No, it wasn’t me. Just putting that out there. I’m unironically only making this post so you guys know I’m not in jail, everything after this sentence is just filler material. But honestly, reading his thread makes me feel so sorry for him. It feels like looking at myself.
It’s just another case of a low status white male (might have some middle eastern blood in his veins, no clue TBH), with an IQ two standard deviations above average, unable to fit into society. What he’s saying about how Asperger’s isn’t a real disease sadly makes sense. Had this guy grown up in a typical Dutch upper-middle class family, in an upper-middle class town like Hoorn instead of the dumping ground for LSWMs and brown people known as Rotterdam, nobody would have considered him “autistic”. But mix the high IQ with a shitty childhood and you get someone who is eventually going to crash and burn. In this rare case he exploded on impact.
This is worth sharing:
>you still talk about clot shot
Its the most profound event of our lives.
It encompasses everything:
boomers locking the world down so THEY dont die
government tyranny
government censorship in collaboration with corporations
coerced untested vaccinations (goes against the Hippocrates oath) to prevent transmission from young people to boomers
excess deaths denied and censored until it stopped in februari 2023, few months after the gov stopped the vaccination requirements for travel/hospital admission
And if you wonder why this guy could get himself to kill multiple people, it might have something to do with the fact that he has to live in a society, that left him with the experience of having severely injured people:
>Its outright dangerous to be around you
No patient has EVER filed ANY complaint about me!
My faults exist only in the brains of KIKE teachers that gatekeep the medical profession.
I get nothing but love and respect from the patients I served. Even the patients I VAXXED as was my duty (to my shame) and came back with leg clots I explained them the situation and they left my office understandingly and happy, I gave them my personal number and the personal number of the doctor I was embedded to.
This man was traumatized, by being made complicit in a broken system. Autists handle this ten times worse than normies.
This afternoon I thought it was a tragedy that three people died. I still think it’s a tragedy three people died. But the bigger tragedy is that society doesn’t work for dudes like this. I should know.
This is how the education system works here. What he describes is just the reality you deal with as an autist in college in this country. I dropped out, if my stocks crash I can spend my whole life picking up the phone and talking to the customers.
Classes and the grades you get are ultimately just arbitrary, especially the group projects. Work with some blonde Dutch girls with wealthy parents and you’ll just get kicked out of the group project by them. And if a teacher really doesn’t like you, your test results can just get “lost”.
But your parents, your high school teachers, nobody prepares you for this. Nobody tells you “hey dude you have assburgers, just study some IT related crap, invest in value stocks and retire early, society is never going to let you have a job that involves interacting with other people who don’t have the ’tism”. No, you can just do the classes and get stuck halfway through, forever having to redo classes, advancing at a snail pace.
This country is filled with guys (it’s always guys) hitting thirty, who are still in college studying one dumb thing or another. Yes my friends, Dutch autists are doing group projects with blonde Dutch girls with wealthy parents from good neighborhoods and getting kicked out of them, at an age when Alexander had conquered India and spent his days shagging brown Pajeetas.
If you told me the Netherlands is just a computer simulation designed to torture guys with a soul, I would believe you. And people who read this will get angry at me. “How dare you not reduce this guy to just another antisemitic racist monster!”
But you created a Normie supremacist society that turns Aspies into school shooters. And the death toll will just keep piling up, as long as you don’t acknowledge what you’re doing. You send dudes like me and him to job interviews with standardized tests, you let us graduate and go to college classes.
But behind all these tests, there’s a second implicit test going on, a test you’d rather not acknowledge even exists: Does the guy fit in?
And as long as you gaslight people about that, you’re pushing people beyond their limit. You’re robbing yourselves of your most productive people. Your greatest artists, your authors, your engineers, your inventors, your resistance fighters.
The people who can change the world. Who can convince 30% of Swiss people to live within the boundaries of our Earth. But whose only reward tends to be public humiliation, bullying and ridicule.
I wish I could say, that today I mourn more than just one man. But I can’t.
And I wish I could say, that I have an actual answer for the next autist reading this and getting ready to earn his WIkipedia page the hard way. Taking MDMA, microdosing Psilocybe mushrooms, eating Mescaline Cactuses, attending trainings, going to therapy, dating Asian exchange students, buying cryptocurrency with leverage, out of the money put options on Megacaps trading over 10 times sales, going backpacking in Thailand, finding Christ, returning to tradition, lifting weights in the gym, taking heroic amounts of cannabis through a vaporizer and exhaling through your bedroom window so your mother won’t smell it, K holing, meditating in Padmasana, registering on dating Apps or learning the right pickup line.
