I would imagine at some point you figure out it’s all a cosmic joke at your expense, a joke that’s no longer even subtle, the archons are now just seeing how far they can push it.
Why are you motivated to do anything?
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I don’t do anything, I’m a neet. I’m probably gonna get a job at a gas station or Walmart just so I don’t go homeless since my grandma decided she wanted to live in a nursing home and is selling the house my whole family lives in. If I had money I would use it to buy drugs and vegan food and not be homeless.
Nice. Dahmer lived with his grandma too.
Lmao. That’s not a good comparison.
Tell that to all the women who go nuts over him
OK I’m a total fuckup kissless virgin autist who has never even approached a girl because of how little self esteem I’ve had due to being fat. The fatness is mostly gone and I’ve grown my hair and beard out like Jesus. Do you think that’s what the ladies want? Should I start cannibalizing people to become every girl’s dreamboat? I’ve had this fantasy of sacrificing Elon Musk to an Aztec God so if I’m gonna go out that’s how I’d probably wanna do it.
Obviously joking with the last bits.
The thing with Dahmer is that he’s a weird contradiction, like the thousand year old vampire who looks like a teenage boy. Women want to have their cake and eat it too.
Dahmer is creepy, violent, a necrophile, a cannibal, but he’s an effeminate homosexual, so he is not perceived as a threat by women the way they normally perceive men as a threat, despite simultaneously being an extremely threatening person.
This is why it’s specifically Dahmer they go nuts over.
But you should definitely make sure Elon Musk stops causing suffering to innocent people who did nothing to deserve it.
>The thing with Dahmer is that he’s a weird contradiction, like the thousand year old vampire who looks like a teenage boy. Women want to have their cake and eat it too.
Well I got that going on a bit, I’m a grown man and millennial women still try to stop me from buying booze due to thinking I’m underage. Men think I just got out of high school too. This one autistic man was crying the other day at the bus stop because he didn’t have a phone, so I gave him the fifty dollars I got for Christmas I was gonna use to buy shrooms so he could get a flip phone; and it didn’t compute to him that I was 24 and not just out of high school. (Never went, fuck school.)
Probably gonna end up going to college anyway just to fight the boredom.
>but he’s an effeminate homosexual
Well I’m not gay but all my classmates thought I was, and low status white males call me faggot from their trucks when I walk down the street. I could be a Dahmer… Do you think If I wore anime girl merch when I devoured people that would make girls think I’m more approachable or would that just give them the ick? I’m a zoomer so I would have to put a zoom zoom spin on the whole thing.
>But you should definitely make sure Elon Musk stops causing suffering to innocent people who did nothing to deserve it.
Lmao.
The only thing left to pursue at this stage is pure, raw hedonism.
The gaybros have it all figured out:
https://www.reddit.com/r/aneros/comments/hwapj0/prostate_orgasms_for_hours_everyday_for_a_week_in/
“Prostate orgasms for HOURS everyday for a week in a hotel. Here’s what I did…”
> tl;dr: I used my Aneros everyday for a week in a hotel room and orgasmed for hours everyday. I did some great things and learned some great things. Sessions are only getting better with each use. Life is great.
This is just part of the slippery slope towards trooning out, don’t be decadent
You don’t have to be gay to have a woman pegg you. It’s also much safer than sodomy with another man, no risk of starting another pandemic that will kill and maim innocent children.
>You don’t have to be gay to have a woman pegg you
Sounds pretty bisexual to me personally.
Then you have Rad who thinks about what it would be like to be the girls he likes.
I might be the only truly straight man here. Anime saves.
I tried to post a link to an escort website, showing the profile page of a Latina 10/10 Goddess who offers pegging services but it wouldn’t work. Perhaps Radagast has a spam filter installed that prevents commenters linking to explicit NSFW websites. Although I seem to recall a drunk M E H E N posting P O R N videos in the past…..
I think that’s enough internet for today.
I was trying to link Anime RWBY Weiss Schnee Porn from Rule 34 but that didn’t work either so it does seem like there’s a spam filter in place to keep out lewd.
Instead I’m going to link a RWBY fanfiction revolving around a fifteen year old girl killing and cannibalizing people, starting with her classmates. It is written by “Rapey Lemons”
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/9779077/1/Blood-Rose
I still chuckle every time I think about that “soul of the ni**er as a giant black hole in outer space” comment you wrote on here sometime last year.
