I found out what’s wrong with my brain

So today I finally have some good news to announce. I got my Omega 3 results in my mailbox and I’m going to share them with you here. All my life I’ve always had normal results on every blood test my doctors administered. But they didn’t test the most important stuff.

So first the basics:

Here’s my Omega 3 index score, which is very deficient. That’s not very interesting though, because loads of people are very deficient. Anyone who gets a result like this is gambling with their life according to science. But the thing I really want to show you, is the DHA levels in my red blood cells:

Have a good look. DHA is at 2% of red blood cell fatty acids.

That’s EXTREMELY low.

Have a look at the average measured in 7 different countries:

See, if you just looked at my Omega 3 index you would say “alright bad, but this is seen in people around the world”. If you looked at my EPA, the other long chain fatty acid, you would say “alright that looks normal”.

But the DHA, the one that really matters, is catastrophically low. How low?

Well, here they measure it in people to see if they get dementia. You have five quintiles. The lowest quintile of DHA has the highest risk of dementia. What’s the median in the lowest quintile? It’s 3.4%:

Again, I’m at 2%, so statistically, I’m at least in the bottom 10% of DHA in my red blood cells. Probably even the bottom 5% honestly.

And hey keep this in mind: I was eating mussels and oysters every once in a while. In the past, my score may have been even worse.

The average vegan gets 0 gram of DHA. The average vegetarian gets 0.02 gram of DHA in their diet per day.

Note, the specific DHA deficiency is a thing you see in vegans more often. Here you have vegans compared to omnivores who don’t eat fish:

Under RBC, the vegans are slightly deficient in EPA. But for DHA, they’re more than 50% below the omnivores (who don’t eat fish).

Think about this.

All this time, for more than 25 years of my life by now, my brain has just been stuck without the DHA that it needs to maintain itself. It has been in decay. I can go exercise, I can take drugs that reconnect my neurons again. But the neurons are mostly made of fat and the fat they needed was just never available to them.

I’m a European man, living near the coast. Evolution just adjusted to the reality, that my ancestors would have had a source of DHA in their diet. And when we lived on the plains of Africa, we would open skulls of corpses with stone tools, to get access to the brains. That was the meat that was left, after we chased the other scavengers off the corpse.

So, here you can see me engaged in my biological obligation, a former vegan reduced to eating raw herring:

The herring are caught sustainably, they are not being over-fished, unlike the mackerel unfortunately. But I won’t deny myself any mackerel, it’s not my fault, I need to eat.

And fortunately for me, there is still a world to discover, of anchovies, sardines, fried fish, grilled fish, crab, lobster, sushi, andsoforth.

But look, if you take one thing away from this post, for the love of God, please, if you are vegan or vegetarian, make sure you’re getting enough DHA! And no, enough DHA does not mean those lousy pills they sell of algae oil, unless you’re taking a bunch of them daily, consistently.

Again, the average vegan is extremely DHA deficient, stuck at brain-rotting levels that trigger Alzheimer’s. You can fix it in theory. But in practice, we’re already lucky when vegans get enough B12 and iodine.

Veganism is a kind of religious ascetism, developed in response to animal abuse and ecological exploitation, it’s just an entire demographic of young people who let their brains rot away and get eliminated from our gene pool. Well, the Buddha eventually left the path of ascetism behind and now it’s my turn to do so.

The vegans have seen the pigs in the cages, so now they can’t function in our society anymore. A thousand years ago, our ancestors would have had one pig, eating their waste, wandering around, keeping them warm during winter, until eventually the pig is slaughtered. Now they are kept in tiny cages, in giant buildings.

I still don’t like how cows, chickens and pigs are treated in our society, but death is ultimately just part of life. The fish I eat would have brutally eaten each other in the ocean, if humans had not caught them. That’s just the way things work in nature. It means the life-force gets to reincarnate as some other kind of being.

I don’t claim to have all the answers. Maybe one day I will eat meat from wild geese and boars, it’s easy to order online for me. Maybe I will just be a pescetarian. Maybe I will just relax my sense of responsibility and eat cheese and eggs on a regular basis.

But I do know one thing: Make sure you get your DHA.

