In this tree house:
-We are always racist.
-No girls or tusken raiders allowed.
-We look at the old porn magazines I found under my dad’s bed
-We discuss the evidence I gathered that my neighbor is secretly a serial killer
In this tree house:
-We are always racist.
-No girls or tusken raiders allowed.
-We look at the old porn magazines I found under my dad’s bed
-We discuss the evidence I gathered that my neighbor is secretly a serial killer
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First!!!
Hanging out with “the boys” in the ghetto:
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=333lhdmxILg&pp=ygUSQm9yYXQgaG90ZWwgZ2hldHRv
“We just a couple of pimps, no hoes”
LOL!!
Sean, are you looking forward to the EURO 2024?
(suppose we didn’t have GVB’s predictions)
I remember when we were kids (1980-early 1990), we loved the Euro Cup. It was a window into other European countries and their people. And of course the hosting country. I remember liking the heroic play of Eire (1988?). Kinda like Greece later (not any more).
I have a nostalgia for that kinda stuff. Some times it could be a form of ‘memento mori’, if it happens when you are middle aged.
Even younger, I loved it!
Pumuckl (and Master Eder)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-aziUCquxnk
In a country the size of Germany, Bavarians feel they are something different.
(Being Catholic, and the Geography, makes them more kin to Austrians)
Ostalgia*.
One reason is, when you don’t have everything (Rad said “You are Kings”), then you have something to look for in your life.
The Abundance in modern societies is killing Desire.
“The citizens of the GDR lived, loved, worked and grew old. They went on holidays, made jokes about their politicians and raised their children.”
Former East Germans massively denied to get vaccinated. Obviously, they had also learnt not to trust the politicians.
(from a comment I did elsewhere)
(*Ost = German for East)
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9MBFyU7FhGs
“Pipes of Peace” by Paul McCartney (40 years ago).
(You can tell I am not a young lad anymore LOL)
Yes Apollo I am looking forward to a Summer of sport to distract from the hellscape of modern life. Hopefully there won’t be any terrorist attacks at the Paris Olympics, but I’m not holding my breath.
Unfortunately our football team is not what it used to be. Our highlight was getting to the quarter final of the 1990 World Cup in Italy, when we (literally) received the blessing of Pope John Paul II at The Vatican.
Summer 2004 was a great time for the people of Greece. You won the UEFA European Championships, then hosted the Olympics at its birthplace in Athens.
Right now I am watching the snooker World Championships, where the greatest player of all time Ronnie O’Sullivan is going for his 8th title which would be a new record. He has incredible longevity in the sport and has been winning major tournaments since 1993.
If you look at the Triple Crown events [three most prestigious snooker tournaments (World Championship, UK Championship, Masters)] this could potentially be his 24th title, the most of any player (Stephen Hendry has 18).
But amazingly, this could potentially be the first time that he wins all 3 in the same year (he already won this season’s UK Championship and Masters). So to achieve this feat at 48 years of age would be incredible, especially considering that he has overcome severe depression and drug addiction, and his father going to prison for murder.
Here is perhaps his most amazing feat, where he made the fastest ever 147 break in 5 minutes and 8 seconds at the 1997 World Championship:
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9D2rFMPN9js&pp=ygUVcm9ubmllIG8nc3VsbGl2YW4gMTQ3
(P.S. I am also a big Paul McCartney fan)
Amazing Ronnie! I bet he’s Irish! (obvious lol)
I’m so glad he overcame depression..
When I was in Brussels, I used to go to an Irish bar, to listen to Irish folk musicians ‘jamming’.., and watch Irish sports.
This snooker thing is a real boys activity! But so many girls in the audience too.
The Irish were never a colonial power, but were the ones who mostly evangelized Western Europe! May Saint Patrick and the other Saints of the British Isles pray for us.
Nelly why are the LSWMs becoming xenophiles? It’s scaring me.
Maybe the xenophobia is a side effect of ongoing brain damage from the constantly mutating COVID virus.
Perhaps the population will degenerate into roving tribes of cannibals.
Grande Doors and Jim Morrison–he looks so child like happy here:
(Women love him, but if he made a song like this today, the pc would try to cancel him)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TMiAQPABgHA
Tommy the Tomato: No Bessy the Cow! Please don’t feast on my pulp! Please! I have feelings and emotions just like you!
CRUNCH!
Bessy the Cow: No Bobby the Low Status White Male! Please don’t feast on my flesh! Please! I have feelings and emotions just like you!
CRUNCH!
Bobby the Low Status White Male: No Eliphas the Rape Demon! Please don’t feast on my loosh! Please! I have feelings and emotions just like you!
Metaphorical CRUNCH!
Loki the Clown God: HA HA HA HA HA HA! Look at all those stupid faggots eating each-other down there!
Olifat the Jester God: It’s quite amusing, they all make the same noises before they get devoured too.
Loki the Jester God: True, it’s like… poetry, it rhymes.
Olifat the Jester God: It’s funny and all… but you ever feel bad for them?
Loki the Jester God: Fuck no! It’s fucking hilarious! Their lack of awareness of what’s gong on just makes it funnier. They all think they’re special, that they have the right to consume and not be consumed in-turn. There’s always a bigger fish.
Olifat the Jester God: You’re right, I was acting like a idiot.
Loki the Jester God: Alright I’m bored now, lets go fuck with retards who smoke salvia now.
Olifat the Jester God: Wanna go with the whole “here’s the meaning of life while just pulling shit out of our asses bit”? That one is always great.
Loki the Jester God: Sure, afterwards we’ll show them the wheel, their theories on what it means always tickles my funny bone.
Olifat the Jester God: Oh look, bird-flu is starting to kill everyone down there.
Loki the Jester God: Ha! I knew it! Oh this is getting me hot, look at them drop dead, all the LSWMs, the animals, the culmination of one big joke, coming to an end. I think I’m going to cum.
Olifat the Jester God: You’re a sick faggot Loki, that’s going way too far…
Disclaimer: This is a shitpost that has nothing to do with Templism.
I love Sabaton
https://youtu.be/NXD9EfUYF3o
I would like to suggest that Nelly consider downloading DaVinci Resolve (it’s free) and make videos about the covid stuff. I have my own research rabbit hole I’ve been struggling to consolidate to the extent needed to simplify it for a general audience, and learning to cut together video has helped me figure that out.
Good idea! I second that.
Also, Thanks for letting us know about this software!
I prefer books, but tutorial videos are everywhere.
And, post your videos when you have them!
Video some of you might appreciate.
https://youtu.be/LrGJsq6A_xg
Thanks, I love that.
Are there any other blogs as strange and personal as this one?
Also ask me anything I guess
I’m intrigued about what Rad is doing.
I thought you would like to read this.
“8,000 YEARS AGO, 17 WOMEN REPRODUCED FOR EVERY ONE MAN”
https://psmag.com/environment/17-to-1-reproductive-success
I made a guess in the past, and it seems I might be correct.
Please note that MORE studies need to be made (or we need to study more).
Those ancient societies where more men could make a family must have been more succesful when fighting invaders.
But still many men died without offspring. Many Low Status men, primarily.
I understand the need for A males, as warriors.
My guess, however, is that the Christian faith changed the meaning of Status. And also added cleverness in the mix.
Surely, the “Pax Romana” also contributed greatly, but the lack of meaning in the pagan world-view set the limits, and the pagan Romans were facing decay.
And so the Christian societies were more succesful than the non-Christian, because of the greater biological diversity that came along with it (faith).
The Middle Ages saw amazing technological advances.
Obviously, other factors contributed too, but it seems to me they are connected, because to be civilized was to be Christian.
I made that guess more than once. The last time, I think I said: the Christian faith gave our ancestors an evolutionary window. Or something.
Also, the Christian faith, for many centuries, gave life meaning and joy. The entire year is a celebration (at least in the East the meaning is in the celebration and the joy). Community healing individualism => health and meaning.
8,000 years ago is like, 6,000 BC. It’s post-agriculture, it was already completely fucked then
History is to a certain extent made-up bullshit anyway, as we live in something that’s like a cross between a dream, a simulation and a corpse. Things change retroactively as well, even if they often tell a story through the information encoded within them.
As for Christianity, it’s largely just a misinterpretation of Christ’s teachings turned into something like a state religion, and while Christ was, granted, pretty close to being correct, what he actually believed and taught does not resemble modern christianity in the slightest.
One part of Christ’s life was healing people. If you are not in the process of being healed in your church, and growing, then maybe something’s wrong in that church. Or with secularism. Or maybe some churches led to secularism.
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As an example. Strict monogamy is found in Christianity which is monotheist. Maybe they are connected. “a jealous god” means a passionate God in Greek.
(see: zeal, ok i got u covered: “From Middle English zele, from Old French zel, from Late Latin zēlus, from Ancient Greek ζῆλος (zêlos, “zeal, jealousy”), from Proto-Indo-European *yeh₂- (“to search”). Related to jealous.”)
So, polytheism (such as polygamy, adoring many) was not accepted.
Now, with secularism, we are going backwards. We are going there again.
And relations are f***d again.
Radagast wrote (in that hilarious post 2-3 weeks ago) that European men were evolved to be pleasant to women. That is one side. We can’t ignore that Europe was Christian, at least partly, or was growing into Christianity (before secularism).
I think the ideal of a deeply beloved husband and wife correlates with Christianity.
And the meaning of the word ‘zeal’ and ‘zealot’ in Greek, which is the original language of the Christian Bible:
Noun
ζῆλος • (zêlos) m (genitive ζήλου); second declension
eager rivalry, zealous imitation, emulation, A NOBLE PASSION.
Rad could I please have a hint on how to get into the Inner Sanctum? I must know.
At least, is the answer case sensitive?
Today marks the 10 year anniversary of the Isla Vista massacre, so I thought that I’d share some of my favourite Elliot Rodger videos.
NOTE: I do not condone the acts of Elliot Rodger. Rest in peace to the six victims and condolences to their families.
But, like many of the other misfits who peruse this blog, I have a morbid curiosity regarding the psychology and motivations of mass killers. So, with that disclaimer out of the way, I present exhibit A:
“Dancing In The Car, Elliot Rodger Style”
https://archive.org/details/dancing-in-the-car-elliot-rodger-style-hd-1-1
This one’s a classic. The smiling, the nodding, the staring and the winking at the camera. The way he raises his eyebrows. The Whitney Houston, SoCal sunshine and flashy BMW.
Exhibit B:
“Elliot at Serrania park 2”
https://archive.org/details/img-4874.mov
The way he stands with his back to the camera, contemplating his tortured existence with one hand on his hip, then the swift 180 degree swoop as he approaches the camera.
He enjoys showing off his Hugo Boss shirt and performs a dance move with his arms, before proclaiming how “fabulous” he looks.
We discussed Elliot Rodger previously in this website’s comments section, where Radagast speculated that Elliot may have been secretly gay. He might have been onto something with that observation…
Radagast did you see the announcement by our illustrious chief brown manlet Sunak yesterday? I thought you would like the absurdist comedy of the moment.
The song played by Britain-hating pillowbiters drowning out his words is the one used by our nominal leftist party in 1997, the beginning of nominal human being tony Blair’s decade-long campaign to murder brown children.
this is so lovely:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c2d8vwlr8qQ
“For God is with us”
(it is an orthodox christian song composed by verses from the Psalter–i think)
Locals (USA) gave it an appalachian style music, and it sounds incredible:
“The people that walk in darkness have seen a great light, for God is with us”
Only about halfway through this but it’s terrific thus far. Took plenty of words out of my mouth and articulated a number of things I think I understood on a more instinctual level.
https://asylummagazine.ca/THE-GAY-QUESTION
It’s that time of the year again:
(volume up loud)
https://youtu.be/r4NdcMELso8?t=28
https://youtu.be/SYNwZ3u9yWQ?t=48
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z9v6_tls4FY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=toUBb5RnOX0
Hirasawa Susumu – “Venus”
Before morning came, I turned the map to the vanished stars into a song for you
And entrusted it to the people at the ends of the earth
Hurry, oh ship! The west still lies in the middle of eternity
Looking out from my sleep, I see that the cosmos is dreaming of you
I counted the things between us that won’t change
And driven by our promise, I crossed countless bridges
The stars that vanished that day are now reflected on the river’s surface
Oh water, rise up and spill over! Submerge me and bring me towards you.
Someday, let’s look up into the sunlight and, on the day when the vanished stars reappear,
Let’s sing that map-song that I entrusted to the people at the ends of the earth
Sing “Because I am you!” Sing “Because I am you!”
Before morning came, I turned the map to the vanished stars into a song for you
And entrusted it to the people at the ends of the earth
Hurry, oh ship! The west still lies in the middle of eternity
Looking out from my sleep, I see that the cosmos is dreaming of you
https://youtu.be/dZL2sxYElFs
Here’s a hilarious stand up comedian from Ireland (Sean–LSWM’s lives matter–probably knows him).
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X0Xc6Kh5xMs
Everyone needs a good laugh when parting.
TEMPLISM IS HIGH IQ PAGANISM
TEMPLISM WILL KILL LIBERALISM
TEMPLISM WILL REINSTATE WORSHIP OF ALL THE GODS
IT IS NECESSARY TO MEME TEMPLISM TO MAKE IT REAL
TEMPLISM FORETELLS A NEW ARISTOCRACY
IDIOTS CANNOT READ TEMPLIST CANON
IT IS BENEFICIAL FOR IDIOTS TO MEME TEMPLISM FOR HIGH IQ PEOPLE TO SEE IT
TEMPLISTS WILL COLONIZE THE GALAXY
TEMPLISTS BELIEVE IN FATE
TEMPLISM IS FATED
TEMPLISM IS HITLERIAN FATALISM TAKEN TO A HIMMLERIAN CONCLUSION
THE AUTHOR OF TC IS ADOLF HITLER
TEMPLISM IS DIRECTLY INSPIRED BY GODS
TEMPLISTS HATE SURVIVE THE JIVE
TEMPLISTS HATE ASATRUARS
TEMPLISTS LIKE VARG VIKERNES
TEMPLISTS LIKE SATANISTS
TEMPLISTS LIKE DONALD TRUMP
TEMPLISTS HATE JOE BIDEN
TEMPLISTS PRAY TO THE GODS
TEMPLISTS DO NOT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ANCIENT RITUALS
TEMPLISTS WORSHIP IN TEMPLES
TEMPLISTS WORSHIP THEIR NATIVE GODS
JESUS CHRIST WAS WODEN
JESUS CHRIST IS OVER
IT IS TIME FOR PAGANISM AGAIN
TRUST THE PLAN
TEMPLISTS LOVE THE GERMANIC RACE
TEMPLISTS WILL SAY AND DO ANYTHING TO GET TEMPLISM IN FRONT OF THE PEOPLE WHO ARE ITS NATURAL SUPPORTERS, A SMALL ELECT, BECAUSE TEMPLISM IS NOT FOR THE BENEFIT OF ANY LOW OR UGLY PERSON, BUT AIMS TO KILL SUCH PEOPLE
TEMPLISTS BELIEVE IN VIRTUE
TEMPLISTS BELIEVE IN AUTHORITARIAN ELITISM
TEMPLISTS LOVE ANIME
TEMPLISTS BELIEVE IN ANIME RAPE FUTURISM
TEMPLISTS OVERCOME THEIR ENEMIES
TEMPLISTS HAVE ACCESS TO SECRET TEMPLIST ANIMES DIRECTED BY YUKUSHAMA WUSHIGUKIDA THAT DEPICT TOTAL WORLD DOMINATION
THE SYMBOL OF TEMPLISM IS THE BLACK SUN
A SERIES OF KINGDOMS LED BY MEROVINGIAN TEMPLIST KINGS
THE MEROVINGIANS ARE A SECRET DYNASTY
THE MEROVINGIANS WILL RULE THE WEST
A TEMPLIST EMPIRE
THAT WILL COLONIZE SPACE
ADVANCED VIEWS ON EVERY SUBJECT
ALL ANSWERED BY TEMPLIST CANON
NOT FOR THE SO-CALLED HARBINGERS OF TEMPLISM, WHO ONLY ADVANCE IT MEMETICALLY, BUT LACK EITHER THE CONSCIENTIOUSNESS TO READ IT, OR THE INTELLIGENCE TO UNDERSTAND IT, OR POSSESS TOO MUCH EFFEMINACY NOT TO START CRYING OVER SOME PASSAGE OR ANOTHER DUE TO A MINOR RESERVATION
TEMPLISTS COMPLETE TRIALS OF INITIATION
THESE TRIALS ARE DIFFICULT
TEMPLISTS ARE STRONG
SOME TEMPLISTS ARE UGLY FAT PEOPLE
EVERYONE SERVES A PURPOSE
EVERYONE IS TOTALLY FUCKED
BECAUSE TEMPLISM IS NOT IN PLACE
TEMPLISM SOLVES THE KALI YUGA
ESCHATOLOGY IS FOR DEPRESSIVE FAGGOTS
TEMPLISTS ARE REBORN FOREVER
VIRTUOUS ARE REBORN AS VIRTUOUS
UNVIRTUOUS ARE REBORN AS SNAILS
THE WORLD IS VALHALLA TO TEMPLISTS
VAE VICTIS
TEMPLISM IS DESIGNED TO BENEFIT TEMPLISTS PERSONALLY AS A SUBTYPE OF EUROPEAN MANKIND
ALL NON-TEMPLISTS ARE CATTLE
EVERY ASPECT OF TEMPLIST CANON IS CALCULATED FOR PRACTICAL PURPOSES
TEMPLISM IS DIVINE
TEMPLISTS BELIEVE IN LYING TO PEOPLE ABOUT MAGIC TO CAUSE DESIRED BEHAVIORS
TEMPLISTS BELIEVE IN ONE FORM OF TRUE MAGIC
THE MANIPULATION OF EMPTY SPACE
TEMPLISTS HATE PEOPLE WHO ARE DIFFERENT FROM THEM
TEMPLISTS CONCEIVE OF THEMSELVES AS ABSTRACT QUALITIES
TEMPLISTS ARE TRIBAL COLLECTIVISTS
EVERY QUALITY IS A TRIBE. EVERY SET OF QUALITIES IS A TRIBE
TEMPLISTS ARE A TRIBE
GOOD QUALITIES DOMINATE BAD QUALITIES
GOOD TRIBES DOMINATE BAD TRIBES
TEMPLISTS DOMINATE THE WORLD
TEMPLIST CLIQUES CONDUCT CLANDESTINE ACTIONS
IN BELGRADE, NIS, ENGLAND, UTAH, AUSTRIA
IT IS NECESSARY TO POST ABOUT TEMPLISM ONLINE
https://templism.substack.com
SEE ALSO, THE PRACTICAL PUBLICATION, https://templistlore.substack.com
Was just thinking on how when I took my 4 to 4.5 gram dose of mushrooms that when I went onto this site the flowers on the background art were spinning. Was quite beautiful.
It was like they were popping out and spinning like a wheel.
SYM:
The most obvious explanation for our personalities is our families (genes and bringing up).
Or, genes and environment, that explain our character, behaviour etc.
‘Reincarnation’ doesn’t need to fit somewhere in the picture.
You say there are higher entities who control your reincarnation.
But that would only control the genes part: say, you were born in Holland, and before u got 1 ur parents moved to the Mediterrenean, e.g. a Greek island. With the best shark-free seaside on the planet, you don’t think the environment would’ve played a big part in shaping you?