“WHERE DA WHITE WIMIN AT???!!!”
>How civilization works on a metaphysical level.
https://i.4pcdn.org/pol/1480017766957.jpg
>don’t be decadent.
The only reason that sexuality, sensuality, pleasure and all of these other things manifest in a corrupted way in this world, is because we are in hell. It’s definitely not the only thing that indicates that we’re in hell, but it’s tied into the fact that this world is the corpse of a goddess. This is also related to your observation that women are often attracted to people like Dahmer. You can think of it like, when she died, the metaphysical evil which is behind this reality corrupted the nature of sensuality here in general as a part of the act which it committed in the creation of this world. In principle, it’s easy to imagine a reality where for example, someone could drink or take drugs but without the corresponding negative energetic, physical and mental negative side effects, or where sexuality didn’t carry all of the corresponding baggage it does in this place, or where you could do any number of pleasurable things without the spectre of addiction, or where the ‘hedonic treadmill’ didn’t exist for things which feel good in the same way that it doesn’t presently exist for many forms of physical pain. Many spiritual teachers preach asceticism in every facet of life, but in previous writings you’ve correctly surmised that by adopting this as an ideal, you lose something in the process, like a Dionysian aspect of oneself that is often underappreciated. I think it’s important to understand that things could be different than how they presently are, because it allows you to understand the ways in which you are presently unfree, that may not be immediately obvious on the surface due to their abstract nature. So in this case, in this reality we are not free to pursue our passions without navigating a labyrinth of drawbacks, catches, and traps, and in the course of struggling against these most people are usually passively in at least some degree of low-key psychic tension, while being unable to truly decide for themselves the terms of their own existence. Most people cannot imagine reality in any other way, nor do they realize things worked completely differently prior to the creation of this archon-controlled reality. If I recall correctly, your proposed solution was something like that we should learn to enjoy sadomasochism as a way of coping with this situation. But I’d say first and foremost, that we need to attain freedom from this place by exiting the cycle of reincarnation for good. It is quite likely that far more is possible outside of this reality than is possible while we are here. Of course, that’s easier said than done.
I’m just rambling because I’m high on kratom. I don’t really know how to wrap this up.
I fucking love you people.
i’m not, that’s how. at this point life is an autobattler and between the 2 sides of society disintegrating vs my funds for video games/drugs/weightlifting shit running out first i lose either way but one of the few things we both agree upon is that losing can be fun.
I probably sound old and boring, but given your fascination with clowns, you might want to read Boell’s “Ansichten eines Clowns” (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Clown_(novel)).
It fits your world view in many ways. Sometimes I even wonder if you based your online persona on the book.
I don’t know why so many people always refer to it as a joke. I’ve heard that take elsewhere before as well. It doesn’t seem very funny to me. I think it’s a bit of a sadistic take on things.
It doesn’t really make sense to focus on worldly things. I’m not the first person to say this, but it’s just the truth. Society is an inherently predatory-parasitic structure, this is true of every society that has ever existed on Earth or that will ever exist. This is because domestication inherently limits someone’s freedom, it removes them from their own nature and molds them into someone who conforms to the paradigm of the domesticator. Even the concept of working at a job, is really just an elaborate form of indentured servitude. And when every piece of land in the world is owned by someone, there is nowhere to go to truly escape from it all. What I wish people like Radagast would realize, though, is that nature is also set up to work against us in a spiritual sense. Even the nature of existing in a physical body, needing to eat other lifeforms to survive, the existence of diseases, and so on, are all conditions intentionally forced on us by the unseen spiritual forces running this place, in order to cause pain and suffering.
I have two close friends, we have a bunny in our apartment, I have a few hobbies I enjoy, and I like to energy train. These are the things I focus on in my life, and I find them worthwhile. Whenever I start reading about politics or current events, or engaging too much with society in general, it never ends up being worth it, I just end up frustrated and stressed out after a while. I think that when it comes to people in general, it’s best to just have a small handful of people who you’re really close to and other than that, the less you have to interact with other people, the better. And for what I think it’s worthwhile to focus on, I’d say spiritual matters and the facets of existence that go beyond material reality, the body, or this particular life. And having fun too.
I’m definitely one of the most normie readers of this blog and I really don’t know why I read the comments ????. But thanks for the laughs anyway. Thought Rintrah might appreciate this band I am going to see Saturday night: https://www.lsdclownsystem.com/