What lurks beneath the soil

There’s a dark force sequestered in the ground. There’s something there that just hates, that wants to terrorize and destroy. The natural world is like a thin layer of protection against it. It is as if God is stuck with a zero sum game. To produce goodness, truth and beauty, he has to leave the opposite side of the coin, his wrath, somewhere else.

It’s not hard to see for someone like me, who has a habit of wandering around in the forest, high on a cocktail of mescaline and psilocybin. The trees will smile at you and wave their arms, they seem friendly, but it is as if they hide something. It is as if they too can have possession taken of them by this dark force, particularly at night. Or perhaps they are ashamed of setting free this dark force, whenever we hurt them.

You liberate this force whenever you hurt animals or other people. You set it free when you disturb the soil, when you dig up fossil fuels or precious minerals. And a lot of it has already been set free. You turn yourself into a magnet for this force, whenever your brain is running on dopamine. It will lead you to make the most destructive possible decision.

Politicians and other elites feel on top of the world, they often take some stimulants to feel even more on top of the world, so what you see is that they make terrible decisions. A lot of low status white males are convinced they’re just trying to kill everyone. You think to yourself: “Nobody can be that stupid, if I can see it, they can see it!”

I think there’s a subtle part you’re missing: They think they’re doing good, but there’s this inhuman hateful force, that plays their brain like a piano whenever they feel successful and dominant. If you take too much cocaine, you’ll start to see and hear demons. If you mix it with psychedelics, you’ll injure yourself. What if you’re not high on cocaine, but just feel on top of the world thanks to your job? Those same demons are still there, but now they’re busy pressing the buttons in your brain without you noticing them.

You probably think I need some antipsychotics. The problem is, once you’ve seen it, you can’t unsee it. I don’t have to persuade anyone, I just know it’s there. It seems to be some sort of mechanism, that suddenly kicks in when we come close to destroying the world. It is as if the demons escape the core of the world, start flying around and fool everyone into doing something stupid.

It’s like the Pharaoh in Exodus, who casts plagues upon himself and has his heart hardened, only to do it again and again. People were deceived by something. And it waited long. It hoped that we would change course. But in 2019 our time ran out and it opened the gates.

Of whom much is given, much is asked. Low status white males, the kind of specimens of our species that record videos of themselves exposing Obama’s fake birth certificate from the comfort of their SUV while wearing sunglasses, are largely insulated from this demonic force, because they’re ignorant. If you don’t understand what’s going on, if you’re genuinely stupid enough to be convinced that there’s some new ice age coming up by 2040 because the number of sunspots is about to go down or whatever, then the blood doesn’t splatter on your face as much. You’re like a fox that sneaked into the henhouse: You caused a lot of misery, but we can’t hold you responsible for it because you don’t understand what you’re doing.

The people who have the most blood splatter on their faces, are the ones who understand what they’re doing but just don’t seem to care. They’re generally at shot number four or five by now. They inherited the white man’s burden, which is to keep it in the ground, but they failed to live up to it. They fly around the world, to conferences where they rub shoulders with others of their kind, ask the intern to come drink in their hotel room and then fly back home. They lie, they greenwash, they enrich themselves.

Evil is not what low status white males imagine it to be, 13 Illuminati bloodlines gathering together at the Bilderberg conference to discuss how to use vaccines to enrich themselves and kill off all the obsolete proles who will be replaced by machinery before they sink their fangs into a terrified child. No my friends, evil is an ugly banality. It’s the guy who screwed everything up posing for a magazine without any shame. It’s getting backrubs from a fifteen year old on Epstein’s private jet. It’s whenever you embarrass yourself, by failing to live up to what you could be.


  1. Are people born evil or made evil?

    That’s a core question which decides how you treat the others. It can’t be answered easy. If you tend to say people are made evil, then the whole concept of guilt does not work any longer. If you tend to say the evil does really exist, you are doomed to denounce any others as evil, where misjudging is unevitable.

    • I’m not sure I’m following you here, Diogenes. Could you please elaborate a little?

