The date was… not a success.
I should have known she was obese, that’s my own fault, I was just too eager to give her the benefit of the doubt. However, she could have asked me actual questions instead of forcing me to keep the conversation going. The only questions I could ask her that managed to get more than a few words out of her were about food. She was also constantly on her phone.
The most disturbing aspect of the whole experience to me however is the realization that despite being obese, despite having no clear observable personality beyond “liking animals” after talking to her for over an hour, despite living with her parents and despite having no job, I just know that this woman is going to have sex with someone of the opposite gender again, by virtue of being a woman.
That’s the reality of being a woman. Maybe there are real femcels in the nursing home, women too demented to utter the words “fuck me”, but there are no femcels with functioning ovaries. There’s always some guy out there willing to hit it. Maybe this woman has to find a black guy, maybe she ends up with some guy twice her age, but someone out there is going to hit it. The thought alone makes we shudder.
I don’t envy her. I consider what I went through an exercise of some sort. In a strange way, I’m growing used to my suffering. I’m starting to think it must be a necessary part of God’s artwork. Or maybe I’m just a tragicomic character in a Houellebecq novel. It’s a question I seriously ask myself sometimes.
Whatever may be the case, celibacy puts you in good company. Catholic saints, school shooters, Isaac Newton, even Andy Warhol claimed to be one of us. The weird thing about getting laid is how completely unimpressive it ultimately is to achieve, despite how impossible it seems to be for me, which again convinces me there is something intrinsically evil about sex. It seems to me like the kind of blessing for which you must knock on the devil’s door. And for the devil’s blessings, you always pay with your dignity, he gives nothing away for free.
A rabbit can get laid with ease, even cockroaches fuck. No, it’s the nobler species that are reluctant. The Japanese today refuse to have sex, Catholic priests were castrated by communists in the Spanish civil war because they refused to have sex with their girlfriends, the Roman aristocracy died out because their daughters preferred the convent over marriage, the noble cheetahs must first be able to run together for days and will refuse to breed otherwise.
Even the rat should not be underestimated: As Calhoun demonstrated, when their population density becomes high enough they seek out isolation and cease to interact with one another. The fact that human beings are still fucking despite the clamped conditions we live under, suggests that we are ultimately a more banal species than the rat. And let’s be honest to ourselves: The average rat lives a more challenging, more fulfilling and freer life than we do. With all this relentless fucking we may very well have proved ourselves to be of lesser value to God than the animals that crawl beneath us in our sewers.
My depression is still very acute, but I have some options to fall back on. Tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, I will carefully weigh some 5-meo-dmt and take it outside in a place without any normies. If that doesn’t work, I’m going to be taking Ketamine, just to buy myself some time. I have some actual experiences worth living for coming up too, I’m going to be meeting up with some of my friends in the coming weeks again.
I’m not going to be taking the Effexor (Venlafaxine) anymore, I’m going to ditch it like I ditched the Abilify (Aripiprazol). If it was going to work, it would have worked by now, it has had enough time by now to prove what it can do. My psychiatrist has had a year to prove what modern medicine can do for me. A year is more than enough. Exercise, saunas, sunlight, psychedelics, all of these can prove to you what they can do for your mind within an afternoon.
I would be embarrassed, if my job was to give people antidepressants, because they don’t work. I wasn’t proud of working at a cryptocurrency company, but we offered exactly what we promised: An entry in a giant decentralized database that you can use to buy drugs on the Internet, updated every ten minutes using a small country worth of electricity. It was bizarre, it was arguably unethical, it was inefficient, but it did what it promised.
The SSRIs and the SNRIs generally fail to do what they promise to do, in a life-and-death situation. And they don’t just fail to do what they promise to do: You have to spend a year receiving a treatment that promises to do something it doesn’t do, while you are acutely suicidal, before they try something else on you. It is truly one of the biggest failures of modern medicine.
Exciting. You went on a date. This is wonderful in very many ways.
But, who rejected whom?
A thick woman living with parents could be a nice, safe option for dating in my opinion. At least up to a certain age, living with parents is a huge green flag.
Igor is a nice, gentle person, but I would be offended if he talked to me this way, like I was just an emotionally stunted child.
I dunno about that. I think Igor understands Rad very well and there’s a lot of wisdom in his posts.