77 Comments

  1. Hey, congrats on solving this.

    I knew vegans get b12 deficient; the iodine thing is weird (them vegans do eat algae, no?), but the DHA ain’t that surprising either… there isn’t a good plant source. 🙁

  2. Congratulations. I’m very excited to see how this diet discovery affects you and your thinking. Thanks for sharing this.

    I have a delicious way to eat salmon, similar to how the Japanese do it. Bake salmon in the oven, make rice (I prefer basmati). Mix both together when they are done with lots of salt. Spoon this mixture into Nori paper and wrap it like a burrito.

    It’s delicious and very few ingredients. You will love it.

  3. Wild boar is a good idea too. In the USA they are a major, invasive nuisance species. Apart from humans and domestic dogs, it is hard to imagine a more resourceful and adaptable mammal. I am not sure how they fare in Europe though.

    • Pigs are a pest in Australia too.

      Depending on location, other mammalian feral species that can be hunted include rabbits and hares, goats, deer, buffalo, horses and donkeys, and camels.

      There are also feral cats, foxes and dogs, but it seems unlikely that these would be high on many people’s menu.

      Maybe I should harden up and become a hunter as well as a fisherman.

      • The old blackfella ladies in the Tanami Desert LOVE feral cat. They dig em up from their burrows, knock em on the head, and chuck em on the fire.As time goes by, they’re (the cats) getting bigger.

        • I’ve never tried cat, but I’d eat one before I’d eat dog.

          A dog is a man’s best friend.

          But a cat?

          I mean, really, why not eat a cat?

  4. Fascinating stuff!

    Good for you for being so open-minded and showing a will to live.

    Once again, I never, ever consume mammals and I wish nobody else did either, since it’s not necessary today. But fat is necessary and olive oil isn’t going to cut it, as Lierre Keith points out.

    White people are the original farmers and we evolved lactose tolerance for WHOLE milk and cheese! We are white like milk for a reason. If you couldn’t thrive on milk 10,000 years ago you were eliminated from the gene pool.

    I love to feast on a nice big cheesey omelette on Sunday mornings.

    • If eggs seem gross to you as a recently reformed vegan then fill them with vegetables and cover them with salsa. I used to blacken my eggs with pepper until I discovered salsa and hot sauce.

      • Also good for eggs is to scramble them with a little milk and salt, plus dry mustard and dry parsely. I don’t like the taste of eggs, but I like these.
        2 eggs + 2-4 Tbsp milk + 2-4 shakes of salt + 1/8-1/4 tsp dry mustard + 1/2-1 tsp dry parsely flakes. Mix and fry in butter. Adjust proportions to taste. Start on the low end of the salt and spices and work your way up until you get a flavor you like.
        Scrambled eggs with a few drops of tobasco sauce are a good alternate flavor.

        And congrats on identifying the low DHA!

    • > Once again, I never, ever consume mammals and I wish nobody else did either

      > I love to feast on a nice big cheesey omelette

      You do realise that the dairy industry is more cruel than the beef industry, right?

      • LSWMLM, that may or may not be so, but I’m getting my dairy products as long as they’re available.
        I may be an accessory to industrial animal cruelty, but so are you and every human being alive. Do you boycott everything made from leather? I didn’t think so.
        The calculus for me isn’t about the deal between animals and humans, it’s just my personal taste.
        Everything may be sorted out in the end by God, or not, but in the meantime I’m drinking cow’s milk.

    • Who says that Whitey was the ‘first’ farmer. I reckon the Indians and Chinese might dispute that.

  5. I wonder how I survived being a strict vegan for 19 years. I didn’t notice any mood effect, once I learned to take selenium. I was a lot older than you when I started, so maybe I had a DHA backlog?? Also, my ethnic forebears (British Isles and Eastern Europe) weren’t selected for fish eating. My only problem seems to have been k2 (but who knows; maybe there were other problems). I am so glad that you figured out that you need (real) DHA; your brain may calm down now.

    • Do you think that we are all going to forget that last week you were recommending suicide? As Big Bird correctly pointed out, you are demonic.