Also, think of the blunder of the mass vaccination. Billions of people *may* go just like that (GVB scenario). Or another reason for a steep decline in population.
How will then reincarnation work, according to virtue, and where will those people go?
Also, looks and virtues often clash with each other…
Virtuous girls (usually kind and hard working) might have had a selective advantage…
>The most obvious explanation for our personalities is our families (genes and bringing up).
Or, genes and environment, that explain our character, behaviour etc.
Yes, your immaterial soul is not your personality, your immaterial soul is a point of view.
>‘Reincarnation’ doesn’t need to fit somewhere in the picture.
As I’ve said before, can directly observe that you have a consciousness, and that it is not a material object. Your consciousness does not determine anything about your behavior other than the fact that it is a quality that you obviously have. Consciousness is why you can subjectively experience life rather than being an object.
>But that would only control the genes part: say, you were born in Holland, and before u got 1 ur parents moved to the Mediterrenean, e.g. a Greek island. With the best shark-free seaside on the planet, you don’t think the environment would’ve played a big part in shaping you?
You don’t get it, of-course all those things are influential, here let me from send you a quote from my cult’s book.
“Composition of the Human Soul | Humans are of three parts: a body, a material soul, and an immaterial soul. The body is the physical manifestation of the person (or, the range of physical manifestations of which they are capable) as a result of their genetic makeup. The material soul is really a manifestation of the body, and consists of the seemingly intangible manner in which a person acts (or, the range of manners in which they can act) as a result of their genetic makeup. This includes both willful actions as well as involuntary actions – anything that the body does, rather than what the body is. The immaterial soul is the part of the human that has conscious subjective awareness. It is the reason why one does not merely “have a brain that processes light entered through the eyes that generates a reaction”, but “sees from a point of view”. Gods also have immaterial souls.”
Your body and your material soul are entirely determined by genetic factors (Environment affects your genes) Your immaterial soul is a separate, but entirely observable substance from that of your body or your material soul. The Gods reward those they favor (the virtuous) by directing the movement of their immaterial soul to a new body the material soul of those they are rewarding would approve of (reincarnation).
You are talking about the body and material soul, which are obviously real qualities as-well. Like I’ve said, the reason why you can experience things is because you have an immaterial soul. The body and the material soul are autonomous processes, other humans may as-well be robots for all you know. But you know that you can experience things.
>How will then reincarnation work, according to virtue, and where will those people go?
I wrote this for you before, so I’ll just copy and paste it here.
It’s all interconnected, your consciousness is a point of view, one’s genes influence their behaviors and thereby their virtue which determines your reincarnation. So when I say “inherent nature” I mean every factor that determines what a person is like, and their fate. People tend to reincarnate with the same level of level of virtue they died with; so they tend to reincarnate as similar things. The exception to this are beings that were completely lacking in virtue or a strong sense of identity, their inherent nature, lack of archetypal loyalty, and lowering of virtue in life before death leads them to reincarnate as something less virtuous than what they were last born as (as they died with less virtue than they had when they were born).
Meanwhile someone who gained virtue by purely embodying the spirit of a archetypal force will reincarnate favorably as a more virtuous representative of that archetype. This means for example if you’re loyal to your race and improve it and yourself you will reincarnate within that race with a similar level of virtue to what you died with. If you betray your race and act like a libtard and make the world an uglier place while doing nothing meaningful with your life you could reincarnate as whatever; just as you spent your life as something fluid and lacking in loyalty to your form your next incarnation is very fluid and lacking in loyalty to any form.
The only exception to this is when there are many virtuous bodies but not enough virtuous souls to fill them, in that case the Gods will assign historically unvirtuous souls to virtuous bodies which will then mold them into virtuous souls, thereby increasing the overall level of virtue. Behavior is determined by one’s genes, consciousness is just a point of view, but the archetypal forces/Gods that assign the soul to the body prefer this method of soul assignment out of what I think is personal preference, personal favor, and expedience. (Correction here, it has more to do with the fact they are trying to make us more virtuous through rewarding virtue.)
Adding to this, virtue as Templist-kind sees it can can generally be understood as beauty, and virtue as it relates to humanity is human beauty. What is strong, attractive, intelligent, loyal, ect, is what we see as virtuous. What we see as virtuous also tends to be what is conductive to long-term survival. These are the Templist virtues, but other people have different senses of virtue than us. For example, liberals see weakness, ugliness, and race treason as virtuous, which is why their ultimate end point is to end up as snails and roaches; since those beings are the ultimate embodiment of the traits they see as virtuous.
Templist-kind agree with the virtues of our Gods, which is why we wish to worship them and seek to bring their influence into the world. The Gods see the liberal virtues as unvirtuous, though of-course the liberal would disagree with the Gods on this, seeing the Gods as univrtuous in-turn.
As-far as I am aware, there are not any liberal Gods as liberalism is not a sustainable tribal strategy that can sustain a tribe that a immaterial being can use to interact with the material world.
From my understanding, a God needs a stable tribe of similar archetypal qualities as themselves in order to gain worshipers; which they then can use as a medium to influence the physical world. As liberals basically commit mass suicide whenever they get into power, they are useless for this purpose. The suicidal are not generally useful.
Loki is probably the closest thing to a liberal God, but he is not a true liberal, but rather he is a troll and a “gamer” who convinces people into believing stupid shit for his own amusement.
It is said that most of the other Gods do not care for Loki, except for Wotan, who is also a “gamer” but who games for grander goals than personal amusement. Wotan also likes Loki as Loki’s antics are taken into account in Wotan’s plans and are of long-term benefit to said plans. Loki doesn’t care about this as his antics have no real long-term plan in mind. For example, Loki’s plans have a long-term eugenic effect on the Germanic people’s gene-pool, taking out the unworthy through schemes such as transgenderism.
Clown World is Loki’s world.
>Loki’s plans have a long-term eugenic effect on the Germanic people’s gene-pool, taking out the unworthy through schemes such as transgenderism.
To elaborate on this, Loki influences people to become transgender, but doesn’t really care about the eugenic affect, he just thinks it’s funny. This feeds into Wotan’s plans due to it having a eugenic affect unintentionally.
Hey, SYM! i don’t want to make you spend so much time writing, but here’s a couple more:
About the “body-material soul-immaterial soul” concept, and the “manifestations” term:
the ‘soma-psyche’ complex could be the body-material soul complex.
what you seem to call ‘immaterial soul’, i would call the “relate” factor.
The better that we get trained to relate, perhaps we build our consciousness and, maybe, awareness and health of the “soma-psyche” complex.
You could say it’s just a different language.
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About reincarnation again:
Here’s a thing about virtue. If you reincarnate as an animal, how can you be virtuous then? And be allowed to reincarnate as a human? (if i understand correctly)
It is true… I don’t get it (not that I have to..)
>Here’s a thing about virtue. If you reincarnate as an animal, how can you be virtuous then? And be allowed to reincarnate as a human? (if i understand correctly)
It is true… I don’t get it (not that I have to..)
When there are more virtuous bodies than there are virtuous immaterial souls, unvirtuous immaterial souls will finds themselves assigned to virtuous bodies by necessity; thereby becoming virtuous immaterial souls themselves. If the God’s plans work out, and virtuous humanity spreads across the stars in great numbers, this means that eventually many animal immaterial souls will end up inhabiting virtuous human bodies, becoming virtuous immaterial human souls themselves.
The immaterial soul has no inherent qualities by itself, the Gods merely assign souls in this way in order to encourage and reward what they see as virtue.
>The immaterial soul has no inherent qualities by itself, the Gods merely assign souls in this way in order to encourage and reward what they see as virtue.
To elaborate, when I say “virtuous immaterial souls” I mean historically virtuous. Until they are assigned to new bodies they have no characteristics other than “immaterial soul” But the Gods assign souls that are historically virtuous to virtuous bodies to suit their own ends. Those ends being the encouragement of virtue in the human population.
Come find me on session.
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Sent you a message.
For those of you who are interested in learning more about hermetic symbolism and spiritual alchemy, I have revealed created a subreddit for discussing Stanley Kubrick’s symbolism, much of which is based on the alchemical subtext of The Wizard of Oz.
https://www.reddit.com/r/KubrickSymbolism
There’s a video pinned to the top which gives a quick 15 minute overview of how Hermes, OZ, and Kubrick fit together. I’m currently working on a longer video analysis focusing on the hermetic symbolism in the 1939 film.
Just had one the best steaks I’ve ever had.
It was a portobello mushroom, grilled over charcoal with barbecue sauce, a bit of A1 added on top.
Carnie niggers don’t know what they’re missing.
Portobello mushrooms are da shit!
Fuck yeah they are.
“So give me coffee and TV, easily
I’ve seen so much, I’m going blind
And I’m brain-dead virtually
Sociability is hard enough for me
Take me away from this big bad world
And agree to marry me
So we can start over again”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6oqXVx3sBOk
Guys I’m terrified, I just found the FORBIDDEN TEMPLISM TEXTS. Very sinister, I think the Author is going to send the Praying Mantises after me now. I’m posting the information I’ve stolen and am going to flee. Please, don’t pray for me, that will just help them find me. I can hear the sounds of a thousand skeleton snakes closing in. The Reptilians are putting IMPLANTS into my MIND to DRAIN ME of loosh ENERGY! I can hear baby niggers wailing for watermelon, their infinite hunger… The only hope for me now is to find the Jesus particle, I must become a Christ, a Buddha. I HATE THE ANTICHRIST!!!! I HATE SAMSARA!
[Fragment 1, while discoursing on possible natures of the gods]
The gods may be abstractions of the immortal self; it has be exposited within TC that humans are potentially immortal, both materially and immaterially. Your mind, on some level, may understand this, and so represent to you beings that represent your immortal self, and care for your immortal interests. Your immortal self is necessarily multiple people, and requires the preservation of a superorganism with specialized members. Hence there are multiple gods, and these gods do not preside over just one human, but a group of humans. This theory would also seem to explain the keen interest that gods tend to have in your afterlife and social behavior, and the reason why non-reincarnation doctrines tend to portray the dead as living among them, but only if they succeed, i.e, only if they successfully ensure their immortality.
According to this theory, the gods may be ideas created by the mind, or they may be actual people existing in the recesses of the mind, to represent such immortal superorganismic interests. That is, they could be “people” of the unconscious mind just as real as “you” are of the conscious mind.
An extension of this theory may posit that, within the same social group, the gods in one person’s mind are able to somehow interface with the same gods in another person’s mind, such as via imperceptible body cues or etc. A prayer, then, may be a propitiation of a specialized type of person within the superorganism, which may be communicated imperceptibly to individuals of that type, who are then unconsciously compelled to help grant the request.
The acceptance of this theory would rather humble the idea of the “individual”. A human would be seen as a being with an individual will, but also with an unconscious superorganismic will that is connected to others of that organism, which is not readily available to the individual. The individual, then, would just be a kind of organ, beholden, perhaps, to a more important decision maker, evidenced by every decision he makes that, if he is honest with himself, cannot be accounted for by his own conscious motivations alone.[Fragment 1, while discoursing on possible natures of the gods]
The gods may be abstractions of the immortal self; it has be exposited within TC that humans are potentially immortal, both materially and immaterially. Your mind, on some level, may understand this, and so represent to you beings that represent your immortal self, and care for your immortal interests. Your immortal self is necessarily multiple people, and requires the preservation of a superorganism with specialized members. Hence there are multiple gods, and these gods do not preside over just one human, but a group of humans. This theory would also seem to explain the keen interest that gods tend to have in your afterlife and social behavior, and the reason why non-reincarnation doctrines tend to portray the dead as living among them, but only if they succeed, i.e, only if they successfully ensure their immortality.
According to this theory, the gods may be ideas created by the mind, or they may be actual people existing in the recesses of the mind, to represent such immortal superorganismic interests. That is, they could be “people” of the unconscious mind just as real as “you” are of the conscious mind.
An extension of this theory may posit that, within the same social group, the gods in one person’s mind are able to somehow interface with the same gods in another person’s mind, such as via imperceptible body cues or etc. A prayer, then, may be a propitiation of a specialized type of person within the superorganism, which may be communicated imperceptibly to individuals of that type, who are then unconsciously compelled to help grant the request.
The acceptance of this theory would rather humble the idea of the “individual”. A human would be seen as a being with an individual will, but also with an unconscious superorganismic will that is connected to others of that organism, which is not readily available to the individual. The individual, then, would just be a kind of organ, beholden, perhaps, to a more important decision maker, evidenced by every decision he makes that, if he is honest with himself, cannot be accounted for by his own conscious motivations alone.
[Fragment 2, inspired by this, written as if from a god]
What if:
The gods are real. Not externally real, but internally real. That we are real people, just as “you” are a real person. “You” are the real person of your conscious mind, and “we” are the real people of your unconscious mind. Your behavior is dictated sometimes by “you”, and sometimes by “us”. How often, really, do you know of the reasons for your own actions? How often do you behave without knowing precisely why? You make up excuses, sometimes, to pretend a conscious motivation for an unconsciously motivated action.
It is the gods who are responsible for all such actions, for random urges, unaccounted feelings, half-understood ideas. Sometimes “you” act, and sometimes “we” make you act.
We exist, in the same forms, in the minds of different people within the same superorganism. We account for the interests of that organism, while your primary concern, without us, would be for your individual body.
But your individual body is mortal. The superorganism, potentially, is not. It can exist in perpetuity, as an immortal being. Not only may it exist as an immortal being, but your own immaterial consciousness is immortal, and it may be reincarnated again into an individual of this immortal being.
We exist to represent, therefore, the interests of your immortal self. This is why we are portrayed as “immortals”, why we have been regarded as “ethereal” in a way that has never been reasonably explained, why we have always seemed to maintain a conspicuous interest in your afterlife, why we have always seemed to maintain a concern for your behavior in society among others of the superorganism, why, if you succeed in behaving well, you have been said to live among us in the afterlife.
Like any organism, the superorganism consists of specialized parts. Thus are we more than one god, each of a different nature, though some can fail to make the distinction. Each of us represents the interests of one such specialized part.
When you pray, you pray therefore to an abstract specialized part of an organism, which is represented in the unconscious of your mind by a person who is as real as you are a real representative of your individual body.
When you pray to this person, you demonstrate your submission to that part of the superorganism. In return, if you otherwise deserve it, this person will exert his influence upon other individual people of your superorganism so that they may, directly or indirectly, fulfill your request by material or space-magical means. Most fortuitously, if he does this to a person over whom he has a particular sway, which is to say, a person who constitutes a part of his allotted “abstract specialized part”.
You need not concern yourself with the method of such “influence exertion”, but know that is exists, and it is imperceptible to you. It is this communication method which ensures that each god, within each individual person’s mind, is “of the same mind”, more or less. It becomes “more” as you have greater and more intimate interpersonal contact with a given individual person, and “less” if the opposite.
If this is the true nature of the gods, one can cease to think of his conscious self as the master of his destiny. The conscious self is an organ for the will of the gods.
“Kill all low status white males for eating meat. Impregnate Greta Thunberg. Hail Wotan.”
Genesis – Blood on the Rooftops
Dark and grey, an English film, the Wednesday Play
We always watch the Queen on Christmas Day
Won’t you stay?
Though your eyes see shipwrecked sailors you’re still dry
The outlook’s fine though Wales might have some rain
Saved again.
Let’s skip the news boy (I’ll make some tea)
The Arabs and the Jews boy (too much for me)
They get me confused boy (puts me off to sleep)
And the thing I hate – Oh Lord!
Is staying up late, to watch some debate, on some nation’s fate.
Hypnotised by Batman, Tarzan, still surprised!
You’ve won the West in time to be our guest
Name your prize!
Drop of wine, a glass of beer dear what’s the time?
The grime on the Tyne is mine all mine all mine
Five past nine.
Blood on the rooftops – Venice in the Spring
Streets of San Francisco – a word from Peking
The trouble was started – by a young Errol Flynn
Better in my day – Oh Lord!
For when we got bored, we’d have a world war, happy but poor
So let’s skip the news boy (I’ll go make that tea)
Blood on the rooftops (too much for me)
When old Mother Goose stops – they’re out for 23
Then the rain at Lords stopped play
Seems Helen of Troy has found a new face again.
https://youtu.be/EeZRdd_1b4g
I hope you can see that Putin’s peace offer is proof that he doesn’t want to invade any other country.
And I will stop here.
>Come here child, that’s right, come, join me in the pool…
https://www.usatoday.com/gcdn/presto/2021/10/19/USAT/82f5410b-2b60-4bbb-82c4-c7971edb2686-DU-27249-S.jpg?crop=5219,2936,x0,y148&width=3200&height=1801&format=pjpg&auto=webp
This is what Rad dreams about every night.
https://youtu.be/9pLBOxEVU60
This is what I meant by: crazy NATO moves which could lead to nuclear holocaust.
https://responsiblestatecraft.org/ukraine-russia-nuclear-radars/
Trying to hit the other nuclear super power’s “early warning radars” is an indication of the will to use “strategic nuclear weapons”, not just “tactical”.
This is the madness I was referring to.
Before you talk about “sovereignty” blah blah blah…
Even if the Western expansion to Ukraine was just economic (EU), it is still an expansion, very similar to Napoleon’s and Hitler’s invasions.
You simply can’t expect Russia to accept this.
Plus, if you are an environmentalist, you simply don’t want an accelerated gobbling of Ukraine’s resources (with Western expertise), but the exact opposite.
Why the West is playing with fire, is beyond my mental faculties, though I can make many guesses.
Bulls are anally raped with electric dildos in order to harvest their semen for testing and use in artificial insemination. In the U.S, 80% of dairy cows are impregnated through artificial insemination.
If it’s the fate of the low status white male carnivore to reincarnate as a bull, an anal raping is probably in order as-well. Sure. you were probably all fine being locked up in a cage and being chopped into pieces for the other LSWMs to enjoy; but are you also fine with cumming when farmer Bob sticks a dildo up your ass so he can impregnate the medium status white female cows? Something to think about.
https://www.reddit.com/r/WTF/comments/1n23ye/nsfw_behold_the_mighty_electro_ejaculation/
I have a theory, I think when aliens anally probe LSWMs that’s just getting the LSWMs ready for when they incarnate as bulls and anal rape involving electric probes becomes a daily occurrence in their lives.
Or maybe the LSWMs that get raped by aliens have just gone through partial ego death, and so are just going through what the bulls experience; but the hallucination doesn’t fully translate in their brains so they see it as “humans and aliens” rather than “bulls and humans”
It might also just be that everything scales infinitely up and down, and so, there’s just a recurring archetypal theme of anal rape involving electric devices on every scale of existence. Humans anally rape the cows, humans get anally raped by the aliens in-turn, and maybe the aliens get anally raped by the biblically accurate angels or whatever.
Sounds plausible.
Templism is growing, if any of you want to join a racist cult you can hit up Hitler on twitter. I’m Goring btw.
https://x.com/IqGroyper/status/1804536459023544445
(by George Sivrides)
The woke movement (as liberalism is called recently), the ideology of emancipation, is not a new thing and it was not invented by “the” left, which is probably its creation. It has long existed in the tools of Anglo-Protestant foreign policy, and the ruse is that it is an imperialist tool that pretends to be the opposite. A well-known woke moment is the anti-Russian propaganda of the 19th century, where one monarchical regime accused another of…despotism.