But I don’t. At most I have just bandages for your wounds. Because the ’tism is forever. And they hate us for it.
The rabbit thing, however, is admittedly disturbing.
Yeah, I draw the line on animal cruelty.
Reading Philip K. Dick helped me a lot.
Agree about the animal cruelty.
I’m the biggest pussy about animal cruelty, even while I recognize this absurd world we live on is founded on an eternal food chain.
Speaking of PKD, if you haven’t seen this, you should:
https://youtu.be/GCwNvIqJPeM?si=Z2Hra9li4BLB3Onr
He was bad with animals before he started murdering people. Apparently he was shooting pigeons with a crossbow and God knows what else he did. Not a sympathetic character at all.
P.S. your point about this kid not having any problems if he had only been born into a better class of society, where his “diagnosis” would not apply, because he was situated among a better class of people, instead of having his very psyche smeared and stretched like taffy by having to adapt to LSWM life, is well taken.
Now that the topic of Philip K. Dick has been brought up, I’m compelled to share this 3 part series from the New York Times offering an analysis of his Gnostic influences.
(Chronology is in reverse)
Personally, I think the first two parts are bang-on, but the third part injects a lot of editorializing that I take issue with. Although I wonder what our host thinks of the conclusion.
https://archive.nytimes.com/opinionator.blogs.nytimes.com/tag/philip-k-dick/
Thank you for the link, very interesting! Though I am not the host, I take the liberty to agree with you about the concluding part of the series. A lot is assigned on Gnosticism as if it were a religion like Catholic or Protestant churches are, with official doctrines and everything. On Gnostic religion we have fragments only.
Whenever I encounter someone who identifies themselves as having/believing christian faith, I ask them this: Is evil/Satan an independent force or pover in the world, capable of doing things against Gods will? Never met anyone who’d stick to the official doctrine of christianity, that evil is just a lack of goodness. All normal christians are in truth gnostics or manicheans. Privatio Boni is intuitively impossible response to evil for most people.
They need to move to China. The only rule there is that you cannot bring in more than $50,000 USD. For practical reasons you must learn the language. In China, these types are valued and the young Chinese girls flock to them. There is no such thing as being single in china. Permanent residency is simple. Citizenship requires military training so that is not feasible. The most important rule for a foreigner is that they must never ever inject themselves into an issue or dispute between two Chinese. In China, these people can build themselves a good and fulfilling life, children, wife, purpose, etc.
Definitely don’t do that. Read why on the many expat forums about living in China.
I did not say that you should move to China. I said that the likes of him should move to China. In the west his skills are not utilized and he simply ends up as an incel. In China, he would soon have a wife, children and a job designing killer drones.
Quote of the killer: “The mark of the genius is arrogance and disdain of plebs.”
Now I will be arrogant: A real genius is able to overcome his anger about the world, and will try to learn to like the others, and will not put himself above the others. Intelligence isn’t only about high IQ, it’s also about having your emotions under control.
If you’re exceptopnal intelligent, it’s your job to use this intelligence to deal with all those problems. But if you use it only for judging, raging and demanding, then you’re only a second degree genius.
Yes, arrogance and disdain of plebs can also appear without intelligence. And being recognized for ones intellectual achievements, like getting a Nobel prize, will typically make the researcher arrogant and disdainful enough that further progress in the intellectual pursuits will stop. It may be that with high IQ comes a difficulty to see that sometimes also a high IQ person can be wrong. Being recognized as intelligent makes this only worse. I think in this country the Mensa club is an extremely quarrelsome bunch of people who are unable to agree about anything. Making some, or any mark on the world is hard if you spend your time quarreling. There is a book that has become important to me, even translated to English, I May Be Wrong and Other Wisdoms from Life as a Forest Monk, by Björn Natthiko Lindeblad. Knowing that I can be wrong is more important than IQ, because that can guard against the most expensive mistakes. But of course, mistakes are always relative to what one wants to do in life. Thinking that we are here just to survive and collect material stuff and/or status is gonna make you quite unhappy. But this is what our civilization teaches us, now. A bad place to be in, takes a lot to get through.
A word to my aspi/autist sisters and brothers:
You have this supercomputer in your head, and you are the admin of this machine. You can change its configuration, but only if you are convienced you have to do.
If you see that your machine is producing bad feelings which torture you, then you can demand from the environment it should change in a way so you don’t have the bad feelings anymore, or you can adjust your supercomputer in a way that you can deal with it.