      • I think that suicide is the end game for anyone who perceives reality accurately. I don’t think this is a good thing by any means. If someone can find comfort in this world by having balanced nutrition, doing energy work, taking drugs, having a partner, whatever it is, they should do that. It’s what I’m trying to do.

        • Serious question: when not do it then? I have heard this argument, and it is the same from the “overpopulation” crowd. Why not act on your conviction? If you don’t, then you are a liar or a coward or a hypocrite.

          I’m not encouraging you, I just am genuinely curious.

        • It isn’t. For if you perceived reality clearly you would have seen God. And that would give you a reason to keep living for his sake.

  6. On May 4th, when Rintrah was suffering terribly, you wrote:

    ” When you truly understand how things are, it makes you feel the pointlessness of it all, and losing your zeal for life is just about inevitable. It is my sincerely held honest belief that suicide is true enlightenment.”

    So now you are saying that “true enlightenment” isn’t a good thing?

    You are lying, and pretending you didn’t try to tempt poor souls to the sin of self murder. Satan is the father of lies; you are his unholy tool.

    • >You are lying, and pretending you didn’t try to tempt poor souls to the sin of self murder. Satan is the father of lies; you are his unholy tool.

      Suicide’s An Alternative/You’ll Be Sorry

      https://youtu.be/JHiRyuKi6SU?si=aenpOL0u3GP5nJlF

      Sick of people! (No one’s real!)
      Sick of chicks! (They’re all bitches!)
      Sick of you! (You’re too hip!)
      Sick of life! (It sucks!)

      Suicide’s an alternative!

      Sick of trying! (What’s the point?!)
      Sick of talking! (No one listens!)
      Sick of listening! (It’s all lies)
      Sick of thinking! (Just end up confused!)

      I’m sick of moving! (Get me anywhere!)
      Sick of myself! (Don’t wanna live!)
      Sick and tired! (And no one cares!)
      Sick of life! (It sucks!)

      Sick of politics! (For the rich!)
      Sick of power! (Only oppresses!)
      Sick of government! (Full of tyrants!)
      Sick of school! (Total brainwash!)
      Sick of music! (Top 40 sucks!)
      Sick of myself! (Don’t wanna live!)
      Sick and tired! (And no one cares!)
      Sick of life! (It sucks!)

      Suicide’s an alternative!

      Sick of life! (It sucks!)
      Sick and tired! (And no one cares!)
      Sick of myself! (Don’t wanna live!)
      Sick of living! (I’m gonna die!)

      Suicide’s an alternative!

      \m/\m/\m/\m/\m/

      Well, I’ve got a little story to tell
      About a man, said he came from Hell
      He said Satan’s been lookin’, especially out for me
      He said, Satan’s got a paper, gonna set my body free

      He said, “Power and glory
      Bitches and screwing
      All in your name, and all for you to stay”

      Oh yeah

      “Power be your name
      Glory and fame
      I see the gold and all of the riches in your head”

      Oh yeah

      He said, “Power, fame, all in your name
      All that you wanted, all that you need
      All that you want to answer your greed
      Anything that you ever could need”

      Just sign the paper, that’s all you do
      Just sign the paper, it’s ready to
      Anything down here, it’s all for you
      Just sign the paper”

      Uh, let me see if I got this right…

      When I sign the paper, then I get all these things?
      It’s gotta be something else happening
      I don’t know, man
      Besides, it’s like, not worth it

      Well, I don’t care too much about gold
      And I don’t really give a fuck about what you’ve been told
      And I don’t really care, or need anyone looking after me
      Besides, I’m a meaner son of a bitch than that fucker ever could be

      • I’m sorry to report that I sold my soul long ago.

        Don’t sell your soul, frens. It’s not worth it.

        https://youtu.be/jl1pl7CAViM?si=nMDZyPNW4zChtQP1

        When I go down the street
        The people watch me shiver and shake
        I’m a prisoner of a demon
        I think my head’s about to break
        It stays with me wherever I go
        I can’t break away from its hold
        This must be my punishment
        For selling my soul

        Too much pressure, my pulse is rising
        My heart is pounding, my head really hurts
        I can’t take it, all this pressure
        From all these things inside of me
        Everywhere I look, I see ’em
        Everywhere I go, they’re at
        What did I do to deserve this?
        Why won’t they just leave my body?