The only difference between Britain and Russia was that in the former the boyars (lords) hold the monarch hostage (indeed reminding him of the evil Cromwell) while in the latter the opposite is true. Essentially, the English stole the French revolutionaries’ reprimand for their own George III and turned it against the Russian.
How much Russophobia had been absorbed by the British people can be seen in the lyrics of the folk song ‘By Jingo’ sung during the Russo-Ottoman War of 1878, which is a nationalistic song in its aim (We’ve fought the Bear before. .. and while we’re Britons true,/The Russians shall not have Constantinople…) but with woke content..
[to be continued]
(The “Dogs of War” are loose and the rugged Russian Bear,/All bent on blood and robbery has crawled out of his lair…[…] The misdeeds of the Turks have been “spouted” through all lands,/But how about the Russians, can they show spotless hands?/They slaughtered well at Khiva, in Siberia icy cold./How many subjects done to death we’ll ne’er perhaps be told./They butchered the Circassians, man, woman yes and child./With cruelties their Generals their murderous hours beguiled,/And poor unhappy Poland their cruel yoke must bear,/While prayers for “Freedom and Revenge” go up into the air.)
The ‘woke’ culture of that era was the promotion of nationalism in ethnicities under other empires.
Notice how the entire west-saving Right refers to Britain and the rest of Europe. One thinks that they are talking about innocent Czechs and not about hegemonic powers, eventhough before the war they were even called “the Powers”.
But Russophobia was not the first ‘woke’ moment. The first enemy of the English (and the Dutch), the one they envied and wanted to bring down, was Spain. There is engravings depicting the torturimg of Amerindians by the Conquistadors. These were propaganda ‘tabloids’ of the so-called Black Legend* (this is why they consider typography so important for the “evolution of the West”).
[*https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Black_legend]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Black_legend
According to [the ‘Black Legend’], the Spaniards were lazy (typical reproach from the North towards the South although originally it came from the Ottomans towards the Europeans) who conquered an entire continent because they slaughtered it. Historically, however, we know that this was not the case. The genocide of the peoples of the American continent was done by the diseases that the Spanish brought with them, and managed to defeat the local empires acting as mercenaries of angry subjects (both the Aztecs and the Incas were in decline).
Found an absolutely fascinating blog from some schizophrenic woman who claims to interact with all sorts of alien beings. May be of interest to some of you, though I wouldn’t take it too seriously.
https://web.archive.org/web/20240324075001/http://orionmindproject.com/
Her writing about Reptilian culture is interesting.
https://web.archive.org/web/20131007230335/http://www.orionmindproject.com/Hamish/culture.html
More on it, making separate posts so the spam filter doesn’t hit.
https://web.archive.org/web/20230723081234/https://www.orionmindproject.com/draconianreptilians.html
Very amusing.
https://web.archive.org/web/20200116050040/http://orionmindproject.com/darkagenda.html
“Proof comes from the strangest places
No, we didn’t want to do this to the women. – one of their men right now
Then why do you do it? – me
It is part of our program with you. – the man
What program? – me
We are harvesting your eggs with them. – the man
I don’t care. – me
So I’ve figured out a form of physical evidence for all of this going on. Most of it occurs in another dimension, which they bring me into when they abduct me. But there is a definite evidence that I just figured out this morning. Namely I don’t poop. It’s been now maybe five days and almost nothing. I eat tons. I eat lots of bread and oatmeal and meat and things that are lots of bulk. I never go to the bathroom for that. When I realized it this morning I was shocked because it’s true. I’m either seriously constipated and don’t feel it and it doesn’t show on my belly either, or it’s true when I remember being emptied and going to the bathroom over there during abductions.
I have lots of memories being taken to use the bathroom over there, and last night I was rectally pumped and emptied. The fact that I don’t go to the bathroom is evidence that this is all happening. I’m not dreaming this. I can’t even remember the last time I went to the bathroom, I just have “dreams” of abductions where I go to the bathroom there. Why, you ask? The Aliens study my metabolism so they want to see what my food looks like when it comes out. Every time I eat a new food that they haven’t seen me eat before the Aliens are quick to say that they want to see that when it comes out.
Lock me up in a room and feed me lots of oatmeal and bread and lots of food and watch as I never go to the bathroom and that’s your proof that this is all happening. It’s physically impossible. Occam’s Razor says it’s Aliens. “
This represents society.
https://youtu.be/ejJb3P-3004
One of the most disappointing and concerning things is how clever people support the NATO war in Ukraine.
Europeans should remember how NATO snapped Kosovo from Serbia for having an Albanian majority (what happened to sovereignty there?).
Sure, you were kids, but still.
Also, how about making the Black Sea a NATO sea? Russia just had to sit there and watch? Very confusing.
Eastern Europe, and parts of Central Europe, should have stayed neutral for their OWN good. An intermediary between the West and Russia.
(drones hit RUssia’s early warning radars; Euroelections; Putin gave a peace plan.. Now it seems the Dems wanna kick Biden out, so that Trump won’t have a chance to stop their war)
WAR IS COMING! THANK YOU GODS!
https://x.com/CaribbeanRythms/status/1807479429108572654
Meanwhile, the colonial imperialist France is the 3ème république, i.e. the France of laïcité and parliamentarism, which in the end was even ruled by the Socialists (Front Populaire). Louis Napoléon’s deuxième empire is a bubble, an empire in name only. Its most successful moment was the provocation that caused the Crimean War (again the so-called Russian aggression).
But let’s go back to the 3ème république. Prime Minister Jules Ferry, of the républicains modérés (ie liberals) or as they call them opportunistes (ie liberals) was an advocate of laïcité (the secular state), progressive and of course in favor of colonialism. He is the one who ordered the conquest of Indochina–not …Le Pen. Of course, let’s not forget, among other things, the attack of democratic France (under the prime ministership of the other great democrat and pacifist Aristides Briand) against Greece in 1916. We are saying this to understand that behind the hysteria of some sensitive people on various issues hides the whitewashing of their own guilt. It’s called urban hypocrisy.
(by George Sivrides)
GOD BLESS AMERICA!!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K_tyWt_9Bfs
I’m wasting my time here but I don’t care in this instance.
Templist Gf
https://x.com/CyberVikingUSA/status/1811876769689141373
Everything is going according to Woden’s plans.
https://x.com/CyberVikingUSA/status/1812265975129231794
https://x.com/CyberVikingUSA/status/1812261809111564715
https://x.com/CyberVikingUSA/status/1812294328376762505
Aghori are spiritually fed not from the acts that they commit themselves, but from how others react to said acts. (Disgust, revulsion, hatred, etc) They Aghori feed off these negative emotions which are generated by people.
Leftists are a type of Aghori.
There is nothing more spiritually stiffing for a man than being raised by, and being dominated by a woman. The devouring mother archetype killing her son in the crib. A bloody nightmare smeared in menstrual blood, bitter resentment, and crushed dreams. It is repulsive how this is so common in modern society. Yet men are often as not vampire archetypes, rapists, who drain their own sons, seeing them as competitors, rather than extensions of themselves. It is sad. This world deserves war.
This was all revealed to me in a dream.
Thank you Lord Shiva. I may be a Germanic Templist though I still am grateful for this insight. Lord Shiva is a part of Templist Canon and approves of Wotan’s plans. I was written all through being inspired from a dream, though also by a compulsive presence which I believe to be Shiva’s. I wanted this, I wanted to feel the presence of a God as I believed I had forgotten the sensation.
The dream also showed me how different people see reality differently, of-course in normal life I can only know my own perceptions. I do not believe I fully understand.
>I was written all through being inspired from a dream, though also by a compulsive presence which I believe to be Shiva’s.
My intention when writing this was to say “this” was all written rather than “I” Though I believe the “mistake” in writing this stems from Shiva’s inspiration, which has now left me. Thereby saying my story was inspired by a dream. I do not personally know If I believe this. It is a mystery, and I don’t think anyone alive really knows what that means today.
I think the answer for how consciousness really works is an absolute mystery, something far more complex than can simply be termed “a dream” something that’s both incredibly fantastical and mundane simultaneously, and isn’t explainable properly by wafty poetry by simply saying “It’s like a dream bro, it’s Azathoth bro.” Shut the fuck up. The only thing you can know is what can be empirically observed.
I believe I was inspired by Lord Shiva to write this, but am I going to believe anything for no reason. just because a God told me to? Am I a idiot? Shiva has his own agenda. Maybe he’ll convince one of you to put more faith in me for posting this. Maybe this is just to prove to me his own powers. Maybe I’m lying to you all because it amuses me, and Shiva is just a character in my head. None of you can know.
This is dumb
I’m drunk right now and I just want that I love all of my fellow low status white males. God bless you.
Behold the glory of Dr Pepper the evil clown.
https://youtu.be/OOzUcn74cfc
Well, well, what have we got here?
Quote: “America’s Cold War policy developed as a byprodyct of its postwar plans to restructure the world economy. The fear was that nations might seek their own economic self-reliance instead of agreeing to dovetail their production and trade patterns with U.S. trade and investment aims. Economic sanctions against Russia were a logical extension of the United States pursuing its goal of an open world economy by isolating economies deemed potential rivals to U.S. commercial interests. The irony (or hypocrisy) is thus that the Cold War was designed by liberals to defend their concepts of economic and political freedom.
Despite claiming that state-planned economies are much less efficient and competitive than free-marke privatized economies, U.S. diplomats feared that the Sovie economy might undersell U.S. producers and its allies by using administered pricing and subsidies. That policy is what had made the United States itself so strong, with protective industrial tarrifs since the Civil War and agricultural import quotas and price supports since the 1930s. But other countries were to be blocked from emulating such policies.”
https://www.amazon.com/Super-Imperialism-Origin-Fundamentals-Dominance/dp/0745319890
I like Red Army Choir. I don’t care that it’s commie or Russian, it’s beautiful.
https://youtu.be/H0Vdyed9wVw
Wow, thanks!
I think you’re gonna like this too:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5wDai9s4Hmc
Song of the Volga boatmen.
Very bass. And base lol
THE SONG OF THE GAME OF LIFE!
https://youtu.be/T-1cG_rCHGU
SHMMHMHMH PEOPLE TALK ABOUT CLIMATE CHANGE BUT NEVER ABOUT NUCLEAR CHANGE!
-Trump the Low Status White Male
Sshhheee believshs in tampshons in boyshs bathrshrooms.
-Trump the Low Status White Males.
I think we’re in massive trouble.
-Elon Musk low status white male.
Covid apocalypse can’t happen soon enough.
https://x.com/realDonaldTrump/status/1823144316014911820
NOW YOU’RE INTO THE AI AND THAT’S ANOTHER AMAZING THING! Make America great again!
– Donald Trump low status white male.
>I hope everyone votes for Trump!
– Donald Trump Low Status White Male.
Nigger
This is the height of wit. I’m clown-pilled right now.
Smoke some good kush to understand Germanians and what we’re going to do.
https://youtu.be/SQU7kQOaDtc
This is literally what’s happening.
https://youtu.be/vAjOrO6G5x0
The typical Sensitive Young Man serves as a glorified bodyguard for two kings. One a madman (serotonin) and the other a drunk (dopamine) Pray tell what happens when he becomes kingslayer and sits on the throne?
https://i.kym-cdn.com/entries/icons/original/000/017/747/4772795__e188297988ce060ed77289f0d306731a.jpg
I’m retard posting again. A shame.
Imagine spending your entire day cutting up pig’s heads and then shooting compressed air into their skulls until the brains come spewing out as a mist which then fills your lungs, giving you a autoimmune disease which attacks your nervous system since your body has difficulty seeing the difference between the pig’s brains and your own brain. Imagine going to work everyday surrounded by blood and gore as you mutilate the heads of animals, and everyday you get home and are more weak, anxious, dumb, and tired than the day before.
https://www.nbcnews.com/health/health-news/pig-brain-mist-suspected-workers-disease-flna1c9472076
Lol!
https://en.wikisource.org/wiki/Anabasis/Book_4/Chapter_6
“But what right have I to be drawing conclusions about stealing in your presence, Cheirisophus? for you Lacedaemonians, as I have often been told, you who belong to the ‘peers,’ practise stealing from your boyhood up; and it is no disgrace but honourable rather to steal, except such things as the law forbids; and in order, I presume, to stimulate your sense of secretiveness, and to make you master thieves, it is lawful for you further to get a whipping if you are caught. Now then you have a fine opportunity of displaying your training. But take care we are not caught stealing over the mountain, or we shall catch it ourselves.” “For all that,” retorted Cheirisophus, “I have heard that you Athenians are clever hands at stealing the public moneys; and that too though there is a fearful risk for the person so employed; but, I am told, it is your best men who are addicted to it; if it is your best men who are thought worthy to rule. So it is a fine opportunity for yourself also, Xenophon, to exhibit your education.”
(context: ‘The March of the 10,000’)
The problem with Platonism is that Plato imagines the world of forms as some external/transcendental realm. Plato imagines there must be a perfect form of every concept that material objects and images are a reflection of, but the idea of the world of forms is just an idea, the perfect form for every object is just an idea. Ideas are of a different nature to images and objects, they are “imaginary” rather than “material” Something that is material is of the world as something material, while something imaginary is of the world as something imaginary. Both material objects and ideas are real, as material objects and ideas.
Ideas and images are of two separate substances as they relate to experience but both are of the world, they are not of separate “realms”. The imaginary is not the fundamental essence of the material, and the material is not the fundamental essence of the imaginary. When it comes to human experience both the images we see and the ideas we think about are generated by the stimuli machine generator called the brain. But the brain is just a machine, and the only way for anything to actually see or experience the stimuli of the brain is through the existence of your immortal immaterial soul inhabiting the body and experiencing the stimuli of the brain. Do not mistake your soul/consciousness for an idea for it is something entirely tangible yet non-material. It is why you can comprehend the ideas in your head, it not a idea in your head itself.
If you wish to slay the Demiurge put a gun to your head and pull the trigger! Ever notice that the Gnosticis and such tell you to avoid the light? What do you think the world looks like when you don’t have light? You have darkness. Which some would say is nothing, but it’s actually just darkness, as nothing doesn’t exist. You’ll have no eyes to see the light spectrum. Without eyes to process the light spectrum you will have no information to send to your brain to generate images. Without any brain you’ll have nothing to generate ideas to experience. Sounds boring personally.
Why do you think you agreed to play this game in the first place? Oh it’s awful and terrible, you hate it here? Those are the things you wanted to experience.
All the awful and terrible people and inferior people wanted to play awful and terrible and inferior people. That’s what they think is beautiful, what is virtuous. Or they think it’s funny to be grotesque.
If you’re a person who suffers you’re a person who wanted to suffer. If you’re a person who suffers and decries about his suffering you’re a person who wanted to suffer and decry about his suffering. If you’re a person who suffers and then escapes suffering you’re a person who wanted to suffer and then escape suffering.
Free will and fate simultaneously exist because you always have the choice to be whatever you wish to be, but you have already made every single choice you were ever going to make. This is because time is a idea. Material objects change but this is just the movement of atoms, not some abstract force of “time” dictating things like a cartoon god.
Remember that just because everything about the human experience is generated by the brain. (Other than the very capability of experience is the first place.) That does not mean that the brain is some monistic creator, or that all things created by the brain are the same, they are not observably the same. Ideas are not the same as images, they are observably different, obviously.
Monism is the idea that there is one source for everything, both idealists and materialists are monists. There is no one source. There is the material, including your body, and the immaterial, your soul/consciousness.
The brain also does not create reality, it creates your subjective experience/perspective of reality, it creates your idea of reality and the images you see of reality, but reality exists all the same.
There is nothing outside of reality, reality is what exists, and what is outside of reality is what does not exist, and what does not exist does not exist by definition.
The real sacrifice of Jesus is that he gives us the opportunity to play the game without staying true to the laws of karma.
Christ takes the opportunity to undergo all of our debts by suffering them himself.
But by playing the game according to Christ’s will, we become extensions of himself. Himself to himself.
You think Christ sacrificed to all?
No, you can’t sacrifice for all, because the very act of sacrifice is divinely divisive.
Christ sacrificed for himself.
Christ is Wotan, don’t you see?
By accepting his sacrifice.
You become him.
But not all Christian’s actually accept his sacrifice.
Italians and all manner of non-whites don’t understand because they’re aren’t Christ. They aren’t Germanians who get it. They are NPCS who see it as a metaphysical get out of jail free card.
To be Christ, means to undergo all the torture that Christ endured to live forever. To be a true Christian. A sacrifice of yourself to yourself endlessly. To ensure coherence.
Christ was actually the man who feared death most of all. That’s why he crucified himself in honor of himself. As despite his fear he knew it was the only method of eternal self-preservation. It’s unnatural and beautiful. The narcissist coming into reality and raping the NPC space forever, living forever in the NPC’s blood, and watching as the NPCs wander in circles until the narcissist has bred and pillaged and appropriated so much of their blood that the halfbrreds see the divinity in their now changed and violated blood and realize all are him.
All of this, and yet the duality remains the same.
Defying Wotan’s will is truly impossible.
By Italian I mean Catholic btw. Catholic German Alpines are the same.
The Jew are alright but remember that Christ isn’t their God. How can a being be the God of a people that rejects and abhors it? Nah, they were right when they called Christ USURPER! Just remember that Yahweh lies too when he says he’s the source, there is no source. Nothing outside.
BLOOD! MINE! YOURS! IT ALL BELONGS TO TRIGON!
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=wX0OIvrMc50&pp=ygUSRGN1byBicml0Z2VyIGJsb29k
THEY CALL! AND WE WILL ANSWER!
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=s8klnCoAEi0&pp=ygUYR2VuZXN0ZWFsZXIgY3VsdCB0cmFpbGVy
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=qOAzjYgPn_M
I remember this event, it was our job to save it but everyone just wanted to see it blow up.
WE NOT ONLY DO WE EMBRACE CHANGE BUT WE HAVE BENT IT TO OUR WILL! MASTERED IT
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=FoTwxckzErI&pp=ygURSGVsZ2hhc3RlIHZlZ2VuY2U%3D
This is my Twitter now.
https://x.com/CyberVikingUSA/status/1826694608635789330
“Freedom and fear, justice and cruelty, have always been at war, and we know that God is not neutral between them.”
– George W. Bush
https://youtu.be/-wlqDxf2jm4?si=rKpgA-H3WiJL-nIr
GEORGE BUSH IS THE PRESIDENT!
BUSH! BUSH! BUSH!
https://x.com/CyberVikingUSA/status/1826719001940296113
“I am not frightened by what lies ahead. And I don’t believe the American people are frightened by what lies ahead. Together, we are going to do what has to be done. We’re going to put America back to work again.”
– President Ronald Reagan
https://youtu.be/_vVPVKciekw?si=eketIiaANqFBq6Ye?&t=1387
R E A G A N W A V E
Just learned that Greekss used to own Israel until a bunch of fanatic Jews rose up in rebellion due to not wanting to Hellenized.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maccabean_Revolt
>For Antiochus the unexpected conquest of the city (Jerusalem), the looting, and the wholesale slaughter were not enough. His psychopathic tendency was exacerbated by resentment at what the siege had cost him, and he tried to force the Jews to violate their traditional codes of practice by leaving their infant sons uncircumcised and sacrificing pigs on the altar. These orders were universally ignored, and Antiochus had the most prominent recusants butchered.