It’s also noticeable that Igor has no agenda other than enhancing Rad’s wellbeing – he’s not pushing any weird barrow or making his comments all about himself.
If I was a young man struggling to find my place in the world, Igor is a man I’d listen to.
Igor is a husband and father. He knows better than we do if this is the right way to talk to Rintrah. And, not to intend this in a bad way, but Rintrah is an emotionally stunted child; haven’t you noticed that?
Many husbands and fathers are pathetic.
Igor is not pathetic. He’s a an actual adult male. He is not mentally ill, and he gives good and kindly advice.
And any man who does his best for his wife and kids is not pathetic.
Due to female hypergamy, not all women are able to find the “brass ring” of “6 feet, 6 inches, six figures”
Many women settle for their looksmatch. This results in the phenomenon of “dead bedrooms”
There is a Reddit sub dedicated to “dead bedrooms”
Those accounts of “dead bedrooms” are constantly tweeted on X, if you care to look.
It’s almost like the mating market is a form of the schoolchild game of “musical chairs.”
And most people lose out.
So they settle in the shit.
People like Rad and I (for orthogonal reasons) will never deign to settle in the shit.
So folks like Rad and I will claw at the walls of our prisons, but we will never settle.
We will find another way, one way or another.
I’m confused. Are you saying that you feel you are entitled to go out with someone who is more desirable than you are?? I take it that I am misunderstanding, since that would be just bizarre. No one, mare or female, is entitled to the company of anyone else. Anyway, men want to marry more than women do these days, so settling makes perfect sense.
Preferring to be alone, rather than date someone who is your equal in desirability – now that is pathetic. “I can’t date Taylor Swift so I would rather be alone, waaah waaah.”
But again, maybe I am misunderstanding, since human retardation has its limits, right?
Marriages are much more likely to last if they are between people who are equally attractive and have the same level of education and similar economic backgrounds. I don’t know how mental illness fits into this puzzle.
“Preferring to be alone, rather than date someone who is your equal in desirability – now that is pathetic. “I can’t date Taylor Swift so I would rather be alone, waaah waaah.”” This is where your comment went off the rails. Female hypergamy (in addition to dating apps) have given mid-women the illusion that they deserve the upper quintile of men. This is because the upper quintile of men find it easy to get their dicks wet among the hypergamous mids. But the upper quintile of men have no desire to pair off or marry the mids whom they use as cock-sleeves. You are religious and chaste, so perhaps these social dynamics are opaque to you. I was once “in the field” and I still have connections to that churning world, even though I have graduated from it. Sigh. “Marriages are much more likely to last if they are between people who are equally attractive and have the same level of education and similar economic backgrounds. I don’t know how mental illness fits into this puzzle.” What your Boomer mind cannot comprehend is that women today no longer have any desire for their looks match. When they do, it is… Read more »
Big Bird and I are GenX. If we were a boomer females we would not be posting here. GenX females are not like boomer females; we’ve had totally different formative experiences. Are you a boomer? Is that why you assume we are boomers?
You didn’t answer my question, so here it is again:
Are you saying that you think you are entitled to date a woman who is more desirable than you are in appearance and other attributes?
“Big Bird and I are GenX. If we were a boomer females we would not be posting here.”
As I noted many moons ago, Rad made it clear that among his age cohort, we GenX and actual Boomers are all considered “Boomers” (aka “old people”) among his tribe.
I don’t like it, I don’t think you like it, but it is what is is.
“Are you saying that you think you are entitled to date a woman who is more desirable than you are in appearance and other attributes?”
I say certain things here expressing my own personal frustrations, which may not be relevant to your question.
On the other hand, what IS relevant to your question is the data showing that the younger generations are enduring exactly what I said, and what many of us in the Red Pill/Manosphere predicted circa 2010.
Details available upon request (when I’m sober)
Repeal the 19th.
I’ve never been more sure of this
Rintrah did not post a rule on the blog requiring people who think of themselves as belonging to in a particular generation refrain from saying that they are a member of that generation. Each of us disagrees with Rintrah about various things; he is hardly telling us what to say. A lot of boomer women were really treated badly by men due to demographics; GenX women didn’t have that experience.
It seems that young men are now in the position that boomer women were in.