        Are they people, or are they spirits?
        Do they belong to the human race?
        Why do they want me so bad
        And why aren’t they coming out of their hiding place?
        I can’t see them, but I know they’re here
        I can feel it in my veins
        All this pressure on my body
        Is causing all my strength to drain

        Too much pressure, my pulse is rising
        My heart is pounding, my head really hurts
        I can’t take it, all this pressure
        From all these things inside of me
        Everywhere I look, I see ’em
        Everywhere I go, they’re at
        What did I do to deserve this?
        Why won’t they just leave my body?

        Am I crazy, or am I insane?
        Have I already lost my mind?
        Is it real or is it fake
        Or am I in a permanent bind?
        Am I in power, or am I a slave?
        Who in the hell is in control?
        Am I still living or am I dead
        Do I still have a soul?

        Too much pressure, my pulse is rising
        My heart is pounding, my head really hurts
        I can’t take it, all this pressure
        From all these things inside of me
        Everywhere I look, I see ’em
        Everywhere I go, they’re at
        What did I do to deserve this?
        Why won’t they just leave my body?

        I know I can’t keep going this way
        I have to give my mind some leisure
        If I keep on going like this
        I never again will taste pleasure
        If they will not break the oath
        I will have to disband
        I have lost all control
        This thing has now taken command

        Possessed!

        • “I’m sorry to report that I sold my soul long ago.”

          There’s a fix for that. But death? Maybe not so easy.

          • >There’s a fix for that. But death? Maybe not so easy.

            So…in addition to being an anarcho-communist, you are also a Jesus-Freak?

            Fascinating..,

          • You’ve got my number Mehen.

            When I read the Gospels, Jesus seems like some kind of anarchist to me. The early Christians also seemed to live like some kind of form of communists, so being an anarcho-communist Jesus-freak all seems pretty consistent and to flow naturally from there.

            Nietzsche even criticized anarchism for being the same thing as being Christian.

            You could probably call my tendency ‘Christian’, or ‘anarchist’. or ‘anarcho-communist’ pretty much interchangeably – some kind of God-fearing anarchist at any rate.

  7. In a forest disturbed by man
    Wild boar dig and pillage
    An invasive beast destroys
    Natural habitat
    Then tamed by a rifle
    Cooked on an open fire
    Stars twinkle

  8. As the custodian of your brain I am glad you and it are working through your issues together, to gain some balance, the world is a better place with yous in it.

  9. I read this paper last week and immediately thought of you: https://www.cambridge.org/core/journals/psychological-medicine/article/comparative-efficacy-and-tolerability-of-nutraceuticals-for-depressive-disorder-a-systematic-review-and-network-metaanalysis/5799A126D0B5677764562824C452D545

    “Our analysis highlights the evidence supporting four nutraceuticals, namely EPA + DHA, SAMe, curcumin, and saffron, as potential add-on treatments or even stand-alone options for adults with depressive disorder. Our study suggests that some adjunctive nutraceuticals may offer superior therapeutic efficacy compared with the use of either antidepressants or nutraceuticals alone. As such, prioritizing adjunctive therapy may be beneficial when considering nutraceuticals for the treatment of depression.”

    Looks like the most comprehensive meal would be Baked Turmeric Salmon on a bed of saffron rice (https://www.theroastedroot.net/baked-turmeric-salmon/).

    • Saffron is such a strong anti depressant that I think it must be dangerous to use long term. Of all the stuff I’ve tried, morning worked like saffron. Cacao would be a distant second place, and probably not as bad to use daily, but still not ideal.

  10. Glad to know this is working for you. I’ve been taking plenty of DHA in a mostly pescetarian diet but every once in a while I’ll have black Iberian pig.
    They live free in a paradise of acorns and one day they die, so it’s as good as it gets to me.
    Spain and Portugal take the black Iberian pig very seriously, so there’s rigorous inspections to guarantee a minimum amount of acorns they need to eat, the quality of their habitat and fat composition and so on.
    The black pigs actively sustain their own ecosystem and even the vegetation is genetically the same it was many centuries ago.

  11. > But I won’t deny myself any mackerel, it’s not my fault, I need to eat.

    nice sentence.