As admin you have many choices how to manipulate your machine, but as long as you only demand from the environment to change the input, nothing will happen.
Fair warning LSWMs:
If you show up here complaining the guy abused animals in his drunken stupor, you can either:
1. Be vegetarian/vegan.
Or:
2. Choke on a big bag of dicks as far as I’m concerned.
Zero patience for hypocrites.
Or simply eat the meat (in a non sexual way) and just let all of those expressed prionogenic proteins slowly do their intended job:
https://www.theepochtimes.com/health/meat-from-animals-vaccinated-with-mrna-vaccines-may-soon-make-its-way-into-the-us-food-supply-5494918?utm_source=partner&utm_campaign=ZeroHedge&src_src=partner&src_cmp=ZeroHedge
It helps to know that the ’tism is often a vaccine injury, at least in the USA with our aggressive infant vaccination schedule.
Maybe he should have turned trans like many in a similar position. Maybe the trans phenomenon is really the best option for autists in the West. They can take estrogen to feel better and get special protected status even as LSWMs.
The West is long fallen, I work in tech it is filled with a hopeless mess of girlbosses and social types who end up in “product owner”, “scrum master” and “manager” positions. There was one older guy I came across recently, he seemed earnest and technically minded, competent.
I could see the despair on his face as he wondered around our school type environment as we all pretend to work and ignore the shitshow all around us. There was another white male dominant type who tried to get some productivity out of a team, a few Indian women and others got him fired lol.
I came across a younger guy a LSWM not highly valuable in sexual market place, who I felt a bit sorry for as shit has only gotten worse over time. Last I heard he had come out as gay, I hope he finds happiness when he inevitably becomes a woman.
I suggest you enjoy the decline as everything collapses all around us.
>Maybe he should have turned trans like many in a similar position. Maybe the trans phenomenon is really the best option for autists in the West.
DEAR GOD
You’ve done it.
You’ve achieved a new record.
You have officially made the most retarded comment I have EVER seen on my blog.
I have had LSWMs showing up here arguing the most insane deranged schizophrenic bullshit you can imagine. People who think viruses don’t exist, people who think climate change is caused by the Earth’s core, but I have never seen ANYTHING as fucked up as what you just posted.
“Hey all those poor marginalized boys who don’t fit into society should just have their bodies turned into science-experiments by people with MD behind their name so they can turn into an object of pity for the rest of their lives”
If you had been a Jew in world war II, you would have been arguing that “maybe the gas chamber really is the best option for us”.
I don’t know how badly you have to hate yourself to post the sort of crap you’re spewing here in my comments.
Hey moron, did it ever occur to you that you are genetically more distant from a woman, than you are from a male chimpanzee?
You’re showing up here, arguing in defense of the natural culmination of all the retarded shit this society that hates nature has been arguing for decades.
“We can turn the atmosphere into a waste dump, CO2 is actually just plant food! Hey the damage to GDP from banning fossil fuels would be worse than the GDP damage from ending the Holocene!”
“We can inject ourselves with mRNA and make our B cells spit out whatever antibodies we want”
“If women don’t like you because you have the spergs just sign up for some hormones and pretend to be a fake woman with a penis or just pay to turn your penis into a fake vagina!”
You’re literally just the retard who had a new stepfather move into his house because his mom is a cunt, woke up one day with a handgun laying on your nightstand that he intentionally left there because he knows you’re weak, got the message and shot yourself through the head.
That’s you.
Just the sort of weak disgusting coward who obeys Satan, who goes gently into the night.
When Satan moves into your house and leaves a gun on your nightdesk, you either call the cops on him, or you shoot him yourself.
You have two options now. You can either:
1. Apologize for being a weak disgusting coward and promise to do better from now on, never to spread your degeneracy on my website again.
2. You can earn the privilege of being the first LSWM who gets an IP ban and will have his comments purged like a recurring cockroach infestation in my house if you try to circumvent it.
You have 48 hours, if you haven’t apologized for being a weak disgusting coward whose weakness turned him into a mouthpiece of evil, I will choose option two for you.
I pay for a VPN so IP ban won’t do much as I can get around it but go ahead.
TBH I was being sarcastic in that post, I’m not really in favour of mutilating men’s bodies. I saw a LSWM undergoing this terrible surgery on YT recently and I would have done anything to stop it. It’s completely fucked up. It’s a brutal brutal thing to witness. The world is fucked and I’m very blackpilled as a result.