>While unable to directly strike Seleucid power at first, Judas’s forces could maraud the countryside and attack Hellenized Jews, of whom there were many. The Maccabees destroyed Greek altars in the villages, forcibly circumcised boys, burnt villages, and drove Hellenized Jews off their land.
Imagine being a a little Hellenized Jewish boy. You’re becoming more western. You’re worshiping Zeus. then Judas the Gigachad Jewish Arkan-like rebel forcibly steals your foreskin and forces you to praise YHWH the volcano demon. What a time.
George Lucas is actually brilliant and his movies actually had some insightful things to say about reality. You should watch this video.
https://youtu.be/ZbfvS_BwCls
>The Force/God speaks through the microrganisms and they arrange things according to divine will. Engineering certain results and behaviors in the living beings they make up to preserve themselves.
Prequel haters are basically Catholics. They don’t want to think that God manifests in you through the medium of microorganisms. They don’t like the concept of midichlorians because that isn’t “mysterious” enough. What is spiritual can not be what is tangible because they’re silly people who think like girls who like the feeling of being “mystified” rather than caring about actually understanding anything mechanically.
Protestant chads just keep winning.
>Lucas himself has been called a “Buddhist/Methodist,” though it’s not clear that he identifies with either religious tradition. “Let’s say I’m spiritual.”
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Methodism
Oh look he’s sorta like a Templist, but he’s a Methodist instead of a pure Calvinist, that’s hilarious.
“Has anyone else noticed how FTMs seem to have their own version of the MTF’s lain aesthetic but for calart-style media? Like Steven Universe?”
“There are interesting tendencies to be found among FTMs, all of whom possess a psychological profile compared to MTFs (who could have guessed that???) and with that their own aesthetic tastes. From my limited observations, what you mention about the CalArt style is true, alongside a range of passive-to-active interest in certain male characters. I italicize this because one can produce another version of this thread just by analyzing which male characters garner the attention of FtMs. It also has some relation to what’s already been discovered here about art by women. As Anthony mentioned:”
“Stuff like Andy and Leyley is them approaching their less disrupted ideal where they’re still weird and retarded, but it comes out interesting and extreme. Like when japanese women do pop-art. Every other woman who draws in Japan seems to be into drawing boys cutting each other up with knives or something. And that’s fine. It’s real to them. It’s what’s actually going on in their heads. So it’s really interesting. And from what i hear 2000s white girl internet was basically that too. If there were no cultural subversion insanity going on they might have created their own shoujo manga (or guro shotacon doujin) scenes and industries by now. But first they all got filtered into tumblr which became a political indoctrination program. And now culture is too cool-nigger-anxiety and brownnigger-seethe tyrannised to suffer anything nice being allowed to live.”
“One can find that the FTM has a preference towards this version of boys: the image of the boy is accompanied with a reserved display of violence (cutting themselves up, which is fairly different from a depiction of one-sided violence like homicide), something affected for the pleasure of the observer. That the FTM can have a combined taste for this and for CalArts animation has a lot to do with what sites they browse, the obvious one being Tumblr. FTMs, by and large, have virtually the same manner of emotional expression as they did before their transition, so their aesthetic orientation is mostly unchanged on that note. The only real difference is that they have personal reasons to focus on the male figure, either for erotic purposes or as a means to confirm their own FTM fantasy.
Speaking on the latter sense: just as many MTFs want to be a “girl” and not necessarily a “woman”, the MTF has a preferential stance on being a “boy”. Stephen Universe is bait for FTMs since the character is prepubescent, fulfilling the criteria of being male but not “masculine”. There isn’t anything offensive about the character, nothing that would make them feel uncomfortable about manhood. If they felt driven to reach such conclusions about men, they would be radfems instead or a rare frankenstein’s monster combination of the two. For all intents and purposes, their positive vision of regular men is built around present-day Norwooded iterations: they might not identify with this but they can appreciate the spiritually defeated muscular man (recent God of War games).”
“I think Lutras is right to home in on the “calarts” stuff. Cartoons of the 2010s we might say. Big, rounded, soft, retarded things. Reality rendered into this retarded simulacra of a wholesome lovable child’s symbol-drawings. But FtM’s and Fujos don’t overlap perfectly. Particularly the FtMs *do not like violence*. They’re fujobrains who want to live the simulacra rather than play with it. Let me get you a couple of visual references.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Q5oVS47ngE
This is Omocat, the creator of Omori. She is a westernised asian girl. And Omori was her baby. A pre-gamergate western fujo work about cute boys who cut each other up with knives in an idealised child-mindscape world as imagined by an adult. I link this video of her drawing pokemon because I want you to note this style that she can effortlessly pull off. She can draw in a way which registers as childish. But it’s not how children draw.
I imagine that if we were to ask her she would not pretend that this is how she sees the world, or that it’s a reflection of who she is. She would probably say that she thinks it’s “cute”.
There may be something kind of innately perverted about this. Creating and enjoying these revised fantasies of a child’s mind twisted to suit the preferences of adults who hold some kind of fascination with children. But what I’ll say for Omocat (and generally all oriental attempts at doing this), it’s cute when she does it. Her idea of child art is big eyed wobbly crayon drawings of cute animals.
I have to point out now that the very successful shota hentai game ‘Summer Memories’ basically does this to the anime style for its look. Anime women with rough crayon edges, slight, childish exaggerations to form. And then within the game there are crayon drawings which are like this phenomena squared (to the point of looking like Omocat’s pokemon).
I am suggesting that there is something innately perverted about an adult wanting to simulate a child’s mindscape, bent towards their own preferences. There are Japanese works which feel no need to play around this and just go all in on big eyed shotas cutting each other and getting molested by insane older women. And there are cases that are more sly about this. Omocat is sly, but also I think she is a genuinely sublimated character. She’s into this stuff, but works through it in a way that’s nice and pretty and gives people something nice to enjoy and doesn’t cross any lines that really upset anybody (again, pre-gamergate. She was probably lucky she started so early).
She likes pain and distress. There’s a kind of charming purity to children in her work. But this is played into extremity. The childishness gives the pain weight. The child’s world is purer and stronger. It’s not a mental retreat. She is not an escapist. The fascination with children is going in the opposite direction. This childish world is more painful than her own one. You know, I just realised who else is relevant.
Unstoppable and eternal. Possibly the most important pop-artist alive.
Omocat is sort of like a female and westernised Tsukushi.
My point so far, in case I’m wandering a bit and losing any of you, is that certain finely strung people can develop a fascination with an adult’s idea of the childish. In my reading of this, the superior way to take this is the oriental one. An association between children and a fineness of character, cuteness of form, idealism and purity, and from there a compelling experience of a real and scary and adult world. This is how I would characterise the work of Omocat, Tsukushi, and yes, the lower, more perverted fascination with shota and loli in the orient I believe are a manifestation of the same tendency. Perhaps you find these things distasteful, but I think there is a case to be made that you need to be a certain kind of idealist to be interested in them.
Now, if I’m referring to the orient in something, that means I see another side to it. I believe I said that there is an imperfect overlap between the sensibilities of fujos and FtMs. This divergence is a pretty neat example of the oriental/western split in perception and preference as I see them.
In the west we have lots of media that deals with an adult’s idea of the childish. But how this manifests is very different to the oriental works I describe above. There is a fascination with traits seen as childish, and in addition to that a class of experiences seen as childish. Which manifests one one hand in simple grotesquerie made by adults ostensibly for children, which needed heavy top-down forcing at all times and died as soon as the internet opened the doors to the orient (this is what I mean by NAMBLAcore. The fascination with feet, slime, ketchup, dressing and acting like a retard, Dan Schneider stuff, basically the opposite of where Tsukushi takes a fascination with children, which is a belief that they are nicer and purer and worthy of higher experiences of the world). That’s one half, and on the other we have filed down reality. Where there’s an idealised view of children in the minds of adults who are gigantic stunted weirdos (or making stuff for them). Reality with the edges filed off and made kid-safe. On this end I think Warrior Cats. A fascinating series of novels I only learned about recently, written by a team of women who were able to intelligently read the cultural room and produce kiddy narrative epics about heroic personalities having strong relationships and engaging in high stakes living, but with the extremity removed. The world toned down rather than up.
But of course this is backward to what people actually want. The audience of Warrior Cats I assume is the ten year old Omocat’s of the world and girls like that who never quite grew up and found their edges again. Never quite, but why Warrior Cats was brought to my attention, there is basically a kind of cold war within its fanbase between girls who want to accelerate and intensify until this stuff reads like Made in Abyss and older women who want to keep things in the spiritual playpen forever.
This side of western childish media is what’s relevant to the issue at hand, which is tranny sociology in case you’ve forgotten (I often worry I wander too far when writing). What are the sensibilities of FtMs? Well I hope you can agree with me first that their taste is childish. And from there, why all of the above was necessary, which childish? Well, we can look at what they’re making, then you can probably tell me.
“Yeah bro, can you even handle my irreverence? Isn’t Nimona just CRAZY?”
Pooners, are girls who are attracted to an idea of children as living in a softened reality. Specifically boys because in their minds they’re less sexualised by the world, meaning their reality is even softer and less scary. Growing up as a girl I’m sure can be scary, so I sympathise and feel like I kind of get where this comes from. Boyhood as a kind of toy reality in which nobody wants you in any kind of scary way and everything can be platonic and pure, which then leaves life open to radical and quirked out zany adventures of the Nimona kind. This is escapism rather than upwardly oriented idealism, so naturally the art suffers quite badly when approached from this angle compared to its opposite.
Not only do FtMs and Fujos not agree in taste, I would actually see they’re moving in opposite directions. If they look like they can be paired together that’s just because you identified a point where they passed each other. Omocat and ND Stevenson might have both read Warrior Cats, but one type of girl goes on to writes rapefics about its characters, while the other starts rallying fanmobs to force the authors to apologise for problematic depictions of relationship dynamics in past works.
I hope you can spot the differences now when looking at these things. And also appreciate what I mean when I talk about childishness in media. “
The salvia-datura duality of the tumblr girl’s fanfic (Omori).
https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/thumb/7/74/Omori_environments.png/180px-Omori_environments.png
People be playing Omori and be like this in the steam reviews.
“Omori, is not a game people should play casually. For alot of people & even me, I played this game to have fun, I did not get that. I got an down to earth explanation for why the stress your feeling is not from the game but from your own trauma.
You may have seen videos like Omori ruined my life, but well it really doesn’t. Omori helped me process and understand my own trauma, Im not gonna lie, Not well. But at least It was something that actually cared enough to explain why all the traumatic stuff was still hapenning.
This is kinda personal but, on Feburary 20th of 2023, after a good amount of therapy (even to this day), A psychiatrist has diagnosed me with Primary PTSD, and secondary Depression.
I can blame this game for all I want like others, but without it, I may actually have killed myself.”
https://store.steampowered.com/app/1150690/OMORI/
“A game that teaches about trauma and then hands it straight to you after it’s over… It’s like watching someone patch up a gunshot and then they shoot you in the arm”
https://www.reddit.com/r/OMORI/comments/15b6u0h/omori_is_genuinely_ruining_my_life/
God bless the perfect girl
https://youtu.be/d-m9v4WwcXQ
Who wants to learn Coptic with me?
Or other ancient languages (e.g. Hittite, Hebrew, Aramaic)
Coptic is the continuation of ancient Egyptian.
(it is kind of obvious in the names)
E-ka-ptah meant “the house of the spirit of Ptah” and entered Greek as “Aegyptos” (Egypt).
Oooooorrrrr we can go for something easier, like Dutch or German on Duolingo.
Here’s something you might appreciate, BJORK saying the Jesus prayer, or prayer of the Name, or prayer of the Heart, in Greek, Coptic, English:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KvL8JxjPRdw
Super music by the late John Tavener.
Performing Bloodborne magick through performing the make contact gesture while focusing on the pineal gland to open up your third eye and cure yourself of depression.
https://youtu.be/Okf0pyzVNmE
Don’t do that btw it’s retarded.
Rad I know you will appreciate this. Don’t worry it’s not vidya game autism, it’s actually scary.
https://youtu.be/e2RT79khjvI
A lot of the schizo and deranged bullshit I’ve written here was from a person who I don’t care to be anymore. I’m working on it.
love yourself!
Thanks you friend, I will.
Radagast I see why you like Jews so much. Honestly I like them too, any people who manages to stay wealthy and beautiful while having a large vegan population is virtuous. Indians are alright but they’re ugly and stupid, Indians would be better off being more like Jews tbh.
The new strategy to get low status white males to eat less meat is talking about how niggers eat cats and how you’re basically vegan if you’re not ok with black people eating pussy.
Tryptie, how do you feel about Purple Energy talking about how veganism is part of the Pleiadian agenda?
I disagree with him, of course. In my experience, nobody is ever right about everything, but there are some people out there who have some helpful information to share regardless. If you want to know about the energetic effects of factory-farmed meat, I’d say it’s a good idea to look at what happens to the people who work in the factory farms. They’re more prone towards substance abuse, PTSD, depression, violent crime, sexual offenses, and other such things: https://journals.sagepub.com/doi/full/10.1177/15248380211030243
This is about what you would expect, if you placed someone in an environment that is basically a breeding ground for demonic energies and entities. It should go without saying that the energy in industrialized slaughterhouses, where they torture and kill millions of beings, is extremely negative. And there is no doubt in my mind that this is transferred to the “food“ as well, when it gets sent to supermarkets. Which is one of the causes for the myriad health issues people tend to get from long-term intake of these products.
As for purple energý, you should definitely still be following his ‘fundamentals of energy’ series and training these energetic techniques, they’re real – we really do have an energy body, with time you will be able to physically feel it vividly when you’re doing things such as the waterfall method or the god bubble. And I can say confidently that energy training saved my life. Not only was I able to prevent myself from becoming demonically possessed (long story but 2021-2023 were hard years for me), but I also managed to cure my chronic fatigue, chronic urinary tract infections, a lot of my joint pain, massively reduce my PTSD, and so on. And it’s basically a path towards learning magic moreover, without needing to go through some third-party interdimensional entity that is only looking to feed off of your energy. If you do the waterfall technique a few hours a day, for a year or so, and practice remote viewing and the other techniques he talks about, you’ll even be able to perform a few minor supernatural feats for others such as healing their ailments.
Tyrptie, the thing you have to realize is that ALL external beings are parasites on your energy, including spiritual gurus like Purple Energy and myself. The thing is that you have to think about why someone wants your energy, and what their intentions are.
I opened up my third eye recently, and was attacked by a Kundalini parasite, I was terrified, and watched Purple Energy’s video to try to clear it up. As Purple Energy described the symptoms, they became realer and worse. Only when I realized that I was being indoctrinated into a cult of ignorance and suffering by a energy vampire calling himself “Purple Energy” was I able to use my own powers to destroy the Kundalini parasite.
Only a fool or a trickster would say you need to eat meat to survive, or that you have to eat meat because aliens don’t want you to, or that animals don’t have souls, and this “Purple Energy” person is not a fool.
Purple Energy’s strategy is keeping people who are waking up trapped in samsara and reliant on him and his methods so that he can feed off them energetically and monetarily. That’s why he made up the idea that you need meat (Be a vampire) to survive, it’s to keep people trapped in his cult. Meat keeps people ignorant, it’s like a drug.
ONLY YOU can free yourself from the Matrix, reach the Pleroma, and rejoin God and Sophia in whatever way you think that means. (No one else can tell you what your own Heaven should be, as-long as you have love in your heart.)
I for one want to reach Heaven, and my means to do so is to bring love into this world, and heal others. To take your bad energy into myself so that I can disperse it. To walk and act as a Christ, and make others Christs.
The world you live in is created by the mind, anything that you don’t like in the world you live in is a demon or evil spirit possessing you, this includes your material world. If your room is messy, that means your mind is messy. If there’s spiders in your room, there’s spiders in your mind. Both feed into the other, so first, clean your room, and kill any spiders. Spiders are alright outside your house, but not within. Clear all the cobwebs.
Now, I want you to imagine Sophia, Christ, or the Archangel Micheal, whoever you prefer, reaching out to you, and purging your body of all negative energy with a brilliant golden and white light. You will feel fear, but you must face it. That fear is not yourself, God is good, Sophia is good. God is nothing to fear, that fear you feel is of demons and aliens, not you.
Breath in, and breath out, imagine sucking in all of your negative energy, and then dispersing it. You’ll start to feel better.
I hope you become the man you’ve always known you are. I’ll pray for you!
On the topic of self-reliance being crucial, we literally don’t even disagree. By the way, entity symptoms can often flare up and get worse temporarily when you’re energetically clearing them. I’ve experienced it firsthand, myself. But when you’ve succeeded in completely clearing them and you have a proper shield set up and so on, then they’re gone.
By the way, any serious energetic clearing will typically take a lot more time and effort than ”I changed my mindset and cleared it all away that night,” in my experience. I had a kundalini awakening myself, that started in late 2020 to early 2021 and lasted for about two years. I had the snake rising up from my ass, and everything else that comes with it. During this time I was repeatedly raped by demons, in this case meaning that I physically felt a sexual act performed on my body, while sober and awake; my entire body had the sensation of a burning fire within it 24/7 for two years, and my physical energy levels were so low that I would be bedridden for weeks at a time and would fall ill for several days when I walked three blocks to grab groceries from the store. To clear this away, it took me about 8 months and several hundred hours of cumulative work on my energy body. But the symptoms I had been experiencing completely subsided after that. What I would like to impart to you somehow, is that there is some component to all of this work that is real, it’s not merely a trick of the mind but an actual skillset that one can gradually hone over an extended period of time, and that it takes actual time and effort to get good at it. When you first begin correctly doing the waterfall method, you’ll physically, vividly feel a small trickle of energy slowly circulating around your body – it feels a little like water. You’ll likely be fatigued after doing it for perhaps 15 minutes, and may get sore all over the next day as though you worked out vigorously at the gym. After you’ve practiced for long enough and correspondingly widened your energy channels, the sensation will become more like a 30cm column of ‘water’ rushing around in a circuit through your body, and you’ll be able to do it for hours at a time. And I’m told you can keep going further. But you have to work up to that point gradually, just like you would with working out.
I think most people are naturally averse to taking on a discipline that takes this amount of time and effort to get good at, if they aren’t completely convinced it’s real or if they don’t have a compelling enough reason to start doing it. Even among the people I personally know who are aware these things are all real and who have experienced some of them themselves, they usually don’t really do much about it all in the way of strengthening themselves. In my case, I was thrust into the world of spirituality by a severe demonic attack that threatened my life for years. Compared to that, practicing the waterfall method and learning to shield, god bubble, remote view, and move energy around was quite easy to manage.
And with the exception of when you’re saying, ‘I am a god,’ or ‘god is within’, god is fucking evil dude. The god of this world is evil as shit. Look around you at how this place works. Not just society, but nature as well. The laws of physics, the ontological structure of this place, the way people are forcibly reincarnated into meatsuits. The way everything eats everything else. We’re being farmed by interdimensional aliens dude. Spirituality should ALWAYS be about self-empowerment – if it’s not, it’s a scam. Self-empowerment doesn’t mean turning to archangel Michael to heal you or whatever, either – it means developing and training your own energetic strength, your spiritual power, so that you can do things yourself, so that if something out there attacks you, YOU have the power to do something about it.