    Anyway, congrats on finding what’s missing. Keep us posted on what works for you

  12. Quote: “But I do know one thing: Make sure you get your DHA.”

    You still have your spleen for mono-causality.

      • I wish i would. But after the total failure of my anti-depressiva (I only got a tinnitus) the wodka is the only working medicine. I try to avoid body-addiction by switching between weed, wodka, valium and cbd-oil.

        But I’m alive and still not mad (at least I hope so).

        Anyway, thanks for the welcome.

        • Welcome back Diogenes. I’m happy to see you again.

          (To any “rational skeptics” reading, let it be known I performed a Sigil Magick ritual a couple months ago on behalf of Diogenes. Don’t tell me this is a mere coincidence due to the delay. Any good physicist will tell you that Time is an illusion and quite subjective)

          Diogenes, I invite you say more about magnetic pole shifts and the Earth’s magma core. Rattie has abandoned pure veganism. Perhaps you are The One to disabuse him of CO2 climate change as well.

          (But only if you are feeling up to it. I don’t want to twist your arm.)

          • OK, news from the mantle-shift theoreticans:
            The Ethical Sceptik (TES), the creator of the Core-Mantel-Decoupling-Theory, got an interesting supporter of his theory named “nobulart”, the guy who made all those animations where you can see how the mantle-shift will affect the continents differently. His conclusions and speculations are even wilder than those from TES. Read his site if you are interested. TES is also constantly adding new evidence to his texts (he has a .com page and a substack page and is like nobulart active on twitter).

            And Rintrah … I read this “I have to eat” reasoning not the first time. He wrote this months ago too. On the one side I think it’s good if he is de-radicalizing himself a bit, on the other side it’s always sad to see someone slowly giving up his ideals. But he is still my best aspi-buddy (although I never met him).

    • I’ve got a little treat for any Zoomers (or younger) reading.

      The hardcore/thrash band “Dag Nasty” and the album “Can I Say”

      This was one of the albums that inspired me to pick up a guitar in my youth.

      To this day I will attest to their uniqueness. They had a harmonically complex sound that set them apart from other hardcore/thrash bands.

      And they were all blond dudes that looked like Straight Edge Hitler Youth (in case that matters)

      https://youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_mscHbEhXS8VIgN-qCsfszMFm4dl_rsIXs&si=vE-XrMtLU7zrvddu

      Stand out tracks if you’re short on time:

      Values Here
      Circles
      Justification

      (They’re all about 2-3 minutes long anyway)

      • https://youtu.be/UpghYjIP4Ig?si=x3qiFonqBDVNK0aA

        We have tried and failed
        We have stumbled and fallen
        We have tried a new taste
        And we spit it back out

        We have taken a left turn
        When we meant to turn right
        We lost sight of our origins
        But our past never lost sight of us

        Lost sight of us

        It’s not emulation – ’cause that’s not this hard
        Not imitation – ’cause that won’t take you far
        Not digression – ’cause I’m falling straight up
        It is progression – I’m not afraid to stand up

        I don’t know what I expected
        But I expected it to be great
        I said “I’m trying my hardest”
        But (((he))) didn’t like the tape

        Take a look at what you’re doing
        And tell me I’m too late
        You say we’re walking backwards
        Well, that dead horse sure can run
        It sure can run

        The truth

        I know I can
        I know I will
        I know – I know what I have to do

        And now you’ll listen
        And I hope it won’t hurt
        I’ve seen your poison
        You’ve done your worst

        I’ve seen your better
        And I can’t believe it’s true
        You’ve lost the truth
        That used to live inside of you

        • Never Go Back

          https://youtu.be/rOJFi5PhsBM?si=00q08n6wubWym5if

          sometimes it gets so cloudy
          it’s hard to see
          everything gets distorted
          it’s all a dream

          all these smiling faces
          have lost their shine
          I guess I’m getting older
          I just don’t relate

          never go back
          I wish I could learn
          to never go back

          there’s something wrong inside
          but I will never release my pride
          I wish I could learn to never go back

          I’m looking at pictures
          and I’m thinking of those times
          those times have changed, man
          and so have I

          I stopped my dreaming
          I know I can’t go back
          I started looking closer
          and I know what it’s become

          I wish so bad it was the same
          I wish so bad it was the same
          I wish so bad it was the same
          how could it ever be the same?

          never go back
          never go back

          I stopped my dreaming
          I don’t want to go back
          I started looking closer
          and I know what it’s become

    • >I never really got into rap / emo, I feel like they’re a little too try hard.