So, you are frustrated because you want to date someone who looks better than you do and who has other more desirable attributes than you have.
“Rintrah did not post a rule on the blog requiring people who think of themselves as belonging to in a particular generation refrain from saying that they are a member of that generation. ”
??????
Wtf
You’re right that I snapped at you but I think I’ve figured out why.
I think this is what rubs me the wrong way in your posts, everything you say reveals that you believe romance to be a transaction on a marketplace.
“Don’t expect to get more than market price for your product, bub!”
That is the underlying attitude you keep describing and it’s fundamentally extremely ugly.
Human beings are more than a value offer. A relationship is much more than the best benefits package you could get in exchange for your own.
“I think this is what rubs me the wrong way in your posts, everything you say reveals that you believe romance to be a transaction on a marketplace.”
I don’t get that at all. I see her identifying that as being the common reality, that it happens a lot, but not that she thinks its the ideal, or that there isn’t another way. She’s just making an observation of what she’s witnessed and experienced in her life. I don’t think she said anything about it being romantic, but was just making an objective observation. I also think she’s a little bit older than you, not mom level, but like older sister, so she has a little bit more experience than you do. Not to diminish your experience, but being older does give a person a deeper perspective that younger people don’t have.
Isn’t she then guilty of perpetuating the perspective?
You are incorrect. Human retardation has no limits.
1000% – dating “on your level” is how you win in life. And, even more pertinently, “dating out of your league” is how you lose in life!!!
So, Mehen is saying that modern women are bad because they want to date men who are out of their league (“hypergamy”). But he wants to date women who are out of his league.
Really it is better not to see other humans as things, or as status objects. But if you must do so, don’t blame other people for doing it too.
But they continued their genetic line – so they are winning,
The “genetic line” argument is false.
I can’t be bothered to look up the details, but after one to two generations, the DNA is smeared into nonexistence.
The “genetic line” argument is cope.
But I am spreading my retardedness – so I win.
Retard, do you have biological children? You keep suggesting to other men that they marry and reproduce. But I don’t think you have. Not that I am urging you to; it just seems odd.
I donated sperm. My genetic pollution is spread everywhere.
Exactly. The winner is the one that pollutes the gene-pool the most.
He might have a cute Slavic daughter, that needs a husband, that is anti-Covid vaxx:
https://unjected.com/
https://www.facebook.com/groups/724317145100380/
https://www.pureblood.dating/
https://www.instagram.com/purebloodsingles/
We are all pure-blood. Plenty of pure-blood pussy out there, with parents that do not want to render their genetic line extinct.
I am talking to him like an emotionally stunted parent talking to an emotionally stunted child
She would have been a virgin as well.
There’s a girl out there who would absolutely love you based on your writing alone. I’m not kidding. There are actual hot women who literally just want an intelligent, actually highly intelligent man, who loves them with extreme intensity. You can find her.
It’s a numbers game though. And you got to get your vibe right. I think your vibe is off right now based on what I’m seeing.
BPD is a superpower. The intensity of your love will win you a woman. I’ve diagnosed you by the way, obviously
Quote Rintrah: “… which again convinces me there is something intrinsically evil about sex.”
“Evil” is maybe the wrong word, I would say destructive. I watched the story my whole life again and again:
First a couple has a lot of fun for weeks, then they get sexually bored from each other, and then they are disgusted from each other.
When I met my current girl, I skipped this all and first she was really angry because of this. But then she realized the advantages and now we are happy when together. It’s still not easy but I could not find a better solution.
This is because you are a low status male.
If you were a high status male, your world and options would be entirely different.
In that case, you would be besieged with complaints from all the women whom you chose not to commit to.
There really is something to the notion of esoteric conceptions of Everette’s “different worlds” and “parallel realities”
These are not merely physicist’s dreams — the reality is available to any average or low status male who has been cursed with the observation of how the “better half” live.