So if you think I was really suggesting it then I apologise.
There is nothing new under the sun:
> And Rebekah said to Isaac, I am weary of my life because of the daughters of Heth: if Jacob take a wife of the daughters of Heth, such as these which are of the daughters of the land, what good shall my life do me?
You can still get a White Rebecca, with difficulty. And there are plenty of good Latinas, Asians and Slavettes. There is no reason to despair.
During a depression, great companies are founded. During sexual “liberation”, great clans.
>I was only pretending to be retarded
Ok, benefit of the doubt granted.
The problem is people say stupid shit like this “meta-ironically” and plenty of autists will see it and go along with it.
Every retarded development in recent years began covered in a thick layer of irony and then it actually happened (see: Trump’s election).
When I saw this news on the TV yesterday, I knew that your blog post (and subsequent comment section) discussing it would not disappoint. It certainly didn’t.
Also, I knew straightaway that it obviously wasn’t you because they mentioned animal abuse charges (although in fairness to the guy, he subsequently expressed remorse in that 4chan post for what he did to the bunny and puppy).
“This country is filled with guys (it’s always guys) hitting thirty, who are still in college studying one dumb thing or another. Yes my friends, Dutch autists are doing group projects with blonde Dutch girls with wealthy parents from good neighborhoods and getting kicked out of them, at an age when Alexander had conquered India and spent his days shagging brown Pajeetas.”
Yes, I can sadly relate to this. 28 years old male with Asperger’s (and other psychiatric illnesses). Dropped out of engineering college, I hated the group projects. Also, I left that job at McDonald’s that I told you about, was too much stress and making me miserable. Having AssBurgers sucks. So I’m back to being a NEET. But your blog has encouraged me to look into forestry as a career choice.
“Taking MDMA, microdosing Psilocybe mushrooms, eating Mescaline Cactuses, attending trainings, going to therapy, dating Asian exchange students, buying cryptocurrency with leverage, out of the money put options on Megacaps trading over 10 times sales, going backpacking in Thailand, finding Christ, returning to tradition, lifting weights in the gym, taking heroic amounts of cannabis through a vaporizer and exhaling through your bedroom window so your mother won’t smell it, K holing, meditating in Padmasana, registering on dating Apps or learning the right pickup line.”
I’m going to go hunting for Liberty Caps, the season has officially started here in Ireland. Hopefully micro dosing these and growing San Pedro will help me. Also, I will start lifting weights in an attempt to escape my inceldom (current weight is 125 lbs @ 5’9″)
I also saw this on the news yesterday, it may be of interest to you and other Dutch animal rights activists:
https://www.agriland.ie/farming-news/dutch-parliament-calls-on-its-government-to-end-calf-imports/
>So I’m back to being a NEET.
Based
>I’m going to go hunting for Liberty Caps
Very based
>Also, I will start lifting weights in an attempt to escape my inceldom (current weight is 125 lbs @ 5’9″)
My brother in Christ, women are Maya.
When you lift weights, it is to feel the pain in your muscles the next day. There is no other motive.
Also, it will be interesting to find out in the coming days whether or not he intended to turn the gun on himself. You discussed three possible scenarios in a previous blog post discussing school shooters, incels, NEETs, and gifted failures:
“In eighty percent of cases, the School Shooter eventually kills himself, because he didn’t really have anything to live for in the first place.”
“In eighty percent of cases, the School Shooter eventually kills himself, because he didn’t really have anything to live for in the first place. His favorite Industrial band disbanded years ago, the local Goth club attracts swingers in their fifties dressed in bondage gear, dysgenics and the fall of the Third Reich ensure he is surrounded by inferior retards for the rest of his life, but worst of all, his experiment with self-made fireworks or the time he thought he could get away with sexual harassment led to a criminal record that will forever prohibit him from holding onto any sort of job that doesn’t require him to wear a name-tag.”
“In ten percent of cases, the School Shooter is surprised to find himself so fearful of the metaphysical implications of death, that he eventually accepts spending the rest of his life in jail. This leaves us with ten percent of cases, in which the School Shooter is such an extreme narcissist that he wants to live, to see people talk about his horrific deeds. A prominent example of this category if Anders Breivik. There are various warning signs that a white boy could become a School Shooter. If he seems even more intelligent and less extraverted than the other white boys, this is a dangerous warning sign.”
https://www.rintrah.nl/say-no-to-hate/
Apologies in advance if you find it creepy that I’m quoting old posts of yours that are over 5 years old. One of the ways my ASD manifests itself is a good memory for peculiar details. It’s incredible how prophetic some of your old posts are, you have a amazing gift for discussing these types of topics.
