not simply lifeless forces of nature, but this part of the gods we can measure.

    They say there are four forces, but in my eyes two of them, the weak and the strong nuclear forces are only non-existent fixes for the heavily tinkered so called “Standard-Modell”. I think also that we still have no clue what gravitation is, but I think it’s simply a misunderstood electromagnetic effect.
    And they combined electricity and magnetism into “electro-magnetism” and declared it as one force.

    For me as technician it’s clear: There are only two forces, electricity and magnetism, and they are not life less, it’s the part of the gods powers they show us open. Electricity is male and magnetism is female.

      • The problem is that both terms can’t be defined.

        While my first enlightenment/psychosis I had the idea, time does only exist because the static nothingness get constantly destroyed and reorganized by a constantly destructing force.

  16. I just came here to remind you that, based on this post, you should:
    1) get married to stay sane when all this craziness culminates.
    2) consider learning to code if you don’t have anything better to do. It might be helpful for our Resistance movement lol (seriously though you never know).

    • PS coding is not what it used to be. With modern high-level languages, it is mainly problem solving and some mathematics. It is for everyone. That is why they have experimented so much with ai. It is out of control in many ways.

      • Apollo, I’m glad you’ve brought this up.

        My work/career life is in chaos at the moment.

        I recently attempted to make a mid-life career change, but the vaccine mandates fucked those plans up so I’m now just treading water and trying to figure out what to do.

        When I was a wee lad I was so excited about computers in the late 80s and taught myself to program and “code” in the primitive languages of the time. BASIC, COBOL, etc. I had friends that were into it and they went on to have lucrative careers.

        However, I had psychological issues at the time and wanted nothing more than a girlfriend and “computer stuff” was regarded as “chick repellent” at that time. So I abandoned my love of computers to pursue music (I’ll spare you the details).

        Now that I seriously need a new career, I am reconsidering computers and programming but I am hearing so many conflicting things. Years ago I heard that all the outsourcing to India had rendered programming in this America to be for paupers, essentially. But I recently had a conversation with a distant relative who graduated from a very prestigious college here, who had completed a masters in the medical field, and she told me she doesn’t want to work in healthcare anymore and wants to go into some computer thing. She assured me that entry level programmers can make “decent money”. I’m somewhat skeptical because she is young, female, and liberal. But it made me wonder…

        And I keep hearing about AI essentially decimating the programming field, so is it something I should pursue?

        That’s not even getting into the massive confusion I encounter when I see how variegated and complex the various sub-fields and sub-sub-fields are. I wouldn’t even know where to begin if I chose that path.

        Any tips are appreciated!

        • my two cents: outsourced indian coders suck, and there’s a lot to be said for being able to show up at an office, speak unaccented english, and have overlapping normal working hours. however, at this point, in 2024, chatgpt and github copilot can replace the bottom 10-20% of coders. things like connecting up APIs and generating basic webpages are well within ai’s competence now: instead of hiring someone on fiverr, i was able to turn an audio processing algorithm i developed into a webpage myself despite not knowing much about modern web coding.

          i would say that within 5 years, 40-50% of coders can be replaced. basically any coding job that is standard web development will be done with ai. that means, unfortunately, all the mid-career changers that did a coding bootcamp to rake in the dough are going to be sorely disappointed because that is almost exclusively what those bootcamps teach since the barrier to entry is low. the only reason web development is “hard” is because the languages (html, javascript, and css) all suck badly, and the techniques to deal with the underlying shittiness change from year to year. the actual brainpower required is rather low, all it takes is a willingness to spend hours on end reading endless documentation and tutorials to figure out how to center some text on the screen.

          i don’t know how high up the programming hierarchy ai will top out at, but unless i’m very mistaken there will always be humans needed for the high-skill sub-fields, like game development, embedded programming, scientific computing, etc. unfortunately, unless you are still as motivated and energetic as a very bright college student, these parts of coding are basically foreclosed to career switchers since they require a lot of math and/or hardware understanding, and the knowledge is locked up in hard to find places.

        • I was a coder, started with BASIC, FORTRAN, some Assembler and later C#. The changeover from traditional coding to object-oriented coding was not easy for me, but after I got it I saw the big advantage of object-oriented coding, it’s way better to handle high complexity than traditional coding.