If we’re so much the same like I always hear Why such different fortunes and fates? Some of us live in a cloud of fear Some live behind iron gates Why such different fortunes and fates? Some are blessed and some are cursed Some live behind iron gates While others only see the worst Some are blessed and some are cursed The Golden One or scarred from birth While others only see the worst Such a lot of pain on the Earth The Golden One or scarred from birth Some things can never be changed Such a lot of pain on this Earth It’s somehow so badly arranged Some things can never be changed Some reasons will never come clear It’s somehow so badly arranged If we’re so much the same like I always hear Some are blessed and some are cursed The golden one or scarred from birth While others only see the worst Such a lot of pain on the Earth Some are blessed and some are cursed The golden one or scarred from birth While others only see the worst Such a lot of pain on the Earth Such a lot of pain on the Earth Some… Read more »
Quote: “If you were a high status male, your world and options would be entirely different.”
Does this include the wish to choke women while the sex?
Maybe Rintrah is right with “something intrinsically evil about sex.”
“ Does this include the wish to choke women while the sex?”
Correction: “Does this include women’s’ wish to be choked during sex?”
This is the reality based on published studies surveying women’s’ revealed preferences in the categories of pornography they gravitate towards, in addition to literally hundreds of Twitter comments from men stating that many/most of their female partners requested it, with many of those men (reasonably) being put off by the degeneracy of it, with a sub-sample of those men conveying anecdotes of their refusal to participate being met with accusations from their female partners that they, the males, were not “real men,” I.e, brutish “warriors.” Evolutionary psychology accounts for this tendency in females, due to the often times conquering and violent history of our ancestors.
“ Maybe Rintrah is right with “something intrinsically evil about sex.””
Indeed. But the “evil” should not be laid at the feet of men. At least not mostly, and certainly not entirely.
What’s abundantly clear from everything you’ve written, especially this post, is that you do not want to “get laid,” you want true love that includes physical intimacy.
Ever see a fat person eating sweets nonstop, and know that the whole self destructive cycle would end if they could just finally admit that their bodies are actually just craving the vitamins and antioxidants in fruit? They could just eat a small bowl of frozen berries and be fine in a single afternoon (I like mine over black rice, try it sometime).
That dynamic is how I see you and this whole new sex quest thing. You want true love without holding back, but you now have pains causing you internal conflict.
If this is true, you would be better off admitting what you really want to yourself and figuring out how to deal with the pain, rather than bullshitting yourself that you actually want some degraded surrogate.
I’m not a regular reader. it’s hard to comprehend such messed up people and problems. For example, the statement that it is degrading for a female to be penetrated. WTH? To me that act is a gift that two people give each other, and only between two people who love each other. There is nothing degrading about it. I got a lot from this site when you were talking about medical info from covid. Now it’s like watching a car crash – you don’t want to see it but it’s hard to take your eyes away. For what it’s worth, good luck to you and best wishes for whatever happiness or contentment you might be able to find. I won’t be reading it anymore if this is how it is now.
It all makes sense when you realize that on a FckdUp scale of 1 to 10, the people on here register a mere 3. They are only beginners. They have a long way to go to get to the FckedUp level of the average general population.
Plus – some need to get together ASAP to share some bodily fluids. Unvaxxed bodily fluid sharing is not easy nowadays. We need a Milf / Incel orgy.
Put on Only-Fans
Retard, Wombat just defended your purity to me; he was a true gentleman.
Is that true? That the average general population is orders of magnitude more f*d up than the people here? Not a comment on the people here, I wouldn’t say they are f*d up, how would I know? But on the f*’d up-ness of the general population? I’m old and out of touch, that’s why it’s good to look at sites like this sometimes – but I have no idea of what the general population’s f*d up-ness is. Maybe ignorance is bliss. I’m thankful I’m old and won’t be around to see the denouement.
It’s worse than you can imagine.
They are ****ing zombified – ****ing phone zombies the lot of them.
At least the ****ed up people here are using their PCs.
Looking for love in all the wrong places. She was probably vaxxed to the max anyway – so he would have ingested a big spike protein hit with all that sharing of bodily fluids.
Where to look for pure-blood-love:
https://unjected.com/
https://www.facebook.com/groups/724317145100380/
https://www.pureblood.dating/
https://www.instagram.com/purebloodsingles/
We are all pure-blood. Plenty of tight juicy pure-blood out there, with parents that do not want to render their genetic line extinct.