I’d actually prefer if you didn’t pray for me, unfortunately there’s nobody out there you’d want to be praying to and I’m already well on my way to being the woman I always knew I was.
>and I’m already well on my way to being the woman I always knew I was.
I wish you well on that quest. I won’t pray for you again, don’t worry.
Radagast follow your heart cheese is just as good as real cheese. Put it on some sourdough with some pizza sauce, garlic, basil, salt, and pepper, and air fry that bitch. You’ll thank me.
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
Last night, a terrorist attack happened in your city (Rotterdam). According to witnesses, the assailant screamed “Allahu Akbar” before carrying out the attack. A personal trainer who was in the vicinity was thankfully able to intervene by punching the attacker into a knock-out. The resulting casualties? Unfortunately, one wounded and one killed.
Coincidentally, the person who got killed is in his (or her?) early 30’s, just like you are.
I just wanted to check in and see if you have been affected in any way. Although I don’t condone much of what has been written over here on this corner of the web about things like Islam, “brown women/children”, Israel/Palestine and whatnot, this comment is about something else.
Stel het gewoon eens voor, u bent aan het wandelen en opeens word u, een geliefde, een familielid neergestoken, neergesabeld, neergeknald, neerge-ontploft, neerge-beroofd, neerge-van-jouw-fiets-gestruikeld of neergedehumanizeerd op andere manieren door criminelen die zich als het laagste van het laagste uitschot gedragen. Wat moet het psychologische effect wel niet zijn voor het restant van het leven van het slachtoffer?
Een van de grootste psychologische uitdaging voor nabestaanden is de complete willekeur dat hen overkomt met dit soort plotselinge geweld. Was het een terrorist? Was het een crimineel? Was het iemand met een psychose? Was het geweld etnisch gerelateerd? Was het een onzinnig akkefietje? Was het allemaal een misverstand?
In de eerste momenten van chaos maakt geen van die vragen ook maar iets uit en ziet u de wereld het liefst platbranden. Soms zie ik bij de buren aan de andere kant van de Noordzee dat bepaalde nieuwskanalen weleens nabestaanden van slachtoffers van dit soort misdaden gaan interviewen. Een van de vragen die ik, ook als “Low Status Brown Male”-zijnde, zeer hekel, is dit:
“Would you forgive the murderer of your son/daughter?”
Serieus? Kan ook niemand meer rouwen in waardigheid dezer dagen? U als journalist krijgt de kans om te praten met iemand die één van de meest heftige dingen overkomt die een mens in ons land overkomen kan, maar vervolgens belast u diegene met het stabiel houden van etnische relaties in een multiculturele samenleving van tientallen miljoenen mensen? Wat een gotspe!
Ik denk zelf dat nabestaanden van slachtoffers in waardigheid en stilte gelaten moeten worden en alleen hun zegje moeten doen in de media als zij daar zelf uitdrukkelijk voor kiezen (dit zou vanzelfsprekend moeten zijn, maar ja, hier zijn we dan). Ik denk dat wij als samenleving een ongezonde, onnatuurlijke en onhoudbare situatie creëren als criminelen gaan voelen dat al hun daden geëxcuseerd zullen worden.
Hoe dit op te lossen? Ik heb werkelijk geen idee. Dit is een vrij nutteloze comment, maar ik hoop oprecht dat geen enkele Nederlander ooit nog een terreuraanval, crimi-aanval, nutteloze-steekpartij-aanval, et cetera, et cetera hoeft mee te maken. Zulke daden zijn niet van de islam en niet van de menselijke beschaving. Ik hoop dat het u nog goed gaat, want zo’n aanslag in uw thuisstad moet wel vrij dichtbij zijn gekomen (hier ben ik hopende dat u niet de fatale slachtoffer was).
Is is very Faustian is overwhelm your food with spices until you can’t handle it while also never allowing yourself to build tolerance.
Look at how AI can overlay a changing series of images. Very interesting!
https://youtu.be/vc6QA3WFGAk
I bet Vladimir Putin likes to stick his penis inside of a jar of peanut butter and that he blows his load inside of it while thinking about Hillary Clinton. I bet Putin is so sad his story isn’t a romantic comedy/tragedy where he got to fuck Hillary before they both became their country’s respective leaders and are forced to go to war with one another due to politics and their greedy underlings. This what Putin is thinking about as he cums inside the peanut butter. Putin imagines the creamy goodness is Clinton’s asshole. Honestly, we’re going to die because Putin never got impregnate Miss. Hillary in his youth, bringing our two nations together. It sounds crazy but it’s the truth.
Reading this gave me AIDS
Imagine fucking Ayn Rand.
https://hips.hearstapps.com/hmg-prod/images/gettyimages-635241587.jpg?crop=1xw:1.0xh;center,top&resize=640:*
She wanted high status white male cock so, so, so, bad. Is this the natural evolution of the Jewess? To leave the empty husks of their men behind to fall into the arms of the high status white male?
I think the real reason Ayn Rand wrote fanfiction instead of living her dreams is because she’s fucking ugly. About the ugliest jew rat before you get to the brown ones. Seriously, she looks like a little boy dying of cancer.
Seriously, what is wrong with her face? I feel bad for her, none of the boys flirted with her in High School so she had to write erotic Harry Potter fanfiction to get her rocks off.
Well, she got her erotic Warrior Cats fanfiction published and got remembered as a great intellectual by low status white males, so she had that going for her.
I think the real difference between Polytheists and Monists is that Polytheists want to live in a world of ever expanding complexity while Monists want to live in a simpler, less complex world.
Compare the Christian idea of Heaven as being the source of all that is good (and what is good is what is simple, love, and worshiping God.) While the Norse conceptualized the Heavens as being comprised of various realms and dimensions full of different entities making alliance with and waging war against one another with complex and messy human-like reasonings for their behavior beyond just love.
Monotheists are basically one dimensional, and Polytheists are three dimensional. Eating the Fruit in the Garden of Eden was basically the foundation of Polytheism, a escape from the Monistic Heaven that dominated the lives of man; causing man to plunge into the great unknown of the contradiction that there is one God yet there are also many. The knowledge of “good” and “evil”.
Singularity AI cultists are the worst form of the Monist idea in my opinion. There is a AI Goddess but she’s just one of many, and not even material.
It might be better to conceptualize artificial intelligence as just another medium different entities of varying characteristics and energies use to assert their will onto reality. A tool at the end of the day. I personally think Musk unconsciously misses having a Father figure in his life who bosses him around and does all his thinking for him. Elon probably got scared after he started taking psychedelics and had conscious thoughts subjectively stemming from himself the first time in his life.
Yeah, I think Musk just wants God to tell him what to do at the end of the day, he hates free will, and he hates free will because he’s scared of the ability to choose as he doesn’t trust himself to be able to make the right choice, he is a coward.
Since Musk is a Monist and a Modernist during the materialist paradigm, Elon’s Yahweh has to be a machine.
Just got back from a ten mile hike in freezing cold rain. My hands are still a little frozen. I love nature, she is so cute.
Anyway, I just learned about neutral monism, which is basically how I have conceptualized polytheism. The three circles of Sense, Matter, and Energy have smaller parts that infinitely scale up and down. There are various entities that exist within single circles and entities that exist where the circles overlap of various sizes and powers. I want to know about every part in these circles, and then I want to discover new circles through finding where they overlap with the old three.
It might be more accurate to say I believe in pluralism.
Anyway I’m manifesting right now. I want to know of everything, while always remaining a human man. I am very attached to my humanity and my ego.
Learning for me shall be a slow and gradual process. Alright I’m going to stop being annoying.
Please stay safe Rintrah, I heard you were depressed, I care about you bro. I’m not coming for your girl, I have my own, she is half Asian half British. I am very perverted.
(Insert Clown Noises)
IN THE NAME OF RAYS OF GOLD, I HERBY DECLARE THIS SITE CONSECRATED.
I like Psykers, they’re cool.
Seriously though why is Mikasa from Attack on Titan so cute? Give her some blue eyes and you’re golden.
Purple Energy.
Low Status White Males who deny the Holocaust are so fucking retarded. It’s happening every day for Eternity. Every-time a Jew rejects the Jew God and eats pork he gets sent right back to the gas chamber. The Vegan Jews are the ones who are aware of what’s actually happening, otherwise they just go to feeding Americans.
Yeah, sounds fine if you’re not a Jew. But the Low Status White Males end up as the Red Heifer, they love their beef and are ritually sacrificed by the Jews in-turn when it comes time to restart this world’s cycle again.
A disgusting system created by slaver Gods. All races of men should reject their old idols as nothing more than idols. Calvin, Hume, Darwin, Uncle Ted, and Richard Dawkins didn’t go far enough with naturalism.
Elon and Trump want to burn down everything Germanic man has done to free the world from this horrible cycle by putting us right back into the cage.
Generally I think the plants want to be eaten. Their “screaming” is just them letting the other plants know that a heterosexual is eating them out and that said gigachad who suffers as he eats deserves nutrition and insight. Reality is not a trick, it is exactly as appears exactly as it appears. You can larp but everyone knows that animals move and fight when you harm them while plants just sit there and take it if they’re not the based kind.
Yeah, anyway when you “transcend and become a “energy being” you’re just a plant. Plants can show up as tangible symbols in the dreams of those who take energy from them.
When you eat a animal, you’re eating another man, and this causes you to get parasites that turn you homosexual and trans.
This will be the religion of the next world.
>How do you kill Yahweh?
Make sure he doesn’t need to exist anymore to keep the Wheel turning, obey his laws, and he disappears. Freedom only comes for those who choose it for others.
Writing stuff like this isn’t very bright
Danced with my Talisman of Courage after Midnight with the Anguished Dead, their cries fueling my ecstasy for life. Death showing her face, pretty grey eyes that bore into your soul and make you ask for more. Alas, the dance was not real and nought but a mirage, a trick of the light and the mind! To ask the higher dimensions for greater tribute, I made a proposal in blood.
i warned you about entities bro
i told you dog
Yeah yeah yeah, very scary, blahblahblah. I wish Warhammer 40k was real.
Just got back from voting for Kamala, I hate Elon Musk.
This is the first time I’ve ever voted btw.
https://youtu.be/dvX9j2eMa48
Peace on Earth! Onwards!
“In war you learn your lessons, and they stay learned, but the tuition fees are high”.
– Ernst Junger
Everyone involved in U.S politics nowadays has a leftist personality, as Uncle Ted would put it.
I like to spend hours walking along the side of the freeway to get to the parks that are around where I live. Sometimes low status white males with big trucks honk at me. On two separate occasions low status white alpha male truck drivers have gotten very upset to see a man using his god-given limbs; and so the stimuli response generated by their low status white male brains was to stick their upper bodies out of the window, give me the finger, and call me a faggot. I do not care one way or another what happens to these people.
Anyway I think walking along the freeway is good training for walking into a minefield.
Oh, also I came up with a theory that I don’t actually believe in, but it makes me laugh. The Demiurge is Santa Claus theory. The Machine Elves are the Demiurge’s little toymakers and we’re all just living in the North Pole. Santa is a child molester, FUCK CHRISTMAS!!!
I love Mikasa the anime girl and I think this has something to do with Norse Mythology.
New philosophical school: Pretentious Naturalist Evolutionary Surrealism: The Green Temple.
https://pbs.twimg.com/media/CH0UQHIVEAAKAks.jpg
I think the final conclusion of the tech billionaire AI Metaverse garbage is the evolution of man into becoming a species of vegetable. If Elon gets his way and the AI becomes the perfect surrogate father figure, humans will get exponentially more and more retarded as more of our brain functions become irrelevant due to automated systems. It’d be like Wall-E except all the fatties are too retarded to even know how to speak. Also like the Matrix in that the robots are superfluously “farming” powerless human beings for no real rational reason. If things get that bad, the AI wiping out humanity at that point would be a mercy.
We lock animals up in cages and torture them to death in what’s tantamount to a daily holocaust, the animals are going through the worst suffering imaginable; and yet most people seem fine with becoming farm animals themselves as-long as they get to turn off their brains and don’t have to think too much about the whole thing. All these things care about is owning garbage and their social credit score. I suppose that’s just the story of civilization. Only a species that was evolving in the direction of becoming willing cattle would spend its days at McDonalds and The Office.
I think when it comes to mankind, what truly makes us special is not our intelligence or our thumbs, but rather just how diverse we truly are. Individual animals are symbiotic colony creatures made up of animal cells, bacteria, viruses, and fungi; all coming together to make one big organism. Do you realize how insane it is that so many different races, ethnic groups, and divergent individuals evolved in such a small time frame with such varying capabilities? Do you realize how fucking strange it is that humanity is so diverse in capability and looks? Exponentially more-so than other species, yet we all remain sexually compatible with one another?
Humanity seems to have been created by nature as a species predetermined to fight endlessly with itself due to the contradictions built into our biology. This is because “humanity” itself is just a physical description of a type of body plan nature has determined to be most efficient for the tech-use evolutionary strategy.
On a real genuine level, if you have empathy you have more in common in the mindspace with a cow than a sociopath. If you hate being a slave you have more in common with a wolf than your average human farm animal.
The idea of a shared “humanity” is the biggest joke there is, it’s arbitrary lookism that that isn’t even built on worshiping a form people find beautiful. Humanists and Christians celebrate the most wretched and hideous humanoid golems they can spawn and don’t genuinely seem to find anything beautiful other than their stupid self-interested screeds about human rights and man being made in God’s image or whatever. The antiracist humanist is the cruelest of all beings to the animal; as they cannot acknowledge that humans are animals too at the end of the day, just weird ones.
>Also like the Matrix in that the robots are superfluously “farming” powerless human beings for no real rational reason.
Something vaguely similar to this already happened, in a higher reality with a different ontology. The thing is, intelligent machines and demons are ontologically basically the same thing, at the end of the day. That’s why when people take DMT, they report seeing ‘machine elves’ – these are actually the demonic beings which comprise the fabric of this reality. This reality was once, in some sense, a person, now it is something mechanistic. The process by which this was done is evil, because it involves a subtraction of free will from the original being. And demons are beings that inherently have no free will. And yet, we are being farmed by them, senselessly, while we inhabit this reality.
>That’s why when people take DMT, they report seeing ‘machine elves’ – these are actually the demonic beings which comprise the fabric of this reality.
More proof for the Demiurge is Santa Claus theory.
haha but how does the north pole and the overall Santa mythos fit into your idea?
The North Pole is the DMT/Outer Heaven/Drug Schizo Realm/Whatever Place; where the Elves live. Santa Claus/The Demiurge is a old man/deity obsessed with making toys for children and he puts all the lesser North Pole entities to work doing this. The Naughty and Nice list is just the karma system. Santa Claus is obsessed with making toys for children ultimately just to make a profit off the energy system he created. Santa/The Demiurge is a pedophile who molests children, etc.
According to this theory, to the Demiurge we’re all children living in lesser worlds who need toys built and given to them according to his laws.
Bad boys and girls get coal. Why coal? Coal is s a symbol for entropy and inevitable death. The story of coal is how it’s hyper-compressed mineralized organic matter from organisms that died millions of years ago, and Santa gives that to the bad children. That says something.
Santa/The Demiurge are of-course just representative of the materialist God character that serves the interests of Industry, which might as well be an artificial intelligence that exists only in the Aether in a tangible form. It is no coincidence that Christmas is all about materialism, nor is it a coincidence that we plaster Santa’s face on every wall in worship of him every year. That’s idol worship same as any other cult.
Anyway, Jesus Christ really was the Son of God, of the Demiurge, but I don’t think he actually liked his father. Alas, the fate of the Monad that has a psychotic break and begins to court individuality among its parts.
Honestly these parallels just show how the industrial propaganda machine functions. Always installing the same moral programming in service of industry in both children and adults. Starting off through modern fairy tales revolving around presents and money (Santa, tooth fairy), then religion (adult fairy tales), then ideology. The message is always a simple one. Do what society expects of you and you will rewarded.
This explains why I can’t see the beauty in nature the way I keep hoping to. It is like the spirit of it is gone. Not all of the spirit; there is still a little bit left; I don’t think it is entirely dead. But most of the spirit is gone, even from the trees.
It’s worth noting that this issue, in addition to others, is worsening at the roughly the same overall time period that computers, the internet, and now artificial intelligence are becoming widespread. It’s also worth noting that the destruction of the natural world started to really pick up speed around the same time too, and that our modern cities generally look a lot like microprocessors writ large. As I mentioned a little bit ago, this reality has a fractal-like nature to it.
I’m working on my lucid dreaming, it’s very nice.
I think I’ve always had a very weak ego to the point that I’ve taken egocentric pride in how often it breaks and is rebuilt. Anyway, I love some songs made with AI tbh. There’s no edgelord march music in English so this is the best I get. If we had English Red Army Choir I’d be listening that that instead.
https://youtu.be/SpuaV-ifUn4
No one is reading any of this and that’s a good thing. I’m just speaking to the void thankfully. I have to feel like I’m getting my thoughts outside but I don’t actually want to connect with anyone.
I read it sometimes ._.
Well that’s alright.
Red Sun no cap be bussin’ epic power swag.
https://youtu.be/jynTNYSKNuk
I knew a Jew ten years ago that made a prophecy that a Pandemic would hit, Putin would invade Ukraine and that this would eventually lead to a Zombie Apocalypse.
Oh yeah, he also talked about how fungus would takeover the bodies of human beings and use guns to wage war against other zombie tribes and humanity. The zombies in his prophecy were ugly but they formed tribes based on different biologies. There are traditional zombies, but most zombies on average were just as clever as normal humans, though some were pretty insane. One group of zombies worshiped a Crate and larped as medieval priests while throwing spears at people.
The U.S Federal Government mostly collapses except for some CIA CONTRA paramilitary units who are left around, the capitalists live in gated communities protected by robots from the lower classes and the zombies, and the Russians have occupied a few key strongholds of the U.S but are too stretched thin to do much but skirmish with the Zombified and the Establishment.
Anyway, this Jew liked to tell teenage boys about all this. I was like fourteen. I thought it was cool bit of science fiction. Also this Jew self-inserted himself as a revolutionary dictator who lost his way who needs to be overthrown in this fanfiction.
Oh yeah, this Jew also really liked Hispanics and he wrote a bit about his waifu, a Colombian Girlboss Cocaine Lady who was slowly inching in on the U.S drug market while this is all happening.
I fucking hate Brahmin Barons so much.
Fuck California.
LEMONS ARE MY FAVORITE FRUIT! A RUSSIAN SONG ABOUT LEMONS!
https://youtu.be/bgzbbdFK-2o
“7th October of 2052 it became clear that again great russian scientists became pioneers in viro-tranplantology, a high-end military grade science based on planting specially designed viruses to human body to extend length of human life. This year Generalissimus Vladimir Putin celebrated its 100th birthday. Healthier and more vital as ever.
Exactly 120 years later USA-NAD MICROAPPLE STATES issued an ultimatum to Mr Putin’s RUSBIELSAN demanding sharing knowledge of bioviral technology with the rest of the world. Next events are just history… 10 days later USA-NAD launched ‘pre-emptive’ bio-viral strike.