>Apologies in advance if you find it creepy that I’m quoting old posts of yours that are over 5 years old.
My narcissism is off the charts, unless you can find a woman to sit on my face there’s nothing you can do that pleases me more than quote my five year old posts.
First of all Alexander was not banging brown pajeetas, the Persian and Indian aristocrats were whites ruling over swarthy oriental masses, the princesses he got on his conquest were white
Sshh, I’m just retconning
As autism is hereditary to a large degree their traits must have been beneficial in the societies of the past. An autist(asperger) is generally doing well in a male dominated society with well defined meritocratic structures. I think it is important for autists to have well defined paths to follow for success. Then it does not matter how hard or challenging that path is as long as you know what the outcome will be if you succeed. Do a, b and c, if you are successful you end up with x, y and z.
In todays female dominated society there is no well defined road to follow for success. There might be on paper but if you lack the social skills and are blind do the subtile social codes you can end up as a failure or a social outcast and wonder, what did I do wrong?
The most coveted traits are the most unattainable. For an asperger to learn how to be the humorous guy making jokes to the hot young women at the coffee breakes and be relaxed when they laugh at your jokes is like trying to learn an inartistic person how to paint a Mona Lisa.
If autism is hereditary, then why are there suddenly so many more autistic men (and maybe women, but no-one cares about autistic women since they don’t shoot up schools and can just get married)? Autism was rare when I was growing up. Of course it was under diagnosed, but also it was genuinely rare. So you can’t really say that it has persisted because it is beneficial.
And, to the extent that it is hereditary, couldn’t it be that autistic women have an evolutionary edge, but that the autistic men are just along for the evolutionary ride? That is at least possible.
What I don’t understand is how it is that being an autistic man is so much more horrible than being a stupid man, a terribly unhealthy man, a deeply depressed man, a very short man, a terribly shy man or an extremely homely man. They would have just as bad luck on the dating market as an autistic man. Maybe the claim is just that autism is a particular misery. But I bet most really homely non-autistic men would rather be attractive autistic men.
I also don’t understand why autistic men can’t start their own businesses so that they can avoid social misery. A woman I know sells stuff on eBay since she finds job settings intolerable. A guy I knew who despised human company owned a book store. Maybe it’s different in the Netherlands but a small business in the U.S. is an escape for men in the way that marriage is for women.
To the extent that this is about not being able to date women that are as attractive as is wanted, well, as Igor wrote, there is someone for everyone – who matches their level of desirability.
It’s not that long ago in European history that the only sex that most men got was procreative. That was the teaching of the Catholic church; that was most of the population; that’s your heritage, not the American 1970s.
I enjoy your comments, kareninca
Thank you. Although autistic females don’t have the same life experiences as autistic males, they are still capable of seeing things unusually clearly. I have an aunt who is about 80 who has been a housewife her whole life, and she sits around much of the time having her own thoughts, some of which are really insightful. The funny thing is that the subjects of these thoughts are always exceptionally trivial home matters. That is her mental specialty. She doesn’t think about things in the outside world at all.
kareninca, yes, your comments have the usual autistic clarity which I appreciate, but with a feminine touch, which I also appreciate.
”Genetic factors are estimated to contribute 40 to 80 percent of ASD risk. The risk from gene variants combined with environmental risk factors, such as parental age, birth complications, and others that have not been identified, determine an individual’s risk of developing this complex condition”
Environmental factors play a large role also, much is yet to be learned about the causes.
It is easy to fail in the rat race in the society of today and suddenly find that all the doors is closed for you. Beeing young, having to live at home not finding a job and so on of course is leading to psychiatric problems for many.
A couple of decades ago that same person who dropped out of high school would have had no problem finding a job, get their own home and find someone to start a family with.
The great inventors of the past probably had Autism do a large degree.
Testosteron amplify the behavior, thats why the school shooters are men and not women.
Starting your own company, that probably more for the energic types.
Normies are the enemy. Autistic breakaway civilization now! Oh wait… Rotterdanon injected normies with the mystery juice. It’s happening!
Rintrah Radagast,
I figure enough time has passed, so I would like to submit my request for you to delete my first comment in this comment thread.
It’s probably nothing, but it would put my mind at ease. Or at least, at less unease. I’ve got enough to worry about these days.
TIA!
Ok bro