My life is complicated. My WASP father, as an infant, was subjected to Dr. Spock’s advice that infants should not be coddled, so his mother allowed him to scream and cry for hours on end, with his mother’s belief that attending to the infant’s needs were in some sense “spoiling” the child. As a consequence, my father grew up angry and rebellious. My father was never a thoughtful man, he was a man of action with no thought. In his teenage years, he was a delinquent who would knife and tear other people’s convertible tops. His last girlfriend before meeting my mother was what I would describe as another dysregulated BPD female. From what I can gather, they argued incessantly. But then he met my mother who was from South America, and as my mother tells me, *she* seduced *him* because of his Robert Redford “good looks.” But I think they are both lying to themselves. My father needed someone who would acquiesce to his OCD/ADHD, and he found a woman from a poor country who would acquiesce to his need for being “El Jefe” and my mother gladly submitted to this positioning. Then I was born. Being mixed-race is… Read more »
Never take advice from Star Trek.
I couldn’t find the reference but I remember that ancient Germanic tribes thought that men who started having sex before the age of 20 would become brutish and it was looked down upon. But Radagast I believe is in his 30s, already past his sexual prime, and he’s being very weird in refusing to settle for anything but scorching true love. Before his recent plaintive posts I thought he was going to nightclubs and having sex regularly, but no, he’s a pure soul like a true believing medieval monk, without even being religious. I sort of respect that, but being on the verge of suicide while being an obsessed virgin is …. odd. I say his new plan should be plotting out how he wants to get laid. It is time. Demanding a virgin is a fetish, but didn’t he already say he was past that? A different drug regimen to buy time doesn’t sound like much of a plan. I don’t identify with any of it – i wish I had been brought to a brothel when I was 16, or been taken advantage of by one of my female teachers. It makes me laugh that thousands of female… Read more »
A musical interlude while waiting for Rintrah’s next post.
Hear angel trumpets and devil trombones. 😜
https://youtu.be/LKmCIJ2l8qc?is=Q5Zd10gtI5IxrhWP
I knew such lovely pictures
https://youtu.be/SonqY1DF8Yk?si=gzU4AfaQF_DIyDdL
This is the cure (allegedly):
https://www.dailymail.com/health/article-15886743/woman-dementia-psilocybin-speech-brazil.html
Your previous writings on the topic didn’t rank having a mind that’s alive and not zombified that highly. Hopefully having a more accurate idea of the target will lead to better odds.
Attaboy, you’re doing good.
Are you going to retire at 65?
“ Reality does not adjust to suit our expectations.”
Tell us about it.
“There’s a similar idea in Christianity when Christ is on the cross – suffering is not denied or wished away, but endured without letting it cancel meaning or purpose.”
What if my purpose is to have a wife or girlfriend who has True Burning Desire for me, but all I find are obese women, or single mothers looking for a substitute father for their spawn?
What then?
Then those are the women (obese, single mothers) who are your appropriate matches in desirability (assuming they want to date you). That is the reality principle. You can fantasize all day long about Taylor Swift, however; it doesn’t cost anything and there is no law against it.
The reality you describe was made possible by Jewish feminism and “female liberation”
There are other possibilities, you know.
It’s just a matter of masculine will.
Time will tell.
There is still a lot of sex selective abortion in China and India, leading to still more excess men. Also, with fewer new humans each ensuing year (birth rates are plummeting), each year there will be fewer younger females for the older cohorts of males, who usually prefer younger mates but won’t get them anymore for the most part. It is the opposite of what it was like when the population was expanding. That is why young men now are in the same position boomer women were in.
It would make the most sense for you to be glad that you have the options you now have, since things are likely to get worse from your perspective in this matter.
I have no particular hopes.
My former hopes have wilted on the vine.