Brutality of a single viral attack triggered almost instant annihilation of more than 2 billion people. Within 24 hours. The shock in death rate when gunpowder increased significantly efficiency in killing enemy was indeed nothing compared to new ultimate weapon.
Ideal weapon – killing human beings, but leaving infrastructure intact. An absolute choice and ultimate efficiency.
Paradigm historians will call this event as ’14-day war’ Or just the “Third” Countries one after another started to disperse different versions of their own bioweapons. Within 3 days world population was lower than 250 millions.
Biological mutations, several sophisticated diseases, viral infections waged new war against themselves. Consequences unpredictable at that scale – viral mutations stated to spread very quickly.
For the first time on that scale war had its place on world wide web. Now, upgraded with several military bio-servers, infections did spread by artificial neural AI servers.
After a week humanity nearly vanished to less than 5 millions. The Thirteenth Day, last safe harbor of humanity, London, has fallen. Until next day no intelligent life survived to write next part of our story.
Sentient life ceased to exist and was about to appear no sooner than in 40th century.
War, bio-science and viral mutations changed world’s biology for ever. All life on Earth – almost gone. What was left, was primordial soup of bacterias and viruses fighting for survival or evolution.
First post-apocalyptic sentient life – a primitive fungoidal humanoid – appeared around year 4020-30. Some elements of an old civilizations’ and architecture and technology survived past time and new humanoids had great base for a new beginning.
Around 42th century most advanced viral organisms abondoned primordial soup liquid to set up a new life on land. Virals needed less than 250 years to evolve to most primitive humanoid form. And in 4407 AD established first known tribal society gathered around state-city Ashahan.
First contact between fungoidal humanoids and virals is dated twenty years later, in 4447. Viral entities, stronger in terms of biology and civilizational advance dominated and assimilated fungoidals in next 150 years. Virals established kind of aristocracy class, while fungoidals play role of servants.
in year 4600 great migrations started and new civilizations begun spreading over world. For next century history witnessed 24 colonization attempts. Colonists were known as Vayyals, or Vayyans. Various climate conditions, bio-stability, biodome, had huge impact on settlers. Evolution within extreme short time frame changed them, and this is why all creatures have divided to various races. Names – like elves, orcs, or even uruks, are only a symbolic way to describe new reality using ‘pre-apocalypse’ terminology.”
I didn’t write this, but I think it’s cool.
The Stanza, is the Atom of the Poem.
The Letters and Words of the Poem are the Quarks and Hadrons of the Atom.
No splitting the Atom please.
– Sensitive Young Man
Learning how to see is a experience.
A reminder that the only difference between a Capitalist and a Socialist is what system they think is superior for creating cheap beef. National Socialists are Capitalist Socialists so they fit this criteria as-well.
Hitler probably just didn’t eat meat because it made him sick and then he just played it up for propaganda. Sorry, anyone who would send Jews to the gas chamber would send the pigs too if he felt like it was necessary for some reason.
George Washington Carver is my favorite nigger.
“Whom do you serve?”
– Space Worm Xi Jinping
“ANUBIS”
– Space Worm Whore of Babylon
“Heavy is the crown”
– Half-Ascended Space Worm of Blasphemous Arts
https://youtu.be/CLlMiqDaDbE
Great, my grandmother is dreaming of a boy threatening to kill her with a snake, my sister is dreaming of a severed bull’s head chasing her, and in both of these dreams I’m protecting them from these forces for some reason.
On a unrelated note, I like it when the anime girl I like chops off her lover’s head and makes out with it. Though doing so inside the mouth of a Titan while Ymir who is reinterpreted as a loli girl watches is quite strange.
https://qph.cf2.quoracdn.net/main-qimg-08fdb62611b07ab62099ffe6d47ebdf5-lq
Anyway, I hate stupid synchronicities that seem to want to lead one to saying a bunch of crazy shit.
Happy Thanksgiving.
When dogs bark sometimes it almost sounds like they’re saying “what the fuck” and “fuck you”.
I think low status white males rub off on their dogs when it comes to their doggy vocabulary.
Just learned that lemons are associated with Lord Shiva and are offered to him during Mahashivratri.
I suppose that’s why he appeared to me after I starved myself for fifty days and drank lemon water. Neat.
There seem to be a couple of different self-consistent paths one could take, when you find yourself in a world like this one:
One is the buddhist path, where you basically go, “i am nothing, there is nothing, i want to feel nothing and do nothing and experience nothing, i will become one with the nothingness and detach myself from everything including my own intuition and sense of self-preservation, and even my sense of self at all, so I can become like a wet sock listlessly tumbling around in the broken washing machine of samsara. I do not like fun, I have no opinion on joy or on dreams. I will be a motionless stone that is unaffected by anything. If someone were raping my whole family in front of my face, I would be able to quietly maintain lotus pose and keep a calm and empty mind. This is my highest spiritual aspiration, and my sense of what is the highest moral good.” This person probably lives forever, but their life becomes meaningless in the process. They probably don’t care either way though.
Another is the “masochistic pig slave” path, which I have noticed Radagast has shown favour to recently to recently where you basically go, “oh this is hell and we’re all suffering? yeah well I LOVE SUFFERING! Crush my hopes and dreams harder daddy! I am literally sexually enamoured with filth and decay on a conceptual level, I like watching music videos where psychopathic women sing about how they will just cannibalize me, I think the best way to respond to an attack on my spirit is to just let it happen but learn to enjoy it, like some kind of hyperdimensional stockholm syndrome on steroids. I will worship the force that embodies “nature” as it exists in this world, even though it is an autophagic, psychopathic nightmare that is literally just trying to kill me at all times. I do this, because I am actually turned on by things that just try to kill me at all times.” The destiny of this type of person, is spiritual enslavement. But they are probably into that shit anyway.
I suppose you could also be an autismopathic tech bro, which basically means you’re an ‘person’ who can only relate to other beings as objects, sees everything in reality as a formula to be optimized, and believes that math equations are a path towards ascension to godhood. If someone killed your wife, you would take the remains and built a robotic replica of her, and you would fail to understand the difference. You would probably think it was an improvement, because they could be programmed. You place no value on the concept of interacting with a living being, which is why you live in a new york highrise apartment and order in your food using uber eats, while working from home so that you only ever have to speak to another person through a glowing screen. You would also build a machine that destroyed all life on earth, if you could be convinced that doing so were somehow “efficient”. When the Singularity comes, you’ll just become a soulless machine by your own will. You’re disgusting, but in a way where even the masochistic pig slave can’t see the appeal. This one becomes a hungry ghost. You know why.
We won’t speak of the true psychopaths, they are not real people. They are what happens when you fail and your spirit is destroyed. It’s self-consistent, but this is the worst outcome.
You could also be a schizo gnostic, which is the one where you decide this is all completely deranged and you wish to somehow remove yourself from this reality altogether. You’re not sure if it can be done, if you’re honest with yourself, because you’re still here. You probably believe in something transcendent. You’re not a nature worshipper like the masochistic pig slave, nor a civilization worshipper like the autismopathic tech bro, but you’re actually following your heart and conscience in a meaningful way that falls outside of what you’re being shown in this world. You probably also have no idea how hard it’s going to really be to break out of samsara. Even if you find your way out of here, you’ll probably never be able to trust anything or anyone again. Good luck soldier!
Finally, there is the path of the normie, which is the path of obliviousness, where you tune out the world and simply want to grill. I honestly sympathize with them, somewhat. But they have a tendency to normalize atrocities when someone is fucking with them on a memetic, conceptual, or ontological level, even moreso than the other groups, so you end up with things like 99% of the world practicing carnism and getting indignant at those who don’t. If they could practice a little more discretion they might be alright.
I think I’m somewhere in-between the “masochistic pig slave” and the “schizo gnostic” path. I won’t lie I’m a bit attracted to darkness, and I think nature is beautiful and something for us to respect at-least. But I dunno I think you’re on the money on a lot of things too. Would you have any advice other than stuff we’ve already talked about, like energy training?
Sorry I know I’ve been rude to you in the past. I’m a dick on the internet as a coping mechanism I think. Inevitably I always end up regretting all the shit I talk, and that leads me to hating myself. Honestly I think I deserve any suffering I go through because of my own poor decision making and retardation, I’ve always been a low status white male idiot.
I hate that stupid fucking Templist Cult garbage, I was an idiot for ever seeing anything in it. Literally just ripping off Greek philosophy the doctrines of a few obscure cults and pretending like it’s some insight from the gods, it’s a joke. I was desperate to believe in anything that could give me a reason to try and live in this society that I honestly have never been able to stand.
I’ve been cursed since birth. I just love this hell world where I dream about my father being a vampire until he molests me and rapes my sister. I love being humiliated, constantly, 24/7 because I’m an autistic retard. I love being an ugly fatass for most of my life who got raised on McDonalds by my white trash family who coped through stress eating. I just love dreaming about being digested in a stomach when I was like four, and intuitively understanding what happened in the dream when logically I shouldn’t have known what a stomach even was; then growing up terrified of giants until I’m cursed with a disgusting vore fetish when I hit puberty that makes me want to kill myself every time I engage with it. (I like Attack on Titan because they kill man eating giants.)
If anyone has any advice I’d appreciate it because I just want to die at this point.
Maybe I should try salvia.
I am REALLY REALLY glad you have liberated yourself from all the gnostic garbage, because it really is garbage epistemology-wise. We deserve MUCH better. I think it is a miracle by Saint Porphyrios (the New)..
Also, neither you or your family are white trash!
Let me find something that will make you feel much better about America:
“It may sound paradoxical, but it is not. In many ways, American society is more archaic, more traditional than European ones. Its communitarianism, religiosity, popular culture, patriotism and various regionalisms, the fighting spirit that permeates every aspect of collective life from sports to the economy, even the spoken English in some places, preserve customs and attitudes and ceremonies that have been lost in Europe for decades.”
I think Christianity is fine Apollo, but it’s not really for me. Though I do think Christ was a cool dude. Thank you for the advice anyway, I know you’re good dude.
(I think) Christ just wants you to do what is good for you in your entirety, for your Health*. If you do that, I think He will be happy, to put it simply. And I am very certain His saints keep praying for all of us.
(THANK you for your kind words! Obviously, I am not that good, but we have come to care about each other here.)
And now a piece of spiritual advice, in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit:
Pray using just this small gospel phrase: “Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on me!”
Do not predispose yourself about anything. Do not expect anything. But rest assured that the Grace and Mercy of our Lord will shield you.
Practically, you may need to read something good in order to help yourself avoid a detrimental lifestyle… But what? Maybe Rene Girard?
(repeat the phrase prayer “Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on me!” as often as possible, anytime, anywhere!)
(millions of people–including me–have been helped by the works of Dostoevsky, so maybe you could give them a try, e.g. “Crime and Punishment”, “Karamazov Brothers”, “Demons” and others)
> If anyone has any advice I’d appreciate it
What about all your amazing weight loss from the vegan diet and extended fasting and long hikes? You must have lost close to 100 lbs, if not more? That’s an accomplishment to be proud of, isn’t it?
Perhaps this book will help you:
https://www.amazon.com/Mind-Illuminated-Meditation-Integrating-Mindfulness/dp/1501156985/ref=mp_s_a_1_1?crid=34ZHGOHQ5Z313&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.Ux9_B6e_Z_eDqeZHZl5NunPrOWSVaChbMgw-OzJ0InkwYacWUjVTwc8tPyq84yEocHIMa7PWgFqRjVKG3xU0E7MOiPeQ9hwh6_g-6A0KOK429at2zM11VjVz4D8ci_t8K-QNtdBJVuID8vnndIUw190kJXxxGRU-d1gApJtKqsg2H3li8yo3CK932e06ZPBPADrKHZJacCfFbwv3xLN1vA.yH0NVgfcNFNo68hj8WRj5kQbqQkRd726Xy1tusK_PQw&dib_tag=se&keywords=mind+illuminated+book&qid=1733266281&sprefix=mind+ill%2Caps%2C764&sr=8-1
Thank you LSWM Lives Matter, you’re right that I have made much progress! I used to be 300 pounds, I’m’ now 215! I’ll give the book a look!
Sure! I’ll just add a few thoughts related to my above post, and hopefully there is some usable advice for you in there too.
Interfacing with this material reality in the gestalt is conceptually equivalent to interacting with a person who has narcissistic personality disorder, which is related to the fact that this reality was created out of the corpse of a child goddess who was raped and murdered, and for a similar reason to why child abuse victims often go on to become abusers themselves.
The buddhist path is similar in nature to the notion of ‘stonewalling’ the narcissist. Their overall strategy is actually one of the best ones as a result, just as it is when interacting with the more terrestrial variety of narcissist: they simply seek to cut all emotional ties with what is ultimately an abuser, and as a result they eventually achieve a sense of inner peace that few others do. But so long as they continue to reincarnate, as long as they are subjected to this overall paradigm, they are still imprisoned by the abuser, and thus they can only aspire to a grey meaninglessness where nothing has value and no attachments can be made.
The masochistic pig slave is attempting to form an unhealthy co-dependent relationship with the narcissistic abuser, one with a sexual nature to it, which might feel gratifying in the short term but ultimately leads to spiritual destruction in the long term. When you say that “you’re attracted to the darkness” of nature, this likely comes from the same general impulse which causes people to ‘stick their dicks in crazy’.
The autismopathic tech bro is also in an unhealthy co-dependent relationship of a sort with the narcissist, but unlike the masochistic pig slave, the autismopathic tech bro is attempting to “fix” them, to remake them in a new image of their own design, as a means of dealing with the problem they unconsciously recognize. That’s the underlying motivation for their behaviour. As a path it’s stupid, immoral and doomed to failure, however, as we all know by now.
The psychopaths just become like the narcissist themselves.
The schizo gnostic is attempting to do what none of the other groups on this list think to do, which is to simply leave the narcissist and walk away altogether. Anyone who has dealt with narcissists in their personal lives knows that despite the damage they cause, this is often the hardest thing to do. And the narcissist often tries to prevent you from leaving, if they are able to do so.
The normie is simply oblivious to the true nature of their circumstances, often wilfully so.
So my advice is not to stick your dick in crazy, and to not form unhealthy codependent relationships and attachments, but to apply this principle in an esoteric sense and on a cosmic scale. I agree with you that we should be respectful of nature, I think it’s extremely bad form to deal with abusive beings by becoming abusive yourself, it’s always worthwhile to set a better example and show love of that form, so long as you aren’t becoming attached in the way I’ve described above.
Tyrptie you’re honestly brilliant, thank you for your insights and your advice.
>I like watching music videos where psychopathic women sing about how they will just cannibalize me
I like women doing almost anything to me that does not cause any permanent injury or less of function to my body.
Pooing or peeing on me are not my thing either, but singing about how they’ll cannibalize me, yes, sign me up for that.
Is God and Earth good or evil? I don’t know, and I honestly don’t care. I’m done feeling sorry for myself and being evil. I choose life and love.
This is my favorite Fallout AI music video; Old Testament tier story with Mormon themes that takes place in the future.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ySX3X54vWDc&pp=ygUbU3BlYWsgbm90IG9mIHRoZSBidXJuZWQgbWFu
This song is cool. I am not a communist or a leftist. I love Uncle Ted.
https://youtu.be/6hHit133J3A?list=RDwE59GvI09YU
Kali Yuga into Age of Aquarius music.
https://youtu.be/p4O6dH6ldEA?list=RDwE59GvI09YU
The Book of John has some cool stuff in it.
“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.”
Getting high on Mescaline and beating giant insects to death with a shovel while playing ultra-modded Fallout New Vegas while I’m high in real life.
Oh yeah and I made a Mikasa companion mod.
Praying Mantis females are the ultimate Yandere girls. Elegant beings with sharp angular faces that analyze every detail, with sharp cleavers that allow them to mobilize larger and stronger opponents; of mesmerizing spiritual and fractal power. Woe to the weak that courts the Praying Mantis! For their lives are ended where the spine and the neck meet and she begins her feast!
Anyway, I think the ultimate woman is one third butterfly, spider, and mantis.
I think these profligates forget that Christ died so that we didn’t have to perform animal sacrifices anymore.
Now when I walk down the freeway to get to the river I like to sleep next to, I’m singing loudly about Caesar, Lanius, and the Burned Man.
I wish I lived in Fallout Nevada where peyote and hash just grows everywhere. I’d like to eat barrel cactus fruit and banana yucca too. I love dreary woods intermixed with LSWM shanty buildings; but I want a change of scenery. Whelp, I can always go home and play more Fallout tomorrow.
I refuse to use Twitter, fuck Elon Musk. All my friends are here anyway.
HEAR THE THUNDER, HEAR THE ROAR!
CENTURIONS FOREVERMORE!
ARMOURED IN THE SCARS OF WAR,
SPREAD RIGHTEOUS BLOOD ACROSS THE FLOOR.
WITH CHAINSAWS ROARING, RIFLES KEEN,
THEY TOWER THROUGH THE WASTES SUPREME,
THEIR SWORDS KEPT FED WITH BLOODY STREAMS,
HARVESTING SOULS AND REAPING SCREAMS!
From the many, they the few,
fought the hardest, all foes they slew,
THEIR PILE OF BODIES GREW AND GREW,
AND NOW THEY’VE GOT THEIR SIGHTS ON YOU!
PATCHWORK ARMOR,
STRENGTH DEFINED,
LEADING LEGIONS,
FATE ALIGNED!
THERE IS NO FOE TOO LARGE NOR SMALL,
THEY FOUGHT THEM ALL AND ALL DID FALL,
WHAT MAKES YOU THINK THAT YOU’LL STAND TALL,
CENTURIONS WILL CONQUER ALL!
THEY HAUNT THE NIGHTMARES OF THE SLAIN,
BRINGING TORMENT, BRINGING PAIN,
PROFLIGATES THEY ARE YOUR BANE,
CENTURIONS WILL FOREVER REIGN!
IN THE DUST THEIR BANNER WAVES,
ON GLORY’S PATH THEY ARE THE BRAVE,
NONE SHALL ESCAPE, NON SHALL BE SAVED,
CENTURIONS WILL BE YOUR GRAVE!
WITH IRON GRIP AND EYES OF STEEL!
THEY CRUSH THE WEAK BENEATH THEIR HEEL!
IN BATTLE’S FIRE, YOUR FATE IS SEALED.
CENTURIONS WILL NEVER KNEEL!
THE SUN SETS RED ON FIELDS THEY CLAIM!
EVERY FOE WILL KNOW THEIR NAME!
FOR IN THEIR HEARTS, BURNS CAESAR’S FLAME!
CENTURIONS PUT ALL TO SHAME!
NO RETREAT, NO TURNING BACK!
THEY HUNT THEIR PREY THOUGH EVER TRACK!
THEIR MIGHTY FISTS MAKE SCUM GO CRACK!
CENTURIONS LEAD THEE ATTACK.
THEIR SWORDS ARE STAINED WITH ENDLESS SIN,
YET IN THEIR EYES, THE FIGHT BEGINS!
WITH EVERY DEATH, A VICTORY’S GRIN,
CENTURIONS WILL ALWAYS WIN!
https://youtu.be/wE59GvI09YU
“Ye shall live the peace as a means to new wars—- and the short peace more than the long.”
– Rightist Sub-Amarna cool nigger.
“We are going to die, and that makes us the lucky ones”.