      Tf? Li’l nigga, that isn’t rap or emo. It’s HARDCORE, and one of the timeless albums of the genre

      Moving on…

      >//m.youtube.co/watch?v=XDIYOiQUi2s

      OK, nice

      >.youtube.co/watch?v=tT6oolJjp8Q&list=RDtT6oolJjp8Q&start_radio=1

      Wow! This is a mostly EXCELLENT mix. I would draw your attention specifically to Rush “Mystic Rhythms” and Styx “Mr. Roboto”

      I was a huge Rush fanboi in my youth. The lyricist was a hardcore atheist/libertarian/Randroid for the first 10 albums, and “Mystic Rhythms” was the first track/album where he started to acknowledge the existence of “Higher Forces”

      Now that I think about it, here’s another little treat: a lesser known track from the album preceding that one: “The Body Electric”

      If any of you are still working in the corporate world, you might recognize the female-coded HR Longhouse, way before that was a term. The video also seems to presage our A.I. future.

      https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r3Dju2i4FZw

      >youtube.co/watch?v=FG1NrQYXjLU

      I do not know what the spirit of a philosopher could more wish to be than a good dancer. For the dance is his ideal, also his fine art, finally also the only kind of piety he knows, his ‘divine service.’ — Nietzsche

        • “Wow! This is a mostly EXCELLENT mix. I would draw your attention specifically to Rush “Mystic Rhythms” and Styx “Mr. Roboto””

          Thanks!!! And thanks for the recommendations.

          Generally I prefer 70s 80s stuff, especially if it’s HIGH ENERGY and fun and danceable. That’s why I mentioned rap / emo earlier, I wasn’t referring to the music you posted, just my own taste. Also because it seems like those are the genres everyone listens to these days.

  13. “The average vegan gets 0 gram of DHA.”

    You would be dead with this intake. Vegans actually develop ability to convert ALA to DHA, up to 5% conversion rate.

    But herring will help you. You are fortunate to live in Holland where you can get quality herring. And probably cheap at that. Here in Czechia we can get only herring with sodium benzoate (preservative) which is a terrible stuff.

    I am glad you found the courage to change.

  14. Diogenes:

    >On the one side I think it’s good if he is de-radicalizing himself a bit, on the other side it’s always sad to see someone slowly giving up his ideals. But he is still my best aspi-buddy (although I never met him).

    I felt that. <3

    Alas, time marches on…

  15. You could also add hemp seed oil to your diet, it is the best plant source for Omega 3s.
    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hemp_oil
    https://www.hempoiltalk.com/hemp-seed-oil-vs-fish-oil-which-one-is-better-for-your-health/
    https://bulkhempwarehouse.com/hemp-101/important-hemp-tips/hemp-oil-comparison-chart/

    I have been taking hemp oil daily for 27 years now, at least two tablespoons daily, often I just pour liberally on top of salads and food. Do not heat it or cook with it though, and make sure to keep it in the fridge, in the dark.

      • Oh yeah, that’s true, if your body cannot convert it, it won’t be enough.
        There are vegan sources for DHA as well, though. Algae, Spirulina, seaweed at least. Funny that those are also from sea sources like fish 😉
        https://sunwarrior.com/blogs/health-hub/vegan-dha-omega-3-sources
        “Fish derive their omega-3 content from algae, making it an ideal plant-based source of omega-3. Algae-based supplements often contain both DHA and EPA, making them a better source of omega-3 compared to nuts and seeds that primarily offer ALA.”

      • Also, sorry about your situation. I hope you get better.

        I emphatize, having had to deal with severe depression and anxiety all my life – yes, before going vegan too for some of you numbnuts there – some people who are sensitive to suffering of other creatures just seem to have a hard time dealing with existence in general amidst suffering.