I’m ready for anything at this point.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Symbol_of_Chaos
Hence the old saying, “Women. Can’t live with ’em, can’t have heterosexual sex without ’em.” But it is brilliant that you went on a date, and a very good thing that you have plans to do some things you enjoy. SSRIs are almost always useless for men, but antipsychotics have a role in stabilizing someone who is in the hazard zone. So there is something that works; it is just that it has really bad side effects. Take enough Seroquel and you’ll be a lot fatter than the lady you just saw; maybe she is on the stuff; a lot of people are these days. I just had dinner (outdoors, wearing my AirTamer and using Xlear)in a small group with a Quaker lady my age (older GenX) and she had gone from chubby a year ago to very fat now; she had the Seroquel moon face; she used to be very pretty. Fortunately she is in a relationship with an older guy who is totally besotted with her. It’s very possible that your date was immediately able to tell that you did not find her attractive, and that is why she didn’t want to chat. That is a normal human… Read more »
This is the best outcome? If we do everything right we might get a chance for this in our lives? I’m unsure I want this. I was a virgin until my late 20s and I kept trying and learning. It was a huge amount of effort to eventually end up in bed with a woman it wasn’t enjoyable. Even sex felt like more work. Trying to please her, holding my breath at the bad smells, wondering if I’m pleasing her well enough. Barely feeling anything with my penis, maybe I masturbated too much before, I’m not sure but it wasn’t enjoyable. If that’s the prize for winning the dating game I think I’ll go do something else with my life. Think what I really wanted was validation and to be chosen and to know I’m good enough but it all left me feeling empty and still wanting validation. Maybe mommy didn’t love me or my dad didn’t teach me to be a real man but junk food, video games, and internet is more enjoyable.
Quote Rintrah: “… I will carefully weigh some 5-meo-dmt and take it outside in a place without any normies. If that doesn’t work, I’m going to be taking Ketamine (…)”.
Rintrah, I have absolutely no right to say something about drug misuse, but nuking yourself with DMT and Ketamine can’t be a solution. They are not door-openers for complex problems.
Haven’t you seen the pictures of Elon while his Ketamine-time?
Even your therapists say that you shouldn’t take psychedelics anymore.
My therapists can go to hell as far as I’m concerned. They give me shoddy drugs that do nothing and let me wait for a year while I am suicidal. If I’m going to survive this, I will have to do it my way.
Like i said: first, fix your sleep and keep fixing it (it will break again). What remains of the depression can then be managed by other means.
Sleep is wrecked one way or another in almost all patients with depression.
Ask Claude about possible evolutionary mechanisms that make wake therapy so effective. It’s fascinating.
If it works too well, you can always bring yourself down watching this channel:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2n3A6ftwyX9evVN5dU-Xag
I highly recommend it for LSWMs
I love Rehab Room, too.
But I think that might be too much for Rad at the moment.
If he was sincere about his virginity, he is far more stunted than I had previously assumed. He needs to be fed bite-sized pieces of the Blackpill for now. Although intelligent psychotherapists will tell you “insight” is a worthy goal, they will also tell you that the rate of insight needs to be modulated with the patient’s fragile defenses kept in mind. Too much too soon can be traumatizing.
You took the words out of my own mouth.
I said something very much like this to a close friend recently. I’ve tried most conventional approaches, multiple times, over decades. I finally realized I am on my own, as I’ve always been, as I was as a child whose parents were neglectful enough to send me off to kindergarten with no instructions, who arrived at elementary school late due to a school-bus mishap, and had to wander the strange and disorienting hallways of the school before some kind soul found me and directed me to my first class.
Also, I will repeat my recommendation for you to research “object relations theory”. I have found it to be a kind of Rosetta Stone for my own issues, after decades of confusion and being used as a cash-cow for the psychotherapeutic “System”.
The issue of the embryonic development of “selfhood” through various developmental stages is fascinating. Look into Erik Erickson.
“a child whose parents were neglectful enough to send me off to kindergarten with no instructions, who arrived at elementary school late due to a school-bus mishap, and had to wander the strange and disorienting hallways of the school before some kind soul found me and directed me to my first class”
Oh, for heaven’s sake, that was totally normal for GenX. That was what it was like for all of us. Did you think your parents were supposed to time travel and treat you as a pampered Millenial?
It was meant as a metaphor, you catty bitch.
Ah, your hatred of females now is coming into full bloom; you have been egged on by Wombat.
Even as a metaphor it is really nothing. Everyone I know experienced far worse. If that is a metaphor for your suffering, maybe you really are a Millenial.
That’s pretty vague.