      If I’m understanding you correctly, it sounds like you’re saying that the culpability of evil-doers depends on how they became evil. I disagree. The best way to determine culpability and mete out punishment is to focus on actions, not intentions, and certainly not the deep underlying causes of intentions. If there are roughly three categories of evil-doers (born with a heightened proclivity to do evil (e.g. born sociopaths), raised (by the culture) to have a heightened proclivity to do evil, or having a low proclivity to do evil but choosing to do evil anyway, the evil deed is what matters. The definitions of good and evil are easy to know, and everyone knows them, both from reading and from a deep-down knowing. The flimsiness of the standard excuses is also well-known (the “just following orders” defense, the “I didn’t know” defense, the “insanity” defense, the “I was molested as a child” defense, and the “I was born this way” defense).

      Evil-doers know that what they are doing is wrong, and they choose to do it anyway. If they do so, they are guilty. Everyone has free will, regardless of their excuses for failing to exercise it properly. If you are positing that some people are basically evil angels sent here by God to do evil, well, then maybe they aren’t guilty of “failing to exercise their free will properly,” but they are certainly guilty of being evil! They are evil and guilty by definition and by design.

      • Quote: “Everyone has free will, regardless of their excuses for failing to exercise it properly.”

        This is what I want to belive too, but in physical determinism there is no place for free will. Maybe you have heard from Laplace’s demon, a creation of physicists which can calculate what you say tomorrow by calculating all flight paths of all atoms of your body. Free will would mean you could change the flight paths of the atoms only with your will. But this was never observed.

        • “But it hasnt been observed” Actually it has. Multiple experiments have been done where an ongoing double slit experiment is done, the real time output is fourier transformed, the amplitude of the frequency relevant to the interference pattern gained when the incoming quantum “particle/waves” are acting wavelike is extracted, and turned into a musical tone, which gets higher when the output of the experiment is more wavelike (corresponding to no obeserver in the classical experiment) and lower when more particle like (corresponding to observer device in the classical double slit experiment). That signal is then sent over seas in real time, and people are asked to concentrate on it and attempt to raise/lower it. Not only could they do so with statistically significant results, and not only did it not really matter that the concentrator did not necessarily understand the physics of it all, but people who regularly meditated or similar (ie their consciousness could be aligned) had stronger effects, while couples in love had even stronger effects. What does this mean? My take is that something is taking our conscious, and probably subconscious intentions, and constantly atttempting to choose between quantum outcomes the world (universe?) Over to choose the outcome that matches our intent…which is manifestation in a nutshell.

    • What difference does it make?

      No seriously – what do I care if someone was born destructive and malevolent, or if they were molded into it?

      Further, what do I care if someone was intentionally malevolent, or even just dumb, as long as their actions led to bad results?

      Is there any functional difference between evil whether it be congenital or acquired, intentional or accidental?

      Bad outcomes are bad, and in my view they’re to be discouraged no matter what. If the guy “didn’t mean it,” then he better get smarter and start paying attention. If it’s his “personal opinion,” then he believes incorrectly. If he was “born that way,” then he was born wrong.

  2. I agree with you, I have started to perceive something similar in the last 2-3 months.
    From my perspective those demonic forces are the most apt explanation for the supreme absurdity reigning in the world right now. World views I can no longer support are the “rational” worldview, where humans are beings endowed with the capacity to act independently in each situation. Neither do I buy the “stochastic” world view, i. e. a world where things just happen randomly. Because what is the probability that madness keeps piling up upon madness without end due to random chance across the whole globe at the same time? I think that would be pretty improbable.
    Therefore, the past and current events so suitably described in your blog indeed strongly suggest the existence of some type of exogenous and uncontrollable force which is facilitating all these insane events. Certainly it’s of demonic nature and it is roaming around freely.
    At least this has gotten me to start reading the Bible, I am convinced they were well aware of this already.

    • Coincidence? “Satancon attendees must be 18 or over and have proof of COVID vaccination. Attendees must wear an N-95, KN-95, or disposable surgical mask. Gaiters, bandanas, and cloth masks will not be allowed.”

    • I’ve also felt compelled to start reading the bible this past year, I’m not sure if this is fully relevant but your comment brought this to mind. Especially the self destruction

      “When Jesus got out of the boat, a man with an impure spirit came from the tombs to meet him. This man lived in the tombs, and no one could bind him anymore, not even with a chain. For he had often been chained hand and foot, but he tore the chains apart and broke the irons on his feet. No one was strong enough to subdue him. 5 Night and day among the tombs and in the hills he would cry out and cut himself with stones.