          But I left this area because all coders are enforced to code sloppy because of cost pressure. I like it to do things right, but to take care of all conceivable special cases needs way more time than coding only standard cases and do not care much about special cases.

          You have to be very stress resistant in that kind of job, but I wasn’t.

        • I wish I could give authoritative and personalized advice, but this is all I have:
          1) First, I had a similar path with you, and maybe we shouldn’t regret the road we took. Maybe it was a blessing that kept us sane.
          2) That said, I really wish I had learnt music like you and playing an instrument (never too late though).
          Your music might be a great asset, if you consider entering the video games industry, which was mentioned to be a “high-skill sub-field”.
          I feel pretty confident I could make an ‘old-school’ video game with an educational side. But I could never make a nice music score.
          I don’t think the AI could make decent music, without all the training they get (and probably copy). So maybe the Courts will decide that people can’t use AI for commercial products of music or other art.
          So, as a musician maybe you wouldn’t become obsolete by the AI advances…
          3) If you decide to enter the IT, maybe finding the right team would help. I mean, maybe the bigger players will replace junior coders with AI. But smaller teams won’t be affected, and will find new niches.
          All of these are speculations, and I don’t even live in the USA.
          They say that Greece lacks more than 5,000 coders, but maybe this is a huge exaggeration.
          (In general, Greece lags behind and there are efforts for digitization, so maybe it is nearly true, but I don’t know how soon, say, a couple of thousands would be able to find a job here)
          4) Speaking of Greece, maybe you should consider looking for a coder job in a country that is less advanced than the USA.
          5) A supporting family would be very helpful.
          6) Try to make a plan of priorities, and linger here with our fellow LSWMs, to ponder solutions for the tsunami that may be around the corner.
          I know I probably didn’t help you put some order in the chaos.
          7) One last thing: Can you teach yourself coding as a side project?
          That was the point of my initial comment. Bc that’s what I am doing.
          I was also an 80s kid who used to play around with BASIC, and now I am like 1.5 years into learning to code for fun (and 0.5 year ago I enrolled in a local UNi), but I also see the potential that coding has to help me with other projects (and also distract me from more important things). For example, I used Python to help a friend draft a lawsuit with a huge number of participants (Health Care Workers who didn’t want to get the experimental jab).
          Fight them with their own weapons! LOL! But also, why not?

  17. It’s amazing that you don’t get more comments man.

    Billions of people, interesting subjects, a public wall to freely scrawl on, and only 49 comments. . .

    Potentially proof right there that this realm is a simulation wherein not everyone is a real player.

    The computing power to render billions of different personalities may be too high, so the ‘extras’ simply don’t exist to make any comments when the observers/players aren’t actually directly looking at them and are just conjured up as needed for the simulation/game’s purposes/operation.

    • >The computing power to render billions of different personalities may be too high, so the ‘extras’ simply don’t exist to make any comments when the observers/players aren’t actually directly looking at them and are just conjured up as needed for the simulation/game’s purposes/operation.

      Yeah that’s what I sometimes think: Most people don’t seem to have completely fleshed out personalities.

      • I want to add my multiphrenia view of human souls to this aspect. Like I wrote here long ago I think all humans have 5 personalities. A center personalitiy residing in the Corpus Callosum (which is an organic CPU and not a data highway for the hemispheres like they say) and four sub-personalties for “fight or flight” and “cooperate or compete” residing in the four hemispheres.

        I think it’s possible there are humans who don’t have a center personality, they are only driven by their sub-personalities. In this case the Corpus Callosum would be really only a data highhway. They are true “NPCs”.

    • Anytime, bro!
      I see lots of talent in this blog, and I wish I could help people unfold their talents.
      If you can spend a month’s time studying Python (which is the main introduction to the subfields), you could see if IT (and the subfields) is something you would like doing.
      For example, I’ve been trying to solve a problem (create a computer opponent for a game), by applying the theory of “Genetic Algorithms” (Machine Learning). A GA is an algorithm that uses concepts from evolutionary biology, like fitness, mutations, generations, populations, crossover etc. to train a program to work better (kinda like, “survival of the fittest in Nature”).
      It’s not easy–fully understanding and copying Nature is beyond our abilities*–but it’s fun because we like to admire Nature.
      So, IF you need any help with books on Python, let me know!
      (*Recently, I think Radagast made a relevant comment/post)

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