Well, there’s my mom’s friend who is GenX. Her parents divorced when she was little and her dad took custody. A few times a year would beat her until she needed to be hospitalized. When she was ready to be discharged, her mom would come to the hospital, pick her up, and bring her back to her father’s place. That was before the mandatory reporting laws were put into place. A friend of mine’s mom had MS and her whole childhood was being there with her mom, changing her diapers while her mom screamed and raved. A friend of mine from high school; her parents were so poor that I went secretly to their church to give their pastor money to give to them so they would have something for groceries. Her first job was washing dishes at the diner in our small town; her next job was working in an American flag factory dealing with giant vats of chemicals which gave her terrible lung infections. Her next job was in an odometer factory and she had to move the metal plates and her hands were constantly cut to ribbons. She finally crawled her way up to doing CAD in… Read more »
How is asserted female hatred relevant to whether or not you are a catty bitch?
Get a room you two.
OK. I wish you will meet the machine elves.
“I’m not going to be taking the Effexor (Venlafaxine) anymore, I’m going to ditch it like I ditched the Abilify (Aripiprazol).”
Seriously, be very very careful stopping Venlafaxine. It’s one of the worst for withdrawal symptoms. Don’t do it cold turkey, you may need to taper slowly or you might be one of the lucky ones (if you’ve not been taking it too long you could be ok) who don’t get much withdrawals. This website, survivingantidepressants, is an excellent guide for advice on tapering:
Surviving Antidepressants
If I was you I would drop 25 or 50 mg and then see how you feel after a week.
https://youtu.be/JHiRyuKi6SU?si=LVPpcHjsCHA556cj
https://youtu.be/LoF_a0-7xVQ?si=vPZP1ZradQcreWIH
W.A.P. = Want A Pepsi
You women can make mouth sounds.
You are absolutely capable within Jewish daycare.
But in the context of mating/pairing, a wise man knows to disregard your mouth sounds, and looks at your behavior.
I wish I had learned this lesson long ago
Please just go get laid without super high expectations. It is your biological imperative.
What, you imagine that you are somehow better than all your ancestors going back a billion years?
Choose a hot hooker and come back and tell us your thoughts about it.
The one I got was orgasming loudly for quite awhile. 😁
No I’m too proud for that. I’ll choose celibacy over paying for sex.
Good.
No, it’s not good.
You and Radagast both have your own strange uncompromising moral codes.
You are virulently racist and tell people not to have sex out of marriage. You take your marriage vows seriously which is commendable, but were you a virgin before you got married? If so, why? RR has something telling him he can’t have sex but hasn’t mentioned marriage.
Very unnatural, neurotic, and unhealthy. And narcissistic, in my view.
Just wanted to say. These are my thoughts, poorly expressed as they are.
Just spend the money and get a high class escort. I was in Costa Rica once and ended up in an ex-pat hooker pick up place and it is banal. These fat gringos (even young morons) stayed there while I went mount biking in the jungle.
Remember we live in a society and you get what you pay for.
Have you ever considered transmaxxing? The thesis of this ideology is that if you can’t find a (suitable) girl, becoming the girl is a good enough alternative. Plenty of people in your circumstances have found comfort from doing this.
“But trannies are mentally ill men/gender ideology is manufactured by wokescold blue haired neurotic liberal women in American universities…”
Yes, but it doesn’t matter. Transmaxxers are the true consequentialists of the trans community. Most don’t drink the modern gender koolaid at all. The only thing that matters to them is that being on oestrogen and presenting as female is better than what they were doing before.
There are plenty of ways to obtain DIY hormones so you don’t have to go through the humiliation ritual of trying to explain this (or lying) to a gender therapist. I think oestrogen is a much better thing to put in your body than SNRIs. Best wishes in your path forward, regardless.
Jesus christ, some of you LSWMs are truly insane. This has to be the most insane idea I’ve ever encountered on my blog.
You need to watch this video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bm5iU4br8Ds
Every male on this blog site has daddy issues, or the lack thereof.
It is the fathers that are 100% to blame.
Bad fathers.
The retarded women on this site, they have daddy issues as well.
Fathers entirely to blame as well.
Touché
Did your father discipline them?
Let’s say I transmaxxed and I sort of pass as a woman. Then what? Will I still feel alone and empty and now everything is more awkward now than it was as a spergy loner? Do I date other transmaxxers? Every trans person I met IRL has been annoying and mentally ill. Do I try to convince myself I’m into men? I don’t think I would find friends and community with real women. I would be even more alone and unable to relate with anyone. I wonder what happens to aging transmaxxers and what comes after that.