      When he saw Jesus from a distance, he ran and fell on his knees in front of him. He shouted at the top of his voice, “What do you want with me, Jesus, Son of the Most High God? In God’s name don’t torture me!” For Jesus had said to him, “Come out of this man, you impure spirit!”

      Then Jesus asked him, “What is your name?”

      “My name is Legion,” he replied, “for we are many.” And he begged Jesus again and again not to send them out of the area.

      A large herd of pigs was feeding on the nearby hillside. The demons begged Jesus, “Send us among the pigs; allow us to go into them.” He gave them permission, and the impure spirits came out and went into the pigs. The herd, about two thousand in number, rushed down the steep bank into the lake and were drowned.

      Those tending the pigs ran off and reported this in the town and countryside, and the people went out to see what had happened. When they came to Jesus, they saw the man who had been possessed by the legion of demons, sitting there, dressed and in his right mind; and they were afraid. Those who had seen it told the people what had happened to the demon-possessed man—and told about the pigs as well. Then the people began to plead with Jesus to leave their region.”

      • But when the Pharisees heard it, they said, “It is only by Beelzebul, the prince of demons, that this man casts out demons.”

        Jez was a Sorcerer.

        • “Every kingdom divided against itself is brought to desolation, and every city or house divided against itself will not stand. If Satan casts out Satan, he is divided against himself. How then will his kingdom stand? And if I cast out demons by Beelzebub, by whom do your sons cast them out? Therefore they shall be your judges.

  3. What you see and what others see are at least two different things. To caste such stark judgements on those who don’t see what you see is to label yourself serious and a deep thinker, while ignoring the others real concern.
    Do you really believe these elite’s, who brag and advertise what they are doing are altruistic? While the evidence points to the contrary? Better come down for a little while.

    • It’s OK if I violate you because I believe I’m doing the right thing! Only low status white men will complain, oh and that idiot talking about demons in the ground

  4. Marking others as evil is only division, which will not help to improve the world. As much as it seems justified, we tried that for thousand years, but judging didn’t improved anything.

    I came to the conclusion that each body is housing several souls, but our culture demands from us doing like as if there is only one in each body. I think there are five, one real central consciuousness, and four sub-consciousness, often interpreted as “demons”. Fight or Flee? Cooperate or Compete? They whisper their thoughts into our thoughts all day long, but because they do this since birth, we see them as part of us.

    If one of these four forces is out of balance, dominating that person and doing bad things, how can I judge the four others for the crime?

    • “…Marking others as evil is only division, which will not help to improve the world. As much as it seems justified, we tried that for thousand years, but judging didn’t improved anything….”

      This is silly. Europeans killed off criminals for hundreds of years and vastly improved the population to be less criminal and violent.

  5. Keep writing. I love the way you blend the spiritual & scientific. It is the proper approach given the hellish depths of the covid story. Your insights on IgG4 are important. I greatly enjoy the irony that a psychedelic devotee is doing better work than MSM journalists. Dark Horse podcast mentioned you in a recent episode btw. Your Twitter poll about who saved more lives is brilliant. The fact that people like you exist gives me hope for humanity.

  6. Thanks for pointing this out to me. I’m honestly really flattered by Weinstein’s words on his podcast. If there’s anyone whose feedback I value, it’s from an evolutionary biologist who recognizes the dangers of this global experiment we have embarked upon. This helped cheer me up.

    • I happened to listen to that Weinstein podcast a week or so back and heard him mention you. I thought to write about it here, since it meant you had really done something special and I thought you might appreciate it, but it slipped my mind. Especially after I read your tweet today about it being one of the best things that ever happened to you I felt bad about forgetting – so big thanks to Joel for telling you!

      I’ve read you obsessively for a year or so, and at some point I explained to my wife about this anonymous Dutch guy who does a lot of exotic drugs who’s probably figured this situation out as well or better than anyone else in the whole world. A couple of times a week I’ll say to her “the Dutch guy wrote about this today…” and explain it to her.

      And I figured you got maybe a few hundred reads per post, and that’s a shame. So it’s great you’ve broken out and gotten some recognition. You’ve done great service for the world.

      I know you don’t do this for money, but if you put up a tip jar I’ll buy you some beers or whatever. In lieu of that, if you have a favorite charity/organization, I’d really like to donate something as a token of my appreciation. Let me know.