        Last time I had a full blood panel done, the doctor asked what I eat because the balance of blood fatty acids and sugars was a text book example of what it is supposed to be. I do pay a lot of attention to what I eat and what supplementation is necessary, but also don’t have hereditary biological problems that would cause serious deficiencies.

  16. Lol. Pathetic. Vegetarians are evolutionary dead end. Same as the alphabet subculture. And to be honest I am totally ok with that. Let them have their unhappy and short lifes. They are sometimes fun and most of the time cringe fun but at least but most fun is their own choice of miserable existence. Frodeny tip – heringa even raw won’t ake your fatty and dha levels climb to normal values. You wil need at least a year of alimentary treatment and supplement intake.

  17. Faith No More — The Real Thing

    https://youtu.be/HYFDKk4K1tY?si=Uq0GO9a3EwTYdgC3

    I know the feeling
    It is the real thing
    The essence of the truth
    The perfect moment
    That golden moment
    I know you feel it too…

    I know the feeling
    It is the real thing
    You can’t refuse the embrace

    No!

    It’s like the pattern below the skin
    You gotta reach out and pull it all in
    And you feel like you’re too close
    But you swallow another dose
    The pinnacle of happiness filling up your soul
    You don’t think you can take any more
    You never wanna let go

    To touch the roots of experience
    The most basic ingredients
    To see the unseen glitter of life
    And feel the dirt, grief, anger and strife

    Cherish the certainty of now
    It kills you a bit at a time
    Cradle the inspiration
    It will leave you writhing on the floor…

    This is so unreal, what I feel
    This nourishment, life is bent
    Into a shape I can hold
    A twist of fate, all my own
    Just grit your teeth and make no sound
    Take a step away and look around
    Just clench your fist and close your eyes…

    Look deep inside, hypnotize
    The whisper is but a shout
    That’s what it is all about
    Yes, the ecstasy, you can pray
    You will never let it slip away…

    Like the sacred song that someone sings through you
    Through you
    Like the flesh so warm that the thorn sticks into
    Into
    Like the dream you know one day will come to life
    Life
    Try to hold on just a little longer, longer…
    Stronger, stronger

    It’s the jewel of victory
    The chasm of misery
    And once you have bitten the core
    You will always know the flavor

    The split second of divinity
    You drink up the sky
    All of heaven is in your arms
    You know the reason why

    It’s right there, all by itself
    And what you are, there is nothing else
    You’re growing a life within a life
    The lips of wonder kiss you inside

    And when it’s over the feeling remains
    It all comes down to this
    The smoke clears, I see what it is
    That made me feel this way…

    I know the feeling
    It is the real thing
    The essence of the truth
    The perfect moment
    That golden moment
    I know you feel it too
    I know the feeling
    It is the real thing
    You can’t refuse the embrace…

    This is so unreal, what I feel
    Flood, sell your soul, feel the blood
    Pump through your veins, can’t explain
    The element that’s everything
    Just clench your fist and close your eyes
    Look deep inside, hypnotize

    Yes, the ecstasy, you can pray
    You will never let it slip away
    Yes, the ecstasy, you can pray
    You will never let it slip away
    You will never let it slip away
    You will never let it slip away

    Like the echoes of your childhood laughter
    Ever after
    Like the first time love urged you to take its guidance…
    In silence

    Like your heartbeat when you realize you’re dying
    But you’re trying…
    Like the way you cry for a happy ending
    Ending…

    I know
    I know
    I know
    I know…

  18. The mantle is made of green to brown peridotite and apparently glows when it gets very hot. It’s possible that the mantle glows green deep underground. The underground world may be very bright and gorgeous.

  19. Congrats on the DHA find. The longer you eat the right stuff for your brain, the less sensitive your brain will be to occasionally going without. Right now going without the fish for even a single day will cause symptom recurrence. In a few years, you’ll still eat fish every day, but if you get sick and say don’t eat fish for a week you’ll be able to ride out the gap and be ok.
    Also don’t believe people who tell you your brain cant regenerate and heal. It can. Keep at it, eat right, do things that stimulate neurogenesis (look it up), and you will grow new brain cells to make up for the brain cells you might lack right now. Your brain will get permanently better.

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