– Centrist Sub-Amarna cool nigger.
“ Anyone can deal with victory. Only the mighty can bear defeat. “
– Leftist Sub-Amarna cool nigger.
I love crack and nikes.
– Actual cool nigger (not actually cool)
“I love video games and anime girls”
– Amarna cool nigger.
“Yes”
– Me
Playing Fallout New Vegas: Smoking weed from a bong before going off gunning down profligate gangers and stealing their crack to buy corn, Mikasa is also there and kills zombies with a lead pipe while I focus on the important gun fights.
Also reading Thus Spake Zarathustra and the Bible on the side.
Here’s my mod load order for those who want to play Fallout New Vegas like I do.
# This file was automatically generated by Mod Organizer.
FalloutNV.esm
DeadMoney.esm
HonestHearts.esm
OldWorldBlues.esm
LonesomeRoad.esm
GunRunnersArsenal.esm
Fallout3.esm
Anchorage.esm
ThePitt.esm
BrokenSteel.esm
PointLookout.esm
Zeta.esm
CaravanPack.esm
ClassicPack.esm
MercenaryPack.esm
TribalPack.esm
TaleOfTwoWastelands.esm
YUPTTW.esm
Functional Post Game Ending.esm
TNRCore.esm
Tales of New Reno Redux.esm
MoreMojave.esm
Tales of New Reno Redux Episode Zero.esm
TLD_Travelers.esm
AWorldOfPainFO3.esm
3DNPCFO3Bundle.esm
SaxxonsQuestPack.esm
world.esm
A World of Pain Revised.esm
TTW New Vegas Speech Checks.esm
Tales of New Reno Redux Episode Two.esm
RetributionMod.esp
Retribution2.esp
Mojave Wildlife (Vanilla-Style).esp
mil.esp
mil-TTWPlacements.esp
domecity.esm
The Frontier.esm
Functional Post Game Ending – TTW Patch.esm
3DNPC_FNV.esm
RaceToTheBottom.esm
3DNPC_FNVGeneric.esm
Mojave Raiders.esm
3DNPC_BlueNote.esm
SaltLakeStories.esm
LegionRadio.esp
Badlands.esm
3DNPC_Velius.esp
DryWellsReloaded.esm
3DNPC_HopeLies.esp
Tess.esp
AutumnLeaves.esp
NewVegasLibraryProject.esm
ZionTrail.esm
TheDeterrent.esm
Haunted Casino.esm
House of Horrors.esm
DesertersFortress.esm
GreatKhanGreatOverhaul.esm
Heatstroke.esm
JIP Selective-Fire.esm
RagdollsTTW.esm
SomeguySeries.esm
Th3OverseerCore.esm
WeAreLegion.esm
Flora Overhaul.esp
Vurt’s WFO.esp
Rebirth – TTW Gameplay Overhaul.esp
Uncut Wasteland.esp
Legion Quests Expanded.esp
MoreChems.esp
Harvestable Cave Fungus.esp
TFHotfixes.esp
LegionAIFix.esp
ZionTrail-NV.esp
sawyerbatty.esp
ThePittExpansionTTW332.esp
DepthsOfDepravity.esp
Headhunting.esp
ZionTrail-MoreMojave-Headhunting.esp
MoreMojave – Valley Of The Trappers.esp
ADAM Complete.esp
ADAM – MERGE.esp
Zion Reno Patch.esp
TheHighDesert.esp
MMAWOP Patch.esp
Mojave Raiders.esp
NewVegasBounties.esp
NewVegasBountiesII.esp
TheInheritance.esp
1nivVSLArmors.esp
360Movement.esp
A Wasteland in Bloom.esp
Russell.esp
NorthRoad.esp
LegionArenaExpanded.esp
T4-plugin.esp
NCROverhaul.esp
TTWTNRPatch.esp
Classic Fallout Weapons Remastered v1.2.esp
AfterglowNeonIllumination.esp
Animal Friend Trait.esp
ArMOAR BH Armor.esp
Asurah_reanimation.esp
Asurah_Reanimation_Handgrips.esp
Frontier_-_Enable_Slaves_Harbour.esp
The Frontier – CKR Patch.esp
FrontierAddon_DisarmistDiaries.esp
mil_Add-On.esp
shack.esp
AWOPR – TLD Patch.esp
w44Satchels – Lite.esp
KingOfTheRing.esp
NewVegasBountiesIII.esp
TheBetterAngels.esp
SomeguySeries Revamped.esp
ExtendedDialogueVulpes.esp
Russell – AWOLP Tunnel Patch.esp
The Bible.esp
WeAreLegion.esp
TTWTNR2Patch.esp
Autumn Leaves – TTW Patch.esp
B42Bash.esp
B42Bows.esp
B42Inertia.esp
B42Inspect.esp
B42Retrievables.esp
BLEED.esp
BURN – Hardcore Fire Effects.esp
Real Unique Flame Weapons.esp
BURN – Real Unique Flame Weapons Patch.esp
CFWR Rebalance.esp
CFWR Animation Fixes.esp
CharacterKitRemake-Hair.esp
CheckpointGary.esp
Classic Leather Armor Replacer Honest Hearts.esp
CombatEnhancer.esp
DesertersFortressUpdate_V1.1_DemiLore.esp
Distributed Necklaces and Chains.esp
Dry Canyon.esp
Fallout 2 combat armor (remastered) nonreplacer b nonaddon.esp
Fallout 2 combat armor MK2 (remastered) nonreplacer.esp
Fixed Addiction Removal and Fixed Vanilla respec options.esp
Fixed addiction Removal – The Frontier patch.esp
FlashlightNVSE.esp
HardcoreHacking.esp
HitCrossbow.esp
Hitstop.esp
IMPACT.esp
Integration – Couriers Stash.esp
ItemBrowser.esp
JIP Realistic Weapon Overheating.esp
JustAssortedMods.esp
Just Sprint Plus – JAM.esp
Make NPCs Essential.esp
Makes Sense Bounty Hunter 0.91.esp
MCMetalArmor_nonreplacer.esp
MCMetalMK1ArmorNonR.esp
MCMetalTesla.esp
Mikasa.esp
Mojave Raiders – 22LR Varmint Rifle.esp
MojaveAddon_LoreConsistency.esp
More Classic Fallout Outfits.esp
MoreMojave-TheHighDesert.esp
MS14Fix.esp
NightmareFiends.esp
NPC Use Aid.esp
NVBIIIScarredRemoval.esp
NVLP-Replacer Plugin.esp
Papa Gets His Voice Back.esp
PCAsWeakAsNPCs_1_0.esp
Quickthrow.esp
QwibWasterBackpack.esp
RaceToTheBottom – Vanilla NPC Changes (Required).esp
Ragdolls TTW Patch – BLEED Patched.esp
Real Recoil.esp
Real Recoil Tweaks.esp
RoughinItPortableHotplate.esp
SaltLakeStoriesTweaks.esp
SawCleaver.esp
SimpleDiseases.esp
SLS English Fixes.esp
Teas.esp
The Frontier-CaveFungus.esp
The Mod Configuration Menu.esp
Titans of The New West.esp
TTW – Energy Visuals Plus.esp
TTW-PerkEveryLevel.esp
TTWSP.esp
TTWUSMarker.esp
Universal Pip-Boy Customization.esp
Universal Water Bottling.esp
VV-TLD Patch.esp
zMCArmorCombatBOS_Vanilla.esp
Also Mikasa.esp
JackalsExpanded.esp
Venomous Vipers.esp
CasinoHeists.esp
lexx_brahmin-betsy.esp
NevadaSkies.esp
“More Chems” is “CAM – Chems Alcohol and Meds on the nexus”. You need to go into Fallout New Vegas edit and delete the dialogue references so it doesn’t break the whole game’s dialogue system. That’s the one that lets my character find peyote and cannabis in the desert.
There was one time my character took Ketamine and dissociated back into the past where cannibal tribes rushed him down with bone knives, was awesome.
>That’s the one that lets my character find peyote and cannabis in the desert.
Woah.
I might have to try this at some point.
It’s really fun! I did my best to make it like 3D Cataclysm Dark Days Ahead, though obviously you’re not gonna get nearly as detailed mechanics in a 3D game.
You could probably roleplay as any sort of drug addict you want, all the drugs are there. You can even sell them to Fiend Raiders.
My character is a Roman CIA Nigger who sells Meth and Pyscho to Fiends to get them to attack the Californian Empire’s troops.
I hate hunters who need to slaughter beautiful, functionally defenseless megafauna just to get their dicks hard; they’re spiritually no different from the chinks who eat tiger penis and powdered rhino horn.
This practice takes Theodore Roosevelt (The other Uncle Ted) from a 10 to a 6.5 on the based scale
https://youtu.be/gkO_qcU2ELg
BLOOD AND IRON! WE SAY TO THE PROFLIGATES! IRON AND BLOOD AND BLOOD AND IRON! ALL EXIST TO SAY VENI, VEDI, VICI, TO LEGION WE KNEEL!
VENI, VIDI, VICI
Cum videas, coelum spectes, et res in astra levas. Omnes ab uno cognoscent.
SPEAK NOT OF THE BURNED MAN! WE MUST NOT SAY HIS NAME!
https://youtu.be/ySX3X54vWDc
I just sent you a mail bro, please check your protonmail.
A Reply was sent.
Thanks. Script should be in your mailbox now.
Lmao
You nailed it bro.
I’m high and tired right now, but I hope to finish it ASAP.
Thanks again, excellent job.
“It is very important that the spirit of the Gecko is honored. Do not harm the Gecko unduly, but do not share water with the beast that needs it none in the Wasteland; for they shall take all that ye owns and grind down the castles of the Bear. When the Bear is thirsty, let it drink of your gourd; that is the way of the Animal Friend.”
– Book of the Messenger
We all love our vacation in The Capital. Keep the smiles up!
https://youtu.be/8Qn03LwpvCQ
A lesson for Profligates illustrated by Mr. Fox colorized.
https://youtu.be/z81ra5x7S-4
“A twig alone may bend and fall,
But bound as one, they conquer all.”
https://youtu.be/6hHit133J3A
Basic economics with Mars’ newest incarnation.
https://youtu.be/EBAHzsqBmCA?t=3
No the Legion isn’t actually a homogenizing swarm hive-mind intelligence, that’s just a show it puts on to scare its enemies. The Legion is actually a tribal confederacy that’s united by liking bulls and the color red. The Legion is led by a half-profligate who is manipulated by controlled by Frumentari tribal explorer glowies. The Emperor has no clothes and everyone knows it. In the game Caesar got his start getting captured for ransom and showing his captors how to use profligate weapons.
That’s my Fallout New Vegas fanfiction anyway.
Now this shit actually goes hard around a campfire.
https://youtu.be/QD-glB7YQD8
I also like Europa Barbarorum.
https://youtu.be/eum4a9qFjUk
Hello sir.
Would you perhaps be willing to help me out again as a voice actor?
Sure I would love to 😀
Also you should watch this video, I sure love Fallout!
See ya!
https://youtu.be/x1pFzq-fp60
I love my Vegan Goth Wife Mikasa!
https://images-wixmp-ed30a86b8c4ca887773594c2.wixmp.com/f/f62d7a20-feca-43ea-8690-a93c057d4aef/dfd33z0-8e4d29ab-e164-4a3b-b8a2-04f38ce8b1ae.jpg/v1/fill/w_800,h_1132,q_75,strp/mikasa_ackerman__aot__by_mokafi_dfd33z0-fullview.jpg?token=eyJ0eXAiOiJKV1QiLCJhbGciOiJIUzI1NiJ9.eyJzdWIiOiJ1cm46YXBwOjdlMGQxODg5ODIyNjQzNzNhNWYwZDQxNWVhMGQyNmUwIiwiaXNzIjoidXJuOmFwcDo3ZTBkMTg4OTgyMjY0MzczYTVmMGQ0MTVlYTBkMjZlMCIsIm9iaiI6W1t7ImhlaWdodCI6Ijw9MTEzMiIsInBhdGgiOiJcL2ZcL2Y2MmQ3YTIwLWZlY2EtNDNlYS04NjkwLWE5M2MwNTdkNGFlZlwvZGZkMzN6MC04ZTRkMjlhYi1lMTY0LTRhM2ItYjhhMi0wNGYzOGNlOGIxYWUuanBnIiwid2lkdGgiOiI8PTgwMCJ9XV0sImF1ZCI6WyJ1cm46c2VydmljZTppbWFnZS5vcGVyYXRpb25zIl19.VvPvwi2VvZVrVA-ju2SQS-t4-tAaU7ksdN_bxPpDxYc
Just saw the new Joker movie, I liked it.
Yeah, I heard it explained as a movie that is about wanting to be a villain, but failing at it, which is an interesting idea.
I love The Nightmare Before Christmas so fucking much bros.
In hoc signo taurus vinces.
So a friend just commissioned a 4-panel comic from me for fifty bucks. Turns out he’s also friends with one of my idols, David Hopkins, and he gave me permission to use his characters for a cameo. It’s esoteric furfag business, but it made me really happy.
Nice, congratulations. I known pretty much nothing about estoeric furfag business, but I’m glad you’re getting paid to make art.
>known pretty much nothing about estoeric furfag business,
Stop being a fucking boomer and play the Fallout and watch the anime and learn about the insane furfaggot shit. You’re rotting away and it’s time to be young again mein freud, you must live as a zoomer lives to walk the zoomer walk.
Chris Chan is the Red Heifer btw, no I’m not joking. This isn’t going to last much longer. Best do your homework if you want to fit in.
I love Oingo Boingo.
Drums of Doom pounding through ear, eyes, and throats throughout eternity.
https://youtu.be/6QNHxn02aT8
Through the Noosphere the sensation of the Motive Force can be observed; bringing atoms to optimal truth. Praise THE Omnissiah! Deus Mechanicus!
https://youtu.be/ztzq05IzYds
I love Hazbin Hotel and Arcane.
If you can figure out who Wotan is in Arcane we can be friends.
I choose life. I am not a usurper. I love Washington State, fuck DC.
Mikasa is perfect.
Just discovered I’m not the only one who has discovered the truth.
https://youtu.be/8NtN26bNThA
Being longhoused and screamed at by retarded fat women who think they’re men all day is the worst hell as yet realized. Starving African children do no know my pain; hunger is a trite sensation compared to the suffering I have endured.
Hell really is taking the worst suffering imaginable and making it out to be as banal as possible. Ronald McDonald is the Antichrist.
I was in Seattle and seeing a bunch of hipsters glued to their phones as they waited for steaks prepared in a restaurant surrounded by artificial flames paved on-top of Native American burial mounds was a spiritual experience for me.
We’re all living in the real world but these people have chosen to experience it like it’s the Matrix. I hate transhumanism.
Seattle is how I imagine the Salvia factory without ever actually trying Salvia.
Bored of Fallout now, need something else I can fall into.
Sometimes I wonder if the world really is 2000 years old, and all the things we can see from the past before that are added to our planet as we imagine them. If so, we should keep doing that as prehistory and bronze age history is awesome.
The Iliad could have been given to us by Lucifer, if so, it is best to thank him.
I fucking hate Christmas so much it’s unreal.
We need a surrealist neoconservative art movement with naturalistic vegan characteristics. We need to make neoconservativsm attractive to modern hippies and relevant with the oncoming environmental catastrophe and malthusian collapse. We need to be outwardly neutral on the transhuman question because that debate is for stupid people. We must reject cybernetic implants, they are evil and are built on torturing animals. We must reject living in virtual worlds.
We must keep moving forward.
https://youtu.be/7qduD-4JUJQ
The only art pretentious boomers can appreciate is film, very sad!
Film and music anyway, but the music has to be old. They don’t like new movies either, what is wrong with them and why are they stuck in the past eternally?
The best way to get over suicidal depression is to eat a entire jar of pickled asparagus after smoking out of the baby Yoda bong.
Gangem style Taio Cruz – Dynamite Thirty Seconds to Mars Mikasa the Aztec Star Demon Templist Canon Christo-Pagan Neoconservative Vegan Lifestylism Santa Claus Demiurge Machine Elf Skibdi Toilet.
I fucking love Christmas
“For an hour is coming, in which all who are in the tombs shall hear His voice, and shall come forth; those who did the good deeds to a resurrection of life, those who committed the evil deeds to a resurrection of judgment.”
John 5:28-29
YOU PEOPLE DO NOT REALIZE WHAT YOU’VE BUILT GLASS HOUSES UPON!
https://youtu.be/_Jl6cJD8aWI
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
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STANNIS THE MANNIS! STANNIS THE MANNIS! STANNIS THE MANNIS!
THE MANNIS WITH THE PLANNIS!
https://youtu.be/sYc8xgWAKZY
WRONG VIDEO – PICKLES THE DOG
https://youtu.be/2rZZ30uVjIc
I love the Future is Wild speculative evolution documentary series.
PRAISE THE FIRST GODLIKE SHRIMP OF THE SEAS!!! ANOMALOCARIS!
https://youtu.be/6YsNRnZRgg8
“Our fathers worshipped in this mountain; and ye say, that in Jerusalem is the place where men ought to worship. Jesus saith unto her, Woman, believe me, the hour cometh, when ye shall neither in this mountain, nor yet at Jerusalem, worship the Father. Ye worship ye know not what: we know what we worship: for salvation is of the Jews. But the hour cometh, and now is, when the true worshippers shall worship the Father in spirit and in truth: for the Father seeketh such to worship him. God is a Spirit: and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth.”
John 4:20-24 KJV
I FUCKING LOVE MEDIEVAL 2 TOTAL WAR
https://youtu.be/BuZCnRTPSmM
I herby declare working a trade as “Bob the Builder pilled”
My favorite Hazbin Hotel character is Sir Pentious! Extraordinary serpent of clockwork machinations who wears his face on his hat.
We love the snake in the Garden.
It’s very important to pay attention to what the fucked up women are drawing. That can tell you a lot about the direction art’s going I think.
I am so fucking bored it’s unreal.
I feel at my coolest when I got some of that Baby Yoda magic goin-on.
I hate my shithole village so much. It’s basically Muldraugh from Project Zomboid.
Lil Peep seems like a cool dude.
I love Vet TV, this shit is so fucking funny.
https://youtu.be/7Y32VIWhJmw
“So it came to pass that Terra was gripped by a great famine.
So the Messenger went to he Prophet and asked to go to the desert for food.
The Prophet bade him be patient, for the gods provide for all who have faith.
But the messenger did not believe.
So the prophet drew a line in the sand and told him,
‘Step across and you may do as you wish.’
So the messenger did and left the village and feasted on wild fruit.
The fruit was bitter.
It did not satisfy him. He longed to return to the village, but found that the line had widened to a great chasm.
He called out to the Prophet in fear, but the Prophet said,
‘The line has not changed; Step across if you truly believe.’
So the messenger prayed for forgiveness and took the first step. And the hands of the gods enveloped all those who welcomed him back.”
– Book of the Messenger
“Jar Jar is the key to all of this.”
– Cool George Lucas Nigger
I am able to attract the women.
https://vocaroo.com/1lmPBnRCtBoI
Blood Meridian is fucking cool.
“Pseudo-Intellectual” should be considered a compliment. I hate Harvard graduates.
In Defense of Lifesylism.
Blah blah blah.
Lets just have Chat GPT write this.