    • the technodystopia has been cancelled due to lack of energy… please get your hoe and proceed to the nearest empty lot

  7. Good essay. You do a good job describing how I often feel while taking acid or shrooms — that underneath the luminous beauty, I sense something vaguely “sinister” lurking. But I thought it was just me and my peculiar psychology because none of my trip mates ever said a word about it.

    I like Diogenes’ comments in this thread as well.

    Btw Radagast, are you familiar with JF Gariepy? I think you might enjoy his stuff relating to genetic evolution and genetic engineering:


  8. It’s just narcissism. Pursuing material distractions to avoid spiritual pain is what narcissists do. I had enough childhood trauma to put me in that mindset for several decades. Spiritual growth is the pathway out of that forest. Follow the yellow brick road.

  9. You are definitely right on the darkness and where its found and how mundane it can be. I worked in government in a capital city until the mandates began. I would deal with
    Deputy ministers and the highest level staff like that at events and work and some of them were obvious, dark triad traits and eyes that scared me, like looking into the void. The others were less obvious. But none that l encountered had the depraved appetites that a few of them do. They were outwardly normal, golfed, travelled, worked on their houses. But they still made awful decisions, failed up, smeared, back stabbed, embezzled, everything. And they do greenwash, my god do they do that. And they don’t care, its unsettling, nothing really bothers them.

    The low status types worried me once, buy not any more, not really. Maybe the occasional crazy lifted truck driver smoking me, but that’s it.

    Not sure if I never made high status, all the darkness got to me, or what but mist of the time I never felt on top of the world, l felt scared shirtless.

    • In my experience they have ‘the drug dealers mentality’:

      “If I didn’t sell these drugs, some other guy would just sell them anyway and reap the profit. May as well be me.”

      The idea that their personal efforts could be turned to something good never enters the equation. Presumably because they are nihilists and do not believe anything is worthwhile.

    • “Scared shirtless” is a nice phrase.

      Unafraid and destructive, wealthy and clothed with status, posing with style in the fashion;
      Scared but understanding, lacking and exposed, going without style for being naked

  10. I do agree that there is an obvious metaphysical correlation to powering society with underworld fuel and its increasing sulfur content.

    But to be dismissive of collaboration among the banal men for evil purposes is just silly. Every single action above that of individual initiative is a collaboration. And when motives are secret, it is a conspiracy.
    If they have capacity for moral compunction they could simply say: ‘this is all to prevent nuclear war’ and then go on with their slaughtering.

  11. Covid is like organized crime and the jabbed are the local businessmen who pay protection money for igG4 antibodies to not have their knees broken, but get slowly eaten away by the extortion. The ‘purebloods’ attempt to avoid the extortionist, but, at a minimum, suffer from higher prices from the merchants and occasional infections. Marek’s disease is when a pureblood refuses to pay protection money and Covid decides to make an example of him.

  12. If they change the laws in your country and make it compulsory to MRNA vaccinate you and your loved ones, you better pray that a big bunch of low status white males take the streets in protest and create some kind of push back. I can assure you, MR./MRS. Rintrah, your high status college friends are not going to do shit about it. Some of them may even help the police take you to the camps

  13. Haddock, speaking as a low-status male of Caucasian ancestry, we didn’t do jack sh!t when our governors locks us in our homes and closed small business, while allowing Walmart, Target, Lowes and Home Depot to open and enjoy record sales. We were too busy at home buying AMC stock with our stimulus checks.

  14. “if you’re genuinely stupid enough to be convinced that there’s some new ice age coming up by 2040 because the number of sunspots is about to go down or whatever”

    Weird, I thought you were scientific. There’s fascinating articles on the interplay between the Sun, space weather, and our climate. It seems dogmatic to blame humans contribution to a gas that makes up 0.04% of the atmosphere.

    “if you’re genuinely stupid enough to be convinced that there’s some danger in the vaccines because the number of deaths is about to go up or whatever”

    That’s exactly how you now look to me. Feel free to ban me, no different to being banned for being an “anti-vaxxer” in my eyes.

  15. I guess it’s nice for you that you’re still allowed to be racist against one group. Just substitute “black males” in this article for white males and see if you don’t sound just a wee, tiny, bit racist? But that’s ok, so long as you insult people who can’t fight back.

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