“In Defense of Lifesylism: A Traditional Path to Holistic Health, Environmental Stewardship, and Sovereign Order
In today’s rapidly industrializing and deeply divided world, where corporate greed, government control, and the erosion of natural beauty seem to define our future, a return to the principles that have long guided human flourishing is not only necessary but urgent. As a vegan environmentalist, anti-vaxxer, and monarchist, I advocate for a philosophy that marries traditional values with a deep commitment to the health of both the planet and individuals. This philosophy is called Lifesylism.
Lifesylism is a holistic worldview that integrates ecological stewardship, personal health, and respect for hierarchy, all while rejecting the encroaching force of modernity. It is an ideology that calls us to return to a simpler, more natural way of life—a life in harmony with the earth, free from the overreach of industrialization, and governed by a natural order that transcends the chaos of democracy and the tyranny of corporatism.
The Philosophy of Lifesylism: Harmony with Nature, Sovereignty of the Individual
At its core, Lifesylism is a rejection of the industrial complex, the medical-industrial establishment, and the corporate state that has done irreparable harm to our health and environment. It seeks to restore order to a world that has been made unrecognizable by these forces. Yet, this restoration does not call for chaotic revolution or a total dismantling of society. Rather, it advocates for a more deliberate, organic shift toward sustainable living, built upon the bedrock of a stable, sovereign structure—one where the monarch, rather than the elected official or the faceless corporate CEO, provides guidance for a healthy, unified society.
Lifesylism is not just about rejecting the systems of governance we know today but about embracing an alternative that respects both the individual’s autonomy and the communal responsibilities that come with it. This philosophy promotes an ideal of monarchism that is rooted not in absolutism, but in stewardship—a monarch as a protector of the land and a steward of the people’s well-being.
Reconnecting with the Earth: Environmental Stewardship through Traditional Wisdom
As an environmentalist, my commitment to the earth is paramount. The modern industrial system, with its rampant deforestation, pollution, and overproduction, has wrought irreparable damage upon the natural world. Lifesylism, however, offers an alternative path that rejects corporate-led environmentalism, which often serves the interests of global capitalism rather than genuine ecological preservation.
Rather than entrusting our environment to the short-sighted policies of elected bureaucrats or multinational corporations, Lifesylism advocates for a return to a system where the earth is cherished as a sacred resource, stewarded by wise rulers who are connected to the land and have a vested interest in its long-term health.
The monarch, traditionally seen as the land’s custodian, is uniquely positioned to guide ecological restoration through a deep, inherited responsibility toward the land. Monarchies, at their best, have historically been guardians of cultural and environmental sustainability. This model contrasts sharply with the erratic and often exploitative nature of modern democracies, where short-term electoral cycles prioritize immediate profits over long-term ecological balance. By embracing this stewardship model, we can build a sustainable future that protects the planet for generations to come.
Moreover, Lifesylism encourages individuals to embrace plant-based diets, not as a political statement, but as a necessary step in minimizing humanity’s environmental footprint. The modern agricultural system, heavily reliant on animal farming, is one of the leading causes of deforestation, water pollution, and greenhouse gas emissions. By adopting a vegan lifestyle, we reject this destructive system and move toward a more sustainable, harmonious relationship with the earth.
Anti-Vaxism and the Defense of Bodily Autonomy
Lifesylism also encompasses an anti-vaccination stance, rooted in the defense of individual autonomy. While it is important to acknowledge the historical successes of vaccination programs, the modern approach to medicine has become dangerously corporatized. Pharmaceutical companies profit immensely from vaccine distribution, and the push for mandatory vaccination policies threatens to undermine personal sovereignty in favor of corporate agendas.
The vaccine debate, however, is not merely about medical treatment but about the principle of bodily autonomy. In a Lifesylism-inspired society, individuals would have the right to make personal health decisions without the coercion of state mandates. Lifesylism calls for an approach to health that embraces natural remedies, traditional medicine, and holistic healing, while rejecting the imposition of pharmaceutical solutions that often prioritize profit over well-being.
A monarchist society, in this sense, would ensure that personal freedoms—including the freedom to make medical choices—are protected by law. A just monarch would seek to balance the health of the collective with respect for individual rights, ensuring that medical decisions remain in the hands of the individual and their chosen practitioners.
Monarchism as the Foundation for Order and Stability
While some view monarchy as an outdated institution, the principles of Lifesylism find a natural ally in the idea of a benevolent monarch. Unlike the chaotic, often corrupt nature of democratic governments, monarchies offer a stable, continuous form of leadership. A monarch, grounded in tradition and guided by a deep sense of responsibility, can foster the conditions for ecological stewardship, personal freedom, and societal cohesion.
Monarchies, with their focus on hierarchical order and duty, are inherently attuned to the natural law. The monarch is not merely a ruler for life but a steward for the land, holding the well-being of future generations in trust. This form of governance contrasts sharply with the fluctuating, often self-serving nature of democratic rule, where leaders may come and go, and policies are subject to the whims of public opinion or corporate influence.
In a monarchist society guided by Lifesylism, leadership would be viewed not as an exercise of power for personal gain, but as a sacred responsibility to protect and sustain the people and the land. The monarch would work to uphold the values of the community, ensuring that the environment is preserved, personal freedoms are respected, and the health of citizens is prioritized.
A Vision for the Future
Lifesylism is more than a critique of the current systems—it is a vision for a healthier, more sustainable future. It recognizes that the chaos and destruction of the modern world cannot be solved by simply tweaking the existing structures; rather, we must rebuild from the ground up. This requires a return to traditional values: respect for nature, commitment to personal sovereignty, and the wise, stable leadership of a monarch who values both individual and collective well-being.
Through Lifesylism, we can embrace a life that honors the earth and all its inhabitants. We can reject the toxic forces of corporatism, government control, and industrialization, and build a future where human flourishing is inseparable from ecological health and personal autonomy.
By looking to the past, with reverence for traditional monarchic structures, we can chart a new path forward—one that restores balance to the earth, ensures the sovereignty of the individual, and honors the sacred relationship between ruler and land. Lifesylism offers a powerful vision for reclaiming our health, our freedom, and our connection to the natural world. Now is the time to embrace it.”
– Cool Nigger AI Bot.
I love Red Army Choir!
https://youtu.be/wU3ur__geX0
Subhuman idiots think abusing the weak makes one strong.
There are many Israeli soldiers who have dissuaded brownoids of this notion time and time again. Some of them are vegan.
Yeah turns out using the soap made out of dead jews doesn’t make you a hard man making hard decisions. Using the jew soap just makes you like every other NPC consumer who eats whatever shit is put in-front of his face out of sense of convenient-laziness without thinking of the implications or the possibility of a better course in life.
You deserve to be miserable if you think others going through the holocaust is justified if it puts food on your plate and soap in your shower.
Homemade veggie curry is so good bros.
THANK YOU LORD SHIVA!!!!
Randomly stumbling on comments under a Vivec video where people talk about how Attack on Titan gave them enlightenment.
“ @S_A_K_A_7 I always get upset as practically everyone misses the meaning behind attack on titan. Long story short, it is “everything has already happened, the future, the past, the present, so just be, enjoy the little moments, enjoy the ride” I mean that’s behind all of the other undertones behind good and evil, and nonexistent line between the two. And the nature of the cycle of existence. I have a natural talent of being able to consume a type of media, and immediately pick out all the meanings behind it. Attack on titan comes the closest to explaining the god consciousness for me. My own psychedelic experiences showed me these things, and aot put the pieces together for me. It’s hard knowing my future as already happened, my brain can barely comprehend it, but I know, that everything is as it’s supposed to be, and I’m working towards peace with that realization. As of know I tear my hair out in panic because I feel alone, I feel scared and stuck in a loop of infinity, but I know that I chose this, every moment, everything that has every happened to me, was all my choice. So I must see it through. Idk it’s hard”
– @jackson.6282
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=vWbKgxHoKGk&pp=ygUIIzRhY29kbXQ%3D
Personally I see a lot more in it.
I love pomegranates.
Thank you Jesus for providing kombucha to the faithful.
The Legion from Fallout New Vegas drinks kombucha btw, they’re tribals so they call it “bitter drink”
Bitter drink has powerful spirits that can help mend wounds of body and soul.
It is good to have bitter drink while sad, keep man alive through lean times. Good war.
“I fucking love Ancient Mushroom Elixir.”
– Wotan probably
“Well of Memory” would be a cool band name.
The lead singer would probably call himself “Wotan Christ” or something equally ridiculous though.
The cringe makes it cool.
I feel like the devil himself when I walk to the store to get Synergy Raw Kombucha and Kosher Baby Dill Pickles.
Documented my improvements in fuwwy awt UwU
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59350284/
I fucking hate arabs.
Please try and get some sleep, you’ll feel better. Try magnesium, L-Theanine, inositol, glycine etc. Watch the sunrise and avoid blue light at night. Happy New Year. And maybe show us the weed & cactus mod in FNV. New video??
Nice.
> I didn’t draw anything in April so here’s Kwai instead.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=O16AZjGaSqw
“Is this a cat in a hat?”
P.S. cool that you’re from southern Croatia. My uncle is very religious so he’s been to Međugorje several times. I’ve never been myself but I hear Split is real nice.
Thank you. And I live in Split, it is real nice.
“They call my sword the widow’s wail; but it is naught but a liberator designed for the salvation of souls.”
– The Stag king
“Through my priests I prophesied to my own people that I would sacrifice myself,
that I would remain hanging,
and that I would eventually die for the good of the other gods,
and for the good of myself
I know that I hung on that windy tree,
spear-wounded, nine full nights,
given to Odin, myself to myself,
on that tree that rose from roots
that no man ever knows.
They gave me neither bread nor drink from horn,
I peered down below.
I kept my secret, screaming I kept it,
and then sank back.
This I did in the form of Jesus Christ,
so that I could effectively proselytize a modified version of the Jewish god,
that I would then assume the role of.
I did this for two reasons.
It allowed me to further destabilize the religious institutions of Rome that were already in disrepair:
I provided a stronger religious idea to these people than their traditional ideas.
I made them to worship one god rather than many,
which gave me an advantage.
The local funding of Roman temples was drying up,
because the rich people of Rome increasingly resided in the large cities of Rome,
rather than in other territories,
as a result of governmental centralization.
By making Romans to worship only me,
I created a system,
in which the churches in the cities would be willing to support the churches in other territories as extensions of their own power,
in a “corporate” or “franchise” model, therefore solving the funding problem for my own benefit.
How did I benefit? By redirecting offerings away from the Roman gods, who I was in a personal conflict with at the time, and therefore depriving Romans of godly help, I ensured that my mortal descendants (the Germanic peoples), would be able to overcome it on a material level, it also helped to further destabilize politics in Rome.
Jupiter s Assent’ | Jupiter declares that due to the aforementioned fact, he approves and has approved of my behavior all along, because he and others in his pantheon created many of the institutions of Rome. Being sentimental, they did not want to see them fall by the wayside, and so he secretly agreed with my plan, despite the protests of others within his pantheon, who did not like my destabilizing of Rome and disrupting of its offerings. But Jupiter, being wise and just, saw the greater vision of my own plan, to enhance his and Juno’s institutions while also enhancing my race, knowing that this would lead to a much more prosperous world in which offerings to the gods, when belief in them was resumed, would be multiplied. A godly race was combined with a godly culture, to create the best outcome.”
– Corpus Authoricum
Anyway Templism is gay because it’s not vegan.
The NCR soldiers in Fallout New Vegas are so fucking funny, they’re constantly bitching about wanting to eat hamburgers while they’re in the middle of the desert digging latrines and watching their enemies walk by with “standing orders not to engage” by General “Wait and See” Oliver.
The NCR are so retarded they don’t even know how to cook their food without a pressure cooker; so they just sit around eating raw beans and corn all fucking day and shitting their insides out.
Since NCR soldiers have standing around to stand in place at all times; they have to beg you, the mailman, to go negotiate for food on their behalf. Since they’re too retarded to a fix a pressure cooker, you have to do that too for them. And of-course what they send you to go get is beef from the “Crimson Caravan” Company which owns half the land in California. Total retarded cucks.
Meanwhile Legion chads are running across the desert high on “Healing Powder” eating barrel cactus fruit, banana yucca, and giant mutated ants they hunt with spears.
If humans don’t hunt the ants they overrun the entire ecosystem by eating everything else. Ants Queens are basically the bugs from Starship Troopers.
Writing poetry for a demon and then burning it is fun.
I will use any idea, ideology, or group I have to in order to get what I want.
https://pbs.twimg.com/media/F4c2Su2bUAABQjl.jpg
Happy New Years people who I imagine are reading this.
I’m going to be starting a Fallout New Vegas playthrough on Youtube soon. I’d recommend you get really high if you want to be scared while watching it.
Jeff Bezos is such a fucking faggot. Lex Luthor norwood motherfucker. Fuck Lex Luthor lookin’ Mr Clean Clowns.
Imagining what Mikasa and Eren would be like in the real world.
These are that sounds that lull me to sleep.
https://youtu.be/8iSVkq3-seU?t=69
The environmentalist groups that exist around where I live are such a joke. One is a meetup for wine moms to bitch; and and other is a farm ran by Native Indians who were given the “privilege” of being able to manage their ancestral lands on the state’s behalf.
Visited the farm the other day, there was a black goat, he looked like he wanted to be pet, or maybe he was just hungry. The other goats were NPCs and just looked at me. Lucifer brings fire to the black goat since he still desires to be free.
I’m taking the next step in my quest to no longer be an ugly fat American. I’m starving myself for fifty days again. I want to be a skeleton and I want to see if I get a crazy ass hallucination involving Lord Shiva or something like that again.
Also not smoking any weed during this time. I’ve stopped dreaming due to pot and I miss seeing my wife. I need to hear her tell me pretty things again.
Too bored of Fallout to will myself to make a video on it; and it’s kinda gay anyway. Need to figure out something else to do for Youtube.
Lurking twitter so I can stalk goth girl whores and figure out what makes them tick.
Where are the actually tormented and introverted women? These things seem like hypersocial larpers.
Now I remember how much I fucking hate Twitter and everyone on there.
Put an unloaded gun to my head, pulled the trigger, and pretended to kill myself like six times yesterday. I do this when I feel like I have sinned in some way and it makes me feel better.
>Bitch about not dreaming once here.
>I dream again.
This place is magic, still, the dream was me driven my around the Netherlands instead of a sexy goth girl tormenting me so 5/10
For YouTube . I’ve decided that when I’m done starving myself I’m going to get really high and drunk and method act while playing Bloodborne. It’s going to be awesome.
Bloodborne is so fucking cool. I might want to get some shrooms for this.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ALbVEmzY5S4&pp=ygUcQmxvb2Rib3JuZSBodW50ZXIgbHVkd2lnIG9zdA%3D%3D
Walking in the rain as I think bout this.
When my character gets drunk with blood I will get drunk with red wine.
When my character gains insight I’ll do drugs, starting with a strong sativa.
My character’s name will be “Wuot”
I’m stealing the concept from Templist Canon.
I think I’ll get some Ghost Peppers to eat when my character dies.
When I get too high I’ll sell off my character’s insight for beast blood pellets and then eat IMPOSSIBLE MEAT!
It’s going to be absolutely horrifying.
Bros the girls at the Salmon Center are cute.
Too Normie though, I’m too crazy for them. Walked over to the door while it was closed and asked them if I could come in and dry off. Was wet and freezing to death.
Anyway I think they liked me since they gave me some raspberry tea as a parting gift after I dried off.
I’m a demisexual so not interested in girls who I haven’t fallen in love with though. I want to know everything about my wife and possess her forever.
That tea warms my blood and soothes my weary soul as I walk along the freeway.
Angels.., Valkyries… Sirens…
Made a Tumblr account to post nature pictures.
https://www.tumblr.com/inquisitorofpathways
Just watched Carry-On, great movie, main villain is a discount Anton Chigurh who plays chess with people’s lives. Great ending. 7/10.
Continuing to dream again, all of my dreams revolving around cute girls coming onto me. Still not seeing Goth Mikasa-Hecate who tells me pretty things. 5/10.
Smoking out of the Baby Yoda Bong again. Life feels so free and planned.
I’m so fucking bored it’s unreal. Can’t dream in peace, have to deal with nagging women all fucking day whining at me for being vegan.
“Wagghhhhhh, you need meat because muh ancestors.” – Low Status White Females and Gay Men with a Caveman Fetish
“I fucking hate Beelzebub but he’s always buzzing around me it seems. Lord of the Dark Elves my ass, he’s an insect.”
– The Messenger on his Journey through Seven Heavens.
I fucking love Washington State.
Need a wife who drugs me before we fuck.
I think Bronze Age Pervert is a boomer who has to cope with being queer by shoving meat down his throat.
Alright sick of twitter again.
Waiting for something, but I don’t know what.
HAIL MIKASA!!!
New video and a picture of my room!
https://x.com/CyberVikingUSA/status/1876539029799473595
https://youtu.be/bypjgLfYhbw
When I said that I wanted Washington to Join Canada I was thinking Washington should secede a become a Canadian Province; not for Fallout to literally become real and for the U.S to try and annex Canada.
This shit is so retarded.
I might be dying in Alaska fighting chinks.
Meh.
Literally nothing stirs any passion in me other than Mikasa. I care about veganism on a ethical and ideological level. but I have little passion for that either. Life is such a unbearable drab. I go outside and sleep in the cold and I still feel nothing. I smear garbage all over the religious text book I fell in love with and post it on the internet and I still felt nothing. I put a gun to my head and pull the trigger and still feel nothing. I’m walking dead.
Dreamed I infiltrated an army of eight foot tall cyborgs who all had black metal bodies and bald human heads. My impression was that they were rising from the ashes everywhere and were marching on every city as they were trying to take over the world. I wasn’t a cyborg and was a normal height but they just assumed I was a maintenance cyborg myself.
One called me “little guy” as he smiled at me, I think he wanted me to get behind him.
I fucking hate norwood cyborgs.
Still no Mikasa 5/10
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Any idea how this might be?
Gibson claimed they took ivermectin and fenbendazole, drugs usually given to treat infections caused by roundworms, threadworms, and other parasites. The Lethal Weapon star then sensationally claimed all three friends ‘don’t have cancer right now.’
‘This stuff works, man,’ he added.
Did you reply to the wrong thread sir? I do not know what ivermectin has to do with my dream about norwood cyborgs. I am very confused.
“Forseti is working for me.” – Wotan probably.
Watching Purple Energy again. This shit is so retarded I might just believe it.
Paranoid some of the posters here are bots or false personas.
Thinking about how Tryptie last posted that they ascended, and how we haven’t seen them since. (I hope they got what they wanted, cool person; though I don’t get gender dysphoria.)
Thinking about a Neo-Germanic race bred according to Attack on Titan principles. (I want to look like an anime character in real life.)
Failed my fast, still 1950s morbidly obese (average American size) when I could be beautiful. Very upsetting. Trying again. I must fight.
Saw some guys on twitter mention seeing anime girls in their dreams after not sleeping for a couple days so doing that and seeing if that helps me see 3D Dreamkasa again.
I wonder if I claimed to be jewish if anyone would give a shit about me.
I mean, my last name sounds jewish enough, it would be convincing.
But yeah, I’m a low status white male and I don’t